
There is a needle that is like piercing his heart when he saw two photos of Bian who was chatting with a baby girl. Already knowing it made her sick, Nuna continued to scroll down the screen. Somehow he was curious and wanted to know how the figure of a woman who managed to win the heart of Bian.
For a long time he searched, his heart seemed to tell him to look longer at photos of Bian who had no smile at all. Five years without each other, much has changed in Nuna's eyes. Starting from the style, posts uploaded and also
This place, Bian ever been here? This is one of the shopping malls in Hong Kong. Bian's? Gosh darn.
Nuna is again surprised by a photo of Bian who is in the country where he works. His hands rolled back down. He found some pictures of Bianca's wedding. Until finally his finger stopped in the photo of four people who were in the guarantee.
This is Bianca and her husband, this is Bian. Who is this woman? Not on the same tag Bian. Is this his wife? Real pretty.
Nuna put her phone to bed. Of the many photos, somehow he was hurt in the last photo he saw. Although there are no wedding photos on Bian's insta, seeing him post a photo of himself with a baby makes him believe that Bian is married.
"It's good that he's married. That means he managed to get me." Although he said it as if he was fine, his heart said the opposite. Not wanting to be dissolved in grief, he finally decided to just sleep in the child's room.
A few hours trying to close his eyes, trying to flip his body set a comfortable and comfortable position, various efforts he made in order to immediately fall asleep soundly, but somehow his eyes actually getting fitter. His body and mind are eager to rest, but not with his eyes and heart that inexplicably since seeing Bian social media he became minded and his heart felt bad.
Nuna finally, giving up she positioned her body on her back and faced the ceiling of the child's room. Suddenly the sweet treatment, speech, and attention from Bian swirled back in his memory. Even he still remembers a moment before leaving for abroad, Bian once asked himself to be a friend. And after that flowed sweet attitudes from Bian that made it hard for him to leave his country.
Some time living with Bian's attention makes it a little difficult for Nuna to do what she is doing right now. Honestly, he disappeared not without reason, Nuna who felt she did not deserve to be with Bian, he who felt insecure with himself, and who felt insecure with himself, he who feels Bian is too good for him and other reasons make Nuna more steady and sure to forget the man. Desperate to disappear from her life and worse, Nuna asks the rest of her family to stop communicating with the man. For the man to give up and not contact her again through anyone.
What Nuna did and the actions she took were correct and successful, as she saw that Bian was already happy with his marriage to his son. But why did his heart not accept the results he had been fighting for all this time? Isn't this what he wanted? Bian forgets about it, gets married, and lives happily with his small family. Then why doesn't he accept?
The last day's conversation with the man was again ringing in his ears and mind. Honestly, he was touched by the sentences he heard from Bian. But the sense of insecure and inappropriate still controlled him at that time. So even now, he did not answer the offer of the good man at all. And now that Bian is happy with his choice, he should be happy, right? Why is it the opposite? Isn't this what he wanted first?
"Armgh!" Nuna growled frustratedly by tearing her hair.
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Nuna woke up when she heard a chicken crowing on her phone. Lazily he moved out of the room. He felt only a few hours asleep, why the sun had woken up quickly.
"Ah Mother's son has taken a shower apparently. Why not wake up, Mom?" tanya Nuna saw the child wearing a tie in front of the mirror.
"His mother slept very well. Mother must have cape out the long journey, so I'll let you sleep first."
"Mother's son is why it's so romantic. I'll take a shower, yeah."
"Mother so, will you take me to school? We'll go back to school and stop by the restaurant I told you about last night, yeah, Mom."
"Dear, we'll stop by. Later if the place is good, the food is good we celebrate your birthday there want? How do you like that place."
"Many more days my birthday. I love the place because it is so good. Temen I also once celebrated a birthday there." Cashel was always passionate when he told about Bian's restaurant called The Secret Kitchen.