Choosing to Let Go
episode 6

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As the morning - morning usually , seen Cicha was enjoying breakfast with both her parents and her two younger siblings.

"Son, said adek you yesterday you came home from school delivered by a guy huh ? Who?"the mother asked suddenly as they were enjoying breakfast.

"Hmmm. temen Bun.Kemaren Cicha waiting for angkot no one passed by, happened to meet him . From Cicha not coming home, she had to be with Cicha."Cicha explained to her mother, she was afraid that her mother would get angry.

"What friend is a friend, like a friend, but friendly huh? Hhhhhhh."Tempta Rangga to her brother.

Buukkkhh

Cicha patted her shoulder, her face was now red with embarrassment.

"What the hell are you, little boy don't be so smart !"cicha grunts, a little salting.

Both of Cicha's sisters were just grinning at her brother's behavior.While both of Cicha's parents could only smile at their children.

"It's been - it's been , hurry up finish your breakfast.Later to be late to his school!"Said Cicha's father in a slightly firm tone.

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The break bell has rung.All students scatter out of class.There are going to the cafeteria, there are going to the library, there are sitting - sitting in the school yard.

"Cha let's go to the cafeteria.I laper nih ,so don't make breakfast !"take Erika with you while pulling Cicha's hand.

"No ahh, I'm again mager .I'm nitip yaw!"replied Cicha who seemed reluctant to leave her seat.

"it's up to you, we go to the cafeteria!"his three best friends left Cicha breezed his feet towards the canteen.

Cicha was not alone at the time in the classroom.There were some friends who also chose to remain in the classroom.

Cicha looked around, like looking for something, his gaze was fixed on one point.And yes he saw Keyndra was also in the class.The handsome boy looked serious playing his phone.

Why do I feel like there are two Keyndra I'm dealing with, you who at school is very different from you who if only with me.

Thought Cicha in her heart, while sighing her that felt heavy.

Indeed, the attitude of Keyndra is very different from yesterday when he was only with Cicha.Since from earlier, his attitude as usual - usually , cold and indifferent as yesterday nothing happened.

Every now and then Cicha tries to steal his gaze to Keyndra, hoping that the guy sees it too, maybe just smiles.but still nothing changes, Keyndra doesn't realize it or does not care.

Cicha who can only resign, lay his hands on the table.And immediately hid his face between his hands.

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After the entrance bell rang some time ago , now there is only one hour left of the last lesson.Nampak all students are seriously paying attention to the explanation of a teacher who explained the lesson at that time.

"Cha sorry I won't be able to take you home from school together again, because I have to go straight to my brother's house.I have to help - help there , because there will be a family event," whispered Marina on the sidelines of the lesson.Slightly bad taste to her best friend was, because Marina was sorry to see Cicha had to go home to take an angkot.

"No pa-pa Mar, I can go home in angkot kok.You don't need to worry !"replied Cicha, smiling at her best friend.Cicha all this time did not feel good constantly troublesome friends - her best friend.

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Along the sidewalk road, Cicha looks walking towards the bus stop.She walks alone, there are no friends beside her.Actually there are also some children who at that time walked towards the same place ,but that's how Cicha chose himself because he thought it was better.

"hmmm" he answered slightly nodding his head, Cicha who knows who the guy is still continuing his steps, without seeing who is greeting him.

"Let's go up, let me take you !"sahut the guy, while taking his bike slowly, followed Cicha's steps.

"Thank you, I can go home on the angkot," replied Cicha again a little taut to the guy , still unwilling to look at him.

"Ehh, it turns out that a beautiful girl if angry makes a gemes ya,"godanya again while a little laugh trying to melt the atmosphere.Cowok felt there was something strange with Cicha's attitude.

Cicha who heard it was happy, but she kept trying to hold back the feeling.There was a feeling of anger in her heart.

He remained silent, holding back the mixed taste in his heart.

"Of Cha let me drive you home, I can't bear to see a beautiful girl like you're messing around in angkot.Especially the guy - the guy teaser."The hustle is still trying ,while glancing towards the bunch of guys who were waiting for the angkot as well.

Cicha suddenly stopped his steps, looked at the guy very deeply.The handsome hustle in front of him smilingly saw Cicha stop his steps.And thrust the helmet to Cicha, thinking Cicha complies with her wishes.

"Can you stop acting like this Key?pliss.... I beg you not to make me expect much of you with your attitude like this.And make me fall again with your attitude that returned cold and indifferent again to me.I have the heart of Key, I have a heart of Key ,and I'm also just an ordinary woman, who will feel complacent if needed well by a man.Especially the man who liked her very long.Is it possible you just want to play with my feelings this , because you know I've liked you all this time."Said Cicha while looking very deeply at Keyndra.Her eyes were no longer able to stem his tears anymore , now his tears have fallen down to wet his cheeks.

As if something was piercing his heart deeply, Keyndra who heard what Cicha said and saw the girl in front of him crying at this moment, her heart was very sick.

"I'm sorry Cha! I never wanted to hurt your heart, I didn't want to see you shed Cha's tears...I'm...."Keyndra felt very guilty, he got off his bike and approached Cicha who tried to wipe his tears that kept falling from his eyes, as if he did not want to stop.

Keyndra pulled Cicha into his arms, Keyndra hugged Cicha who was still crying.Today Cicha cried in the chest of the field of the tall man.

"Release Key!I want to go home, leave me alone.I don't want to fall any deeper."Cicha takes off the forced embrace of Keyndra.

"From now on we don't have any more business.I'll forget if I ever loved you Key.Although I know it's very hard for me."Cicha said as she ran away leaving Keyndra while wiping her tears rough.Cicha immediately went into the angkot which was then stopped at the stop.

Keyndra just stood like a statue, staring at the departure of Cicha.Tak know what to do.She realized the mistake he made.

I've failed.I want to correct my mistakes and make her happy, but I add to her heartache.You are indeed stupid Key, can't you throw away your pride that is too big.

Keyndra cursed himself in his heart and still stands there.

Many eyes saw the incident, because it was on the side of the road near the stop. They think they are lovers who are fighting.

Keyndra felt many people were glancing at him, immediately leaving the place. Carrying the motorbike broke up the street crowd.

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