Hijrahku From Dating
part 3
On the bike, we were silent at each other's house. The days after that, Bim was always with me when I came home from school. However, we kept quiet with each other. One day, I ventured to ask.
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"Sorry Brother, why is it that 1 week Brother Bim always takes me home? In fact, I can ride the bus with Meli," I asked curious.
"mmm.. Brother also does not know, why it feels comfortable that your boncengin. It was as if Big Brother could find a figure that drove away the loneliness of Big Brother all this time," he said which made my heart beat fast.
Susana was silent.
"O yes Annisa, tomorrow is Sunday. Kamuu..there's an event, right?" tanya Bim broke the silence.
"Ga there, Brother. How's that?" my many.
"Mmm can you take me to the city park?" the question surprised me.
"Well! Eh ee's.. Yes you can, but you have to ask permission first with uncle and aunt," I replied nervously.
"Yes the deck" he said.
My face turned red, embarrassed.
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Mom, Dad and Dad have strict rules. However, not with uncles and aunts whose rules are more flexible. My aunt and uncle loved me as much as their own children. They have 1 son, his name is Sam. However, he had gone from home not knowing where. More precisely, "stop". I heard from my uncle and aunt that she went because she was forbidden to date. So, they don't want to lose me that they already consider their own child, like the events of Sam. I myself have never had his sosmed account since his departure, it seems like I was blocked. If it wasn't blocked, I might have asked where he was.
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Wh-tok-tok!
"Assalaamu'alaikum," someone knocked on the door.
I'll open it immediately.
"Wa'alaikumussalaam's chat. Oh, Brother Bim. Here Kak enter first," I replied when I found out Kak Bim was standing in front of the door.
However, Brother Bim just stared at me. He daydreamed.
"Hallo, Brother?" I asked while waving my hands in front of his face to wake up his daydream.
"Eh eeh! What did you say?" ask like a dazed person.
"Let's go in first, brother," I replied.
Then we heard footsteps approaching us, who were none other than uncle and aunt.
Then Brother Bim kissed the hands of uncle & aunt.
"Greetings Om, Aunt" he said with a friendly smile.
"Yes Nak Bim. Comein?" bargain aunt.
"Eee no need Aunt. I'd like permission to take Annisa to the city park, Auntie, Om. Can I?" pinta Kak Bim's.
"Yes, can. But, don't you want to go in first?" my uncle gave permission.
"It doesn't matter, Om. If the Annisa is ready, we go immediately" replied Brother Bim.
"Alright, remember Annisa whom Uncle ordered for you last night" the uncle reminded.
"Yes Uncle. Assalaamu'alaikum" I said, kissing both of their hands.
Yes, last night I told you all about Brother Bim. Every time we ate dinner, I always confided in them, I felt closer to them. Because the time we met was only at dinner. They were always engaged in their work as teachers. Last night, uncle told me that there was a spy uncle's friend to escort me. So if there's anything, my uncle's friend won't hesitate to hit the person who hurt me.
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Arriving at the park, we sat on one of the benches. Brother Bim smiled looking at my face. I was embarrassed and looked down too. I closed my eyes.
Suddenly, a sweaty trembling hand held my hand. I opened my eyes, Brother Bim has been squatting in front of me.
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"Sir, I want to be honest with you" he said nervously.
"About what, brother?" ask me with my heart racing. The cold heat covered my entire body.
"Listen yes, Deck. Don't cut it off before you're done. Honestly, since we first met about 1 month before the preparation of Persami, Brother likes you. But, the big brother was always nervous to express his feelings to women. Look, it's just shaking. But, Brother dared to shoot you. Even if the risk of rejection exists. Because, Brother knows you're not allowed to date. Brother knows all that from Fadil, my classmate, his girlfriend Meli. The important thing is that you are relieved to be able to reveal this all that you have planned for days. You don't have to answer, because you need time. And for a while, you calmed down for a week. We do not need to SMS and go home alone first. Next week insyaaAllaah, we're here again to hear your answer. Annisa, I love you," explained Bim at length.
Perhaps, another woman would flower if it was like this, but not with me. I looked down and shed tears. Pain between the choice of accepting Kak Bim or obeying the rules of Papa Mama. Sadness, dilemma, worry, but there's a little bit of pleasure. I don't know.
Brother Bim was sitting next to me. Unknowingly, I rested my head on his left shoulder.
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Seriate.
