Choosing to Let Go
episode 39

"Just a minute Ay. I want to get everything straight to you" said Keyndra.

"Dear? you want to explain me, right?"

"What other explanation? Not satisfied enough that you hurt me?" ask Cicha puffed up. Keyndra looked at Cicha inside, the guy just kept quiet. Cicha tried to make a fortress for himself, he did not want to be lulled.

"Ay, me," said Keyndra hanging, the confused man wanting to explain where.

Cicha turned away, when she knew Keyndra wanted to take her hand.

"Don't hold me anymore!" cicha's words made Keyndra speechless. Keyndra was a little surprised by Cicha's slightly rude tone.

"Side, I'm going to the toilet" said Cicha.

"So. We need to talk to Ay, you need to know what's going on, actually" Keyndra said.

"What horrors? Horror that you're dating Sandra now?" ask Cicha.

Keyndra sighed, silent for a moment. "Yes, everything is not what you think it is."

"What did I think? Enough Key. I am tired of you, all the same. I don't care if you have a relationship with Sandra. Whether you are dating or not. I don't care" said Cicha, even when she said it hurt her heart.

"CICHA!" keyndra snapped in a high voice. Keyndra himself was surprised, then softened his voice again. "Sorry, Ay!"

"I miss Ay," said Keyndra, causing Cicha to dare look him in the eye.

"What are you talking about, I don't understand" said Cicha.

"Why do you make me this dear as you? Some days away from you, I really feel lost. Three days it's been a long time." The Keyndra word made Cicha almost limp in place. Cicha is drowning in the mist in Keyndra's eyes.

"Surge not you. I'm going to the toilet. Ntar, the bell in."

"After you ask for a breakup, I'm not calm at all. Every day he wanted to be angry, I was angry with myself. Here I feel so guilty, I feel you are too deep. But please give me a chance to explain everything to you. It's not like you thought it was and you've seen it all along."

"Certainly? What exactly is it like?" cicha asked him to make Keyndra approach him.

"After all this time why do you want to talk the truth? Even then you were also in. You think because I love you, I'm easy for you to fool?" ask Cicha. The girl's voice sounded more intense.

"You think I'm just your toy?"

"Never say that!" Keyndra gets closer to Cicha, but the girl retreats.

"Why? We broke up, there's nothing you need to explain anymore."

"Dad."

"I hate you, I hate to squirm. I hate why I still love you when you always hurt me. I want the feeling I have for me to lose. But why can't you? Why love you should be this sick?"

"Everything out Ay. Kutuin all about what you want to talk to me. If you need to hit me, slap me until you're satisfied. The pain you feel is gone."

"Dad."

Seeing Cicha cry made Keyndra feel even more guilty. Keyndra immediately grabbed Cicha's body into his arms. When Cicha thrashed not wanting to be hugged by the guy, Keyndra tightened his embrace. The girl grew sobbing in the arms of Keyndra. Keyndra could feel his uniform wet.

"Please! I don't want to hold you anymore" said Cicha, who kept struggling to escape from Keyndra's embrace.

"Well, plis biarin kayak gini. I miss you very much" said Keyndra.

Seeing Cicha who continued to thrash, trying to release the embrace of Keyndra. Makes the guy break his arms.

"Dad."

"I really hate you."

Cicha's words made Keyndra stare at the girl. Does he no longer have a chance? Is he really going to lose his girl?

"I." Cicha stopped not wanting to continue what he wanted to say. Every word that came out of his mouth hurt himself. Everything he said was against his heart.

Both were silent for quite a while. Busy with their own minds.

"Please go. Don't come into my life again. We take care of each other's lives." Cicha said, leaving Keyndra in place.

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