Choosing to Let Go
episode 44
"Drink Key?" haggara to Keyndra. The guy was wiping sweat on his temple. The two men who were both cold were currently on the basketball court. Anggara accompanied Keyndra who wanted to forget a little problem with playing basketball.
While Keyndra himself daydreamed of what to think. The man looked up at the heat of the sun. Keyndra actually could not choose the path he chose at this time. Because he had to hurt Cicha. The girl he loved.
"By the way, don't be dammed! I'm sure Cicha would want to know what problems you're facing now."
"Right now I can't make a story all the same Cicha."
Anggara turned his head for a while looking at Keyndra who was sitting beside him. "Why?"
"Gue didn't want him to think and it could have been a burden on him" Keyndra reasoned.
Anggara raised his eyebrows, "Don't be selfish. He also deserves to know what happened. Because he is also a victim here." Anggara said not accept the reason Keyndra.
"Lo know the difficulty I steal the time to talk to Cicha how, Lo also know not to talk to both, want to hit him I was very difficult even though in class. My life is like a fugitive. Sandra can be wherever I am and is ready to love whatever I do. I don't want girls to come to my family" explains Keyndra.
"Lo's afraid of Sandra?" ask Anggara mockingly.
"Gue wasn't afraid of Sandra Ga. Here I try to shield Cicha from my Opa target. Do you know yourself how Grandpa is? I also don't want Cicha to think about what I think. Because I know what Cicha is," Keyndra said.
"Fear that Cicha knows from others and not Lo, he will nganggep if you do not believe in him. And it could hurt Cicha even deeper," Anggara told Keyndra.
"Without me telling you, I've hurt Cicha very much Dalem Ga. I realize he deserves to be happy with someone else, but I don't want to. I can't take him off. I admit I'm selfish here. Whatever it is about Cicha I'll continue to be selfish Ga" said Keyndra.
"Lo has to settle this matter immediately, or Lo will lose Cicha forever, Key!" said Anggara that made Keyndra freeze in its place. Keyndra really felt sad, angry, upset, hit, confused, all so one.
"Gue will finish this as soon as possible. I can't believe it either. I couldn't stay away from the person I love, even though he was in my Deket. Moreover, squirming him with other men," said Keyndra.
"Gue believes Lo can finish everything Key. The Keyndra I know is not a coward. Keyndra temen I always follow what he considers real, not also a cowardly guy," said Anggara who seemed to slap himself Keyndra.
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From school, Keyndra tries to avoid Sandra. When he saw the girl had completely left the school environment, Keyndra came out of her hiding place, the IPA LAB room.
Keyndra immediately headed for his bike, the guy wanted to find Cicha's whereabouts. Although it may be too late Keyndra wants to tell the girl the real problem, following Anggara's advice. And Keyndra believes Cicha is still at the stop, waiting for public transport.
"Neng Object?" hearing a familiar voice made Cicha turn to Keyndra who was sitting next to him.
What Keyndra believed was true, Cicha was sitting on a bench waiting for public transport. There the girl is not alone, there are some other students who are also still waiting for public transportation, or maybe waiting for their invitation.
"I'm sorry I didn't miss ojek!" cicha turned his face away. He couldn't look at that handsome face for long. His heart was still beating like before.
"I anterin you want to go home?!" asked Keyndra expectantly.
"Don't bother, I can go home by myself" replied Cicha.
"Thank you for offer. I go home first," interrupted Cicha and the girl entered the angkot on time it stopped in front of the stop.
Keyndra stared silently at the public transport Cicha was riding away from. While from inside the angkot Cicha can see the Keyndra that is still sitting in its place earlier. The girl took her phone out of the pocket of her school uniform skirt, then immediately typed something on her phone screen.
Keyndra who felt his phone vibrate, immediately saw the incoming message. A quick look at the name of the sender of the message makes the guy can't wait to read the message.
Beautiful Key & a lot of things
You also went home, late afternoon.
Eat and rest.
Spirit of tomorrow's tournament.
Best prayer for you.
Gpp, right, if I give spirit and prayer to you??
The message made Keyndra curl her lips upwards, forming a smile that added to the amount of good looks on her face. She was so happy, she missed this kind of attention from Cicha that she used to always get. But since the end of their relationship, that attention has vanished.
^^Yes I went home.^^^
^^^You should also not eat late^^
^^^don't like to stay up late read the same novel watch Drakor as well.^^^
^^^ Thanks for the spirit, you know it means a lot to me.^^^
^^^I Love you^^^
^^^I Miss you^
^^^Pretty Key^^^
^^^Cintanya Key^^
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After replying to Cicha's message, Keyndra keeps her phone back in the pocket of her school uniform. Then the guy immediately left the stop area and went home. Behind the full face helmet that Keyndra was wearing, the guy was still smiling happily. Keyndra feels his relationship with Cicha still has hope. She also believes Cicha still loves her. It makes the spirit of Keyndra rise to fight for his love for Cicha.
Still in the angkot, Cicha who sat on the bench at the very back corner also smiled reading a reply from Keyndra. But a second later that smile disappeared turning heartily. Cicha stared at the scenery on the road from the car glass. The girl's eyes and face were reddened to hold back the crying. I swear by anything he misses Keyndra. No matter how sick her heart is, Cicha can't hate that guy. His heart and love are still for Keyndra.
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