Choosing to Let Go
episode 46's

"Great Pity to be Lo Cha. Lo's his girlfriend, but the deck is the same as me. You can't make Keyndra happy, Keyndra feels constrained to know not Lo? And most importantly you become a girl usually just shy. Good thing it's broken up" Sandra told Cicha.

"Sampe whenever you can't be like him. Even if you love each other, you can't win against me" Sandra told Cicha.

The two girls are now in an empty classroom, as the school's return hours were half an hour ago.

"So it's better to stop hoping and throw away all those feelings of disobedience, Cha," Sandra said.

"Yes, I know. And I also realize I can't fight Lo. Lo won San," Cicha told Sandra. Cicha seemed to give up and resigned, because that was the reality.

"Lo it's a girl don't have to be innocent, pretentious looking for attention, the most sinter pretentious deh Cha. Especially in front of Keyndra," Sandra said in front of Cicha's face.

Looking at the silent Cicha, Sandra approached Cicha. "Lo know, I didn't like Lo?"

"Gue's sorry if I was wrong Lo, San," said Cicha sincerely.

"And Lo knows what's wrong Lo? You've called Keyndra from me since he saw Lo, Cha."

Cicha stood in front of Sandra with a feeling of fear. Sandra who was in front of him right now was like she wasn't the usual Sandra. Beautiful girl who always looks cheerful and friendly. At this moment Cicha could see from both eyes the girl was emanating anger and hatred.

"Lo was supposed to be self-conscious, Lo who is it, Cha? You think Lo is as pretty as what? Lo's kayaking chicks will never match Keyndra. Because Keyndra is in a class far above Lo. Without it, seen from wherever you are not pantes for with Keyndra" said Sandra look serious and do not like Cicha.

"Gue's sober, San. I asked to break up with Keyndra. I've also been away from him, I don't want him to be embarrassed because deket same me. But Keyndra himself doesn't want to be away from me. He always said love was with me. And that's what you never get out of Keyndra" Cicha said, making Sandra look sharp. Because Sandra realized that Keyndra did not consider her more than a friend.

"You should know, if it's not just me who says Lo doesn't fit and doesn't pantes the same as Keyndra. But almost everyone in this school thinks that" Sandra told Cicha.

Cicha also knew from the beginning that everyone liked to see the proximity of Keyndra with Sandra. Even the girl was also close to the Keyndra family. Therefore, Cicha had only dared to love Keyndra in silence. Cicha doesn't want more.

"Pinter doang will not be enough to be with a guy like Keyndra," said Sandra.

"Gue isn't as rich as you and I can't be like you. But I still have my pride, San," said Cicha.

"What right do you have to judge me like that? Where is my fault? I've given up, I'm letting him make Lo, San. We are both girls, you should know how I feel when I know and see my guy is closer to another girl than me who is his girlfriend. I feel betrayed by you, why am I always wrong?" cicha asked Sandra.

"Well I have to understand the feelings of a girl like Lo? not really useful, mending I think of my own feelings," said Sandra.

Cicha who felt nothing compared to Sandra could only shut up and try to keep giving up. Cicha was sure that even if she told him about the current events, everyone would not believe her. They'll assume Cicha is just making it up.

"Lo has always been a burden to Keyndra" Sandra said with a smile.

Cicha was silent in place. Sandra's words actually pierced straight into the recesses of her heart.

"And you know who said you were just a burden? Keyndra himself told me the same. He also said Lo was childish, possessive," said Sandra, who broke Cicha's heart.

Cicha clenched her hands on her sides. A shadow of him with Keyndra accidentally spun around in his brain, like a broken cassette. Was it true that I was just a burden to Keyndra?

"Lo is beautiful, San. Many guys who want to be the same Lo, why do you have to chase a guy who does not love Lo? and the severity of Lo must be called another girl's boyfriend," said Cicha who began to ignite emotions.

Unexpectedly Sandra was getting closer to Cicha and that second the girl immediately slapped Cicha's cheek. She seems to hate Cicha.

While Cicha was pensive and glued to his place. Cicha who was still shocked looked at Sandra while holding next to her cheek that felt throbbing from the slap. Cicha lowered his head. Why do I have to be this sick when I love someone. Even the person she loved was not by her side, not defending her even protecting her. Cicha wasn't that strong to face all of this alone.

"Gue tells Lo, Lo who took Keyndra from me. Just be careful if you're still trying to get to Keyndra! Lo's inget is now just Keyndra's ex!" sandra said before walking out of class.

Cicha stared at Sandra's departure while rubbing her cheeks that still felt throbbing. Tears unwittingly wet his cheeks. The girl immediately wiped away her tears, and covered her face with her long hair that she had allowed to unravel forward. Before leaving the classroom, Cicha smiled slightly. The girl tries to dispel her sadness, so that no one else knows that she is in a fragile state at this time.

Meanwhile in the outer corner of the class was Keyndra. That guy was hiding behind a wall. She watched and listened to what Sandra did to Cicha from beginning to end. Even when Sandra slapped Cicha. Keyndra wanted to get out by then, he wanted to defend and protect Cicha. But Keyndra couldn't, the guy just clenched his hands together. He's very angry. Angry at Sandra who bravely hurt Cicha. And even more angry at himself, for not being able to do anything to protect Cicha.

"Fucking family rules. It's all because of Opa! I hate all of you who misahin me the same people I love." Inner Keyndra.

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