Bitter Tongue In-Law
52. Speak From Heart to Heart

Bian returned to the living room as soon as he finished his debate with his sister. He walked while thinking about how this situation would improve without having to sacrifice anyone.

If I continue this and Nuna finds out I'm lying, she will be angry and feel cheated. But if I tell you the truth, what if he stays away?

Bian walked from the back to the living room as if the distance of the two rooms were dozens of kilometers. His chaotic and confused mind made his step slowly and did not reach the destination even though the distance from the kitchen to the living room was only dozens of steps.

"Auu." Bian's feet accidentally stumbled over the bulkhead due to walking daydreaming.

Nuna who heard Bian's scream from a close range reflexes stood up and walked towards the source of the sound. Considering the man had the disease made Nuna a little worried.

"What's up, Bian?" The woman knelt beside Bian who was sitting with her toes gripped.

"It's okay, hit it."

Bian showed his slightly flushed fingers. The man's skin is indeed a little sensitive, he will leave marks if exposed to collisions or items that are slightly hard.

Bianca who had just seen the incident suddenly had a brilliant idea to bring the two closer together. He thought everything was already wet, there was no harm if it continued.

"Geez, it's so red. It must be because of his illness. Mas Bian disease also affects the skin. He's getting more sensitive." Bianca knelt down next to Bian.

Bian immediately glared at his sister, "Bianca, has nothing to do with testicular cancer as sensitive as skin. You've gone there!" Bian who does not want everything added runyam increasingly frustrated with the behavior of his sister.

"No, I see for myself. Mas Bian was always angry when I discussed his illness."

"Go!" tell him while rounding his eyes sharply.

Seeing Bian's gaze that seemed like it was going berserk made Bianca cover away. Not to forget he gave a message to Nuna to keep persuading her brother to keep his spirit to heal. Throwing sandals that hit Bianca's feet is enough to be the answer for Bian.

"Nuna please don't listen to what she says. My skin was sensitive long ago." Bian gave a clarification while trying to stand up.

"But it's so red, Bian, I'll treat it, yeah."

"No, no pain. Let's go back to the living room."

Silent.

"Yes .. ee does not .. he means this, Bian. I just can't bear to see Bianca pleading like that. I remember that you have each other, I mean you don't have anyone anymore. So I just imagined the worst possible. Me and Bianca are both girls, if I were in that position she would do anything to make my sister recover. Simple if the position is reversed, Bianca is sick. You will certainly do the same. So don't think about yourself, think about your sister. He begged me to talk to you for sure he was also very afraid if he lost you. He's also worried about your future, Bian. What makes you give up like this?"

"What are you going to do when you find out why I gave up? You want to grant me something if you know why."

"I'll do it if I can."

"Before we discuss that, there is something much more important for us to discuss."

Hearing that sentence I don't know, Nuna felt more nervous than before. He knows the direction of the conversation that will be the topic of discussion this time.

"My question remains the same, I'll keep asking the same question if I don't get an answer. What made you break your own promise?"

"Bian, why do we always talk about that? Hasn't that been over, why is it still being discussed?"

"That's over and I know your promise is simple, but it's not for me, Nuna. You promised to keep me informed, never to leave my life, in fact you reneged on it for no apparent reason. If I hurt you, I'll take it. But this is what? Suddenly you disappear, not even just you are missing, but everything. Was this planned? If so, I really don't accept this. So this is why you never allowed me to go home and keep your family number other than yours. For this Nuna?"

Nuna could not see Bian's eyes. It was not the sharp gaze he threw, it was just the opposite. Highlight the sick eyes with his treatment made him choose to stare at the floor of the man's magnificent house.

It was not that he did not want to explain the reason, but this cliche reason would definitely not be accepted by Bian. Then what should he be? Had Bian known becoming Nuna was not easy and it took a hard struggle to forget, he would not have asked constantly, inner Nuna.

"You said that not everything needs a reason and not everything can be explained. You remember, right?"

"Well then please go home and do not expect my recovery." Bian who gave up on the woman finally got up, yet he had time to step away, his hand was already blocked by Nuna.

They were silent for a while before Nuna finally, "Sit down. If you want to hear, I'll explain. But you also need to heal. If you don't want to do this for yourself, do this for your sister."

Maintaining a flat face, he sat down next to Nuna.

"I'm sorry because I confused you. I'm doing this because I feel like I don't deserve you, Bian. Can't you see that our differences are so far away? I'm a dirty woman, I've made a big mistake, I can't afford to keep my household. I'm not worth fighting for by someone. I'm also ashamed of you, I've been too troublesome, troublesome, and..."

"Enough, Nuna. You know what you said hurt me so much. Your past, your failure to maintain the household. Is it your fault? Are you wrong in that? No, right? You made that decision because you saved yourself from the people who made you sick. I don't understand your mind. Why do you think that far? Your mind is very short-sighted, Nuna."

Hearing a long sentence from Bian made Nuna feel the pain that the man felt. His head was getting bowed inward because he could no longer give any reason to deny. Did he know that Nuna herself also felt pain while doing that?