Choosing to Let Go
episode 40's

Rheana, the mother of Keyndra who happened to be passing in front of the room Keyndra, was stunned when he heard something that very rarely he heard.

Mama Keyndra opened the door to Keyndra's room slowly. The sight that the woman was looking at touched her heart. He could see that Keyndra was teaching by wearing a sarong and peci. Although it sounds that Keyndra is not fluent in teaching, but the only son of his puppet was to teach solemnly.

Rheana went into Keyndra's room, intending to wait for Keyndra to finish teaching by sitting on the edge of the Keyndra mattress.

"Sodakalloh haladzim." Keyndra closed his Qur'an and folded his alphabet. Take off the sarongs and peci that he wears. When the man wanted to lay himself on the bed, Keyndra paused his intention to see his mother.

"When's Mama been in Key's room?" asked Keyndra who was sitting next to her mother.

"Since you saw it," replied Mama Keyndra smilingly looking at the handsome face of his son.

"Why did you see Keyndra? Strange, did you see the Keyndra that became ngalim gini?" said Keyndra porch chuckling amusedly at himself.

Mama Keyndra shakes. "Even great. Mama seneng you so diligent gini worship. Try from the past like gini, the salary can be smooth Key," said mama Keyndra while rubbing the head of Keyndra.

Keyndra laid his body on the bed and stared at the ceiling of his room. "Newly can guide mah, so that it can be a better and more useful person."

"Definitely because of Cicha?" ask mama Keyndra sure.

Keyndra looked at his mother for a moment, then nodded confidently.

"Mom's son is sure he feels the same?" mama Keyndra asked doubtfully.

"Keyndra sure as hell feels like Key. Key also believes that the taste that Key has for Cicha is not just a baby, but already the stage of love. For seventeen years of Key's life he was Key ma's first love, and Key hoped to be Key's last."

Rheana sighed heavily, "Mama equally will support whatever your decision and choice if it is the best for you. But you know for yourself what risks you will get. Mama doesn't want either you or Cicha to be the one who gets hurt later. It could even be Cicha who will be hurt more than what you are feeling."

Keyndra clenched his hand holding back the fury within him. Recalling, he broke up with Cicha.

"You should remember the rules in your papa's extended family. You can't act as you please. Everything has been determined by Opa with your Oma since you were born. And all of that has been going on since the days of your ancestors. You have to be ready to take the big risks they give you, if you love another girl. Mama herself can't imagine what they're going to do to Key" explained Mama Keyndra.

Keyndra was silent thinking about all the things his mother had said. That was also the reason Keyndra kept quiet on Cicha. Until he lost the girl he loved.

Mama Keyndra was shocked to hear Keyndra's words. He could feel the sadness his son felt. Mama Keyndra felt like she had failed to be a good parent for her son, because she couldn't do much for the happiness of her son.

Rheana patted Keyndra on the thigh, "Fight if you really love Cicha. Whatever the risk, your mom will be there for you. Mama also believes papa will always be on your side," he said encouraging Keyndra.

"Keyndra will try to dapetin Cicha again ma, Keyndra will never be separated him. Whatever the risks are going to be, Key doesn't care. Key will defend him, despite having to oppose the Key family itself. I'm willing to lose what I have, but I can't lose my love. Because for what reason Key has everything but Key can't have people that Key loves!" key is very sure.

Mama Keyndra nodded, "Excite! Prove that you're a real man." He then walked out of Keyndra's room.

"Wait for Cicha to be your mother's daughter-in-law, because you don't want anyone else to be your mother's daughter-in-law!" Say mama Keyndra before you leave the Keyndra room.

Keyndra felt it got a breath of fresh air back. There are still both her parents and her best friend who always support her.

"Thank you, pah!" keyndra smiled.

Keyndra confirmed his sleeping position, then took his phone which was on the nightstand next to his mattress. Opens a photo gallery on her phone, where still neatly stored photos of herself with Cicha.

A smile rose on her handsome face as she unintentionally looked at the photo of Cicha she had taken for the first time secretly.

"Kangen," muttered Keyndra while stroking a photo of Cicha.

"You know Ay, this is a picture of you when I saw you for the first time. It was the announcement of the new student admission. I saw you still wearing a blue white uniform at that time. You look so cute, it was the first time I saw you smile. Beautiful, that's the first impression I saw you. And you know Ay, that was the first time I felt any different when I saw another girl. My heart was pounding abnormally the first time" Keyndra muttered remembering how she first saw Cicha.

"Pas knows I'm the same class as you, I'm so happy. Right up to the house I immediately jump on the bed, roll around like a madman," he chuckled considering the shameful thing.

"You also never know that all this time I was also tormented mendem my feelings to you, not only you it turns out. I always look around to squirm at you. Especially if you're laughing because of what, opium know Ay for me."

Keyndra smiled amusedly remembering all that. But the smile slowly faded as the boy recalled about their breakup.

The guy smiled bitterly, "I love u," he said as he peeped a picture of Cicha on his phone. After that Keyndra turned off his phone and put it back on the nightstand.

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