Choosing to Let Go
episode 11

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I just want to love you in a simple way.

With words I can't say.

I just want to love you in a simple way.

With a signal I cannot convey.

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Cicha sat on her chair, looking at a few flower pots neatly lined up around her. Seeing the star-studded night sky.This is where he feels comfortable, here is also a place that can make his feelings shady.

"Did he really feel the same way as I do...?"

Cicha smiled to himself, recalling every word Keyndra said to him last night.

Could their relationship be that easy? Given their different family backgrounds.

Cicha sighed, reminding herself not to expect too much. Even though he loved Keyndra very much, he did not want to be selfish. He wants the best for everything.

"If he were here right now, seeing the beauty tonight. Maybe forever will be in my dreams..." He mumbled softly, imagining the young man being next to him now.

I heard someone climbing the stairs. She immediately wiped away her tears, which had been falling for some time, wetting her cheeks.

"Keyndra...." Cicha was so surprised to see someone he had unknowingly been standing at the end of the stairs.

Keyndra walked over to Cicha slowly. Sitting beside.

Both were silent for a moment.

The atmosphere became very awkward when the two were silent for quite a long time.

Sometimes the Keyndra sees Cicha with her long hair carried by the night breeze. Her slightly pale face did not detract from her beauty. The simple appearance actually made the girl dazzling in the eyes of Keyndra.

Cicha stood up from her seat, walked towards the fence, looking at the surrounding scenery.

Keyndra's approaching Cicha.

"What did you see?"

Cicha.

"That's.... Look how beautiful the stars are!"

Both of them stood side by side with their hands holding the fence. Keyndra again enjoys the view of the city at night from up here.

"It's appropriate that a girl like you choose a bedroom here. The view here is indeed very beautiful at night...."

Cicha just smiled hearing that.

"How are you doing now?"

"Alhamdulillah ."

"Thank God...." Keyndra answered, smiling with pleasure.

Suddenly Keyndra held Cicha's hand.

Keyndra smiled, looking at Cicha who misbehaved, he thought it was adorable.

"Cha, I want to forever be able to hold your hand like this." Keyndra clasped Cicha's hand.

They look at each other.

"I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've done !"

"You've never done anything wrong Key...." Cicha turned his face away.

"A person's love and feelings cannot be forced. All this time I've been happy with Key, even though I can only hold this feeling. I was never disappointed even though I was the only one with this feeling. I never expected too much, for this to be avenged. Because I understand that love keys don't have to have each other. Seeing our loved ones happy and smiling, that's more than enough." Said Cicha while bowing her head.

He looked at Keyndra's hand that was still tightly clasping his hand. There was a vibration that Cicha felt on the young man's hand.

Keyndra's heart was completely shaken at the words Cicha said. Regretting everything that happened all this time.

You really are an amazing girl Cha, your heart is really broad. But how stupid of me to realize that too late.

Keyndra humps itself in the heart.

"But Cha. Now I realize, this feeling is not because of coercion, nor because of pity. Because now I really love you Cha.

Cicha closed his eyes, hearing what Keyndra said. His heart is beating so fast.

They were silent for a while, again enjoying the star-studded night sky, the twinkling lights and the breezy breeze blowing.

"Sleep.it's night...." Soft Keyndra scales.

Cicha nodded slowly.

"Do I want to go to bed tonight?" I can ask the same permission of the future mother-in-law, surely the mother gave permission." Tempta Keyndra, looking softly at Cicha. He put his face to Cicha.

Cicha's heart was pounding very fast.

"No." Said Cicha stammering, walking backwards towards the door of her room.

Keyndra smiled slightly. Again Cicha salting behavior that makes it look very adorable in the eyes of Keyndra.

Keyndra walked backwards towards Cicha, who was still attached to the door wall.

"I'll go home first...."

Cuuppp.

Keyndra kissed Cicha's forehead for quite a long time.

Cicha just silently glued, holding his chest. He felt his heart beating faster.

Keyndra walked up to the stairs, then turned back to look at Cicha for a moment. Then walk down the stairs that are next to the shophouse.

Oh my.... This is what it feels like to fall in love....

A happy smile emanated clearly on the faces of the two lovebirds.

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