Choosing to Let Go

Choosing to Let Go
episode 42


"Cicha again same Gery not Lo samperin Key?" ask Anggara to the Keyndra next to him.


Keyndra shook his head, "Gue doesn't want that smile if I'm reckless nyamperin him, Ga."


"It's Lo's own, isn't it?" anggara really pierced Keyndra's heart. Both are still in the parking lot, waiting for Dany and Aditya who have not arrived. Their motorbikes are also next to each other.


"Gue misses him, I miss his smile that was always for me yesterday" said Keyndra.


"Gue understands how Lo, Key feels" Anggara said.


"Maybe it's time for Lo to relax she's happy with someone else. Release him!" anggara cuek.


"Gue is not willing to let go of him," said Keyndra who had been watching Cicha with Gery. Seen Cicha was laughing, even when the guy who was with the girl stroked Cicha's hair, Cicha blushed shyly. It made Keyndra clench both hands, angry. Angry because other guys can make Cicha laugh happy, while he can only make Cicha sad.


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"For Cicha!" greet Gery cheerfully to Cicha. The guy deliberately waits for Cicha in the hallway of the IPA XII class.


Cicha just smiled without answering back the guy's greeting.


"Pamali loh if there are people nyapa but not bales," said Gery while smiling at Cicha.


"Morning" Cicha finally replied with a smile.


"It's a smile, cook still morning his face has been bent." said Gery while stroking the love of Cicha's hair. "Beautiful with a smile" Gery said.


What Gery did made Cicha blush, a little misbehaved.


"Based on crocodiles, it's still early in the morning already like a moth," said Cicha trying to look ordinary.


"Eitss, who said I was a tombal? If I'm always honest, I'm always honest!"


"Where to Lo's class, I'm going to class!"


"Ntar Lo kangen if I stay?" canda Gery intends to tease Cicha.


"So much Lo, Ger."


"Emang Lo never miss the handsome guy like me gini?"


"Never, not even the bad ones."


"Ck, Lo mah so Cha. Sometimes my heart breaks?!" gery said with a face made as if he was disappointed.


"Ish, whatever to say. I'm going to my class."


"Cha will go to school with me! I'll take you to Lo's class!" gery shouted as Cicha was already in front of her class, but Cicha paid no heed to the guy at all.


Gery Bramasta, one of the students of class XII IPS 2. The guy also includes the ranks of most wanted in Tunas Bangsa High School, because his face is quite handsome. The guy also had a chance to captain the futsal team while still in class X and XI. His humble, humorous nature, makes him admired by girls.


Who does not know the guy, Gery is the son of a successful acting and entrepreneur. When compared to Keyndra can be said to be quite comparable.


Gery likes even chasing Cicha from their X class, all the students already know that. Everyone also knows that the guy is the most heartbroken when he finds out Cicha is in a relationship with Keyndra. He tried to retreat at that moment. And now when he finds out that the girl he likes no longer has, the guy advances in the front guard to fight for the girl's heart. Even though he himself knew it wasn't easy.


The presence of Gery nearby actually makes Cicha miss the figure of Keyndra. The Keyndra will usually get angry whenever Cicha is close to another guy, even if it's just a chat. Missing the little attention of Keyndra, who usually always did for Cicha.


"Gue didn't expect Cha, Lo had just broken up a few weeks with Key the Gery had a chat," said Marina when Cicha had just sat on her stool.


"Kayaknya tuh men really like deh Lo Cha," said Niken made Cicha immediately turned to him.


"Like me? there are still guys just dreadlocks doang kali," said Cicha.


Cicha turned to Erika, "You know, I can't open my heart to anyone else" Cicha said.


"Surely Lo can if Lo wants to try to open Lo's heart again," persuaded Niken.


Cicha shook his head making the others exhale slowly. They understand Cicha needs time. All three of them just hope Cicha gets the best.


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"Remain here?" asked Keyndra who was sitting next to Cicha. When Keyndra wanted to go to the cafeteria he accidentally saw Cicha sitting in the back garden of the school while daydreaming, the boy immediately approached Cicha.


"Well eat?" asked Keyndra with a small smile.


Cicha just nodded. the girl was getting away and as much as possible keep her distance from Keyndra.


"Don't forget to eat!"


Cicha was still silent, not even looking at Keyndra at all.


"Don't believe it. Don't be so smart. Don't make me hate you more. Don't be as if there's nothing." said Cicha without turning to Keyndra, the girl was focused on staring at the flowers in front of them.


Keyndra lowered his body slightly with both hands resting on his thighs. "Sorry, sorry and sorry, that's all I can say to you now."


Cicha laughed blandly hearing that. "No need to apologize, you're not wrong."


Keyndra knew it wasn't a happy laugh. Keyndra knew Cicha was trying to hide the wounds between the laughs. And that just makes Keyndra heartless and guilty.


Some of the students who were also in the back garden of the school noticed both. It even sounded unpleasant whispers about Cicha from their mouths.


"Sorry Key, I'm ahead."


"Wait for Cha."


"Do not listen to what they say. I know you're not comfortable with that" Keyndra said.


"No, it's up to them to say anything about me. It's their right and I don't care about it" replied Cicha.


"I've been used to it before. I realized from the beginning, what I am compared to all of you. I'm just a lucky kid to go to school with you guys because of a scholarship. Maybe you're the one who's shy about me, and you shouldn't be the same as me."


"Don't think like that Cha, because I never thought like that" said Keyndra.


"But maybe that's the reality" said Cicha.


Keyndra, who was a little furious at Cicha's words, immediately held both of Cicha's shoulders. At that moment, Keyndra gasped and realized that Cicha's body was hot. Keyndra can feel the heat even felt in the uniform Cicha.


"Don't forget to eat Ay! I don't want to and can't see you getting sick. Especially now that I can only take care of you from afar" whispered Keyndra making Cicha work her eyes and subconsciously nod obediently.


"****! I'm a fugitive, everywhere there are spies," growled Keyndra in the heart, man saw someone who became his own opa minions. And Keyndra believes the man is looking for himself.


"Wait here, I call your friend to make anterine medicine for food for you. Rest in the UKS!"


"I'm sorry I can't help you and be by your side when you're sick. Cepet healed!" said Keyndra while rubbing Cicha's hair.


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Keyndra kissed Cicha on the forehead before leaving the girl. Keyndra does not want to add and complicate existing problems, if until the person sees it with Cicha. Especially until it endangers the girl he loves.


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