You're Changing, Mas
Gone

In living life, not everyone is always happy, there must be ups and downs in life. When you feel happiness in life, you always hope that happiness will never end. However, life does not always run smoothly, there are times when we have to feel sadness later on.

Basically, sadness and happiness are two things that will certainly be experienced and passed by a human being. There are times when we feel sad with life's problems.

As long as we do not blame the circumstances or look for scapegoats for the situation we face, then rest assured there will be happiness to be obtained in front of him. Although currently still struggling in sadness, in the future there must be a sense of happiness that will be present. An airy and sincere heart will be easier to welcome new happiness.

TOK TOK TOK TOKKK

"Open the door, Manda. Don't let my patience run out!" from earlier Bram did not stop banging on the car glass door while threatening me.

I was so scared. His face that I see now is the face of a person full of anger and resentment. All the veins on his face and hands looked like monsters that were being hit by emotions.

I didn't dare to open the car door, if Bram's behavior had made me think Bram was killing me. I also thought that Bram would do something bad to me.

BRAKKK

ARGHHH

And sure enough, suddenly Bram did his reckless action. He broke the car glass in the driver's section easily using a large enough stone that was around the yard. Then Bram bravely entered from there. No matter what broken glass hit him, he passed through it without grimacing in pain.

And now I can't dwell anymore. The car keys in my hand fell because I panicked. I was looking around for the car keys under the seat, when I got them all of a sudden Bram took the keys out of my hand.

"Give me the car keys, Bram. Let me out of here, please!" My love begged while crying.

But Bram did not respond at all to what I asked of him. He doesn't seem to hear. Bram turned on the car and drove it out of the yard.

"Bram, Bram stop!" My yelling.

I was so worried that Bram took me away from Gibran. Where will I be taken by Bram?

I hurried to open the car glass next to me and I took my head out and my hands waved towards the Gibran mas which was now being choked by the two Bram men.

"MAS GIBRAN ... MAS GIBRAN...!!" I screamed while calling my husband.

"ORDER ... BE PATIENT, MAS WILL HELP YOU" cried Gibran loudly.

"Mas Gibran, hiks.hiks...," I murmured quietly.

I can't do anything anymore. I've resigned to the current situation. I only hope that Gibran will be protected by God wherever he is. And hope Bram won't do anything bad to Gibran.

"You're just calling his name, because Gibran won't be able to help you, Manda!" Said Bram who started to make a sound.

"Stop the car, Bram. Please don't separate me from Gibran. Don't hurt Gibran, please!" I persuaded Bram.

"You always think about Gibran's feelings. As for me, you don't care about me at all, Manda!" Accuse Bram.

"That's just your thinking, Bram. I still care about you. Hence, I did not prolong the old problem when you wanted to put the stimulant into my drink. I'm angry and I'm disappointed in you. But I still want to forgive you, Bram!" Reveal me honestly.

Bram just smiled and focused on driving away the car that I didn't know where Bram was going to take me.

"Bram, where are you taking me?" Ask doubt.

Bram didn't answer my question. He drove the car very fast. I just closed my eyes hoping nothing bad happened. It was free to ask the person who was in his mood filled with emotions. Want to ask back, but I'm afraid Bram will get angry and even crash this car on something.

"Why did you bring me here, Bram? Don't you dare mess with me. I swear I'll never forgive you this time, Bram!"

I held back my steps very strongly. But Bram threatened me with something that scared me.

"Follow me, or you'll never see Gibran again" pressed Bram who made me follow him wherever he went.

I frowned like the first person to step foot into a hotel. It's not like that, but rather I'm afraid that someone who recognizes me will enter the hotel room alone with someone who is not my husband.

I entered with doubt and fear. 

FLECKISH

Bram immediately locked the room door after I went inside. Bram stepped past me indifferently. He sat on the sofa massaging his forehead like a person with a lot of problems. Yes, it was himself who caused this problem to happen.

"What do you want, Bram?" I asked you to know the truth.

Bram turned his head towards me, then got up and walked over to me who was still standing not far from the door.

"Don't you think that I love you so much, Manda? I know, I was wrong to cheat on you for that drug, but I regret it and it never happened, did it? I did that so you couldn't be owned by anyone else. Am I wrong?"

"Then Gibran took you from me, was I wrong? You can also betray me, is that also me wrong, huh?"

Bram confesses his crime, his face covered with guilt. But he questioned his mistake as if to corner me and Gibran. Though clearly the beginning of the source of this problem comes from him.

But I need to calm down for now. I don't want to argue with her words that are being emotionally charged. Facing Bram at this time must be patient. If I deny Bram's statement, I'm afraid Bram will do something bad to me.

"Manda, can you just pick me up and leave Gibran?" Bram took my hand, then he held it so tightly. Begging to be her lover.

Things I couldn't possibly do. Mas Gibran is my husband who means so much in my life. Gibran is my future. Bram is my past. I don't want to be back with people in my past, if up to now Gibran is the most comfortable and solaceful place that can make me happy in every heart.

"I-I'm sorry, but I can't leave Gibran's mas," I replied with a slight fear as I shook my head, signifying that I couldn't choose him.

Bram grinned and smiled slanted while looking at me sharply.

"Why? You love her so much? Then what about me who's always loved you up to this moment, huh?" Bram nodded furiously.

I was so shocked that I closed my eyes and ears for a moment. My body is shaking in fear. It's hard, but I have to dare to express my opinion to Bram.

"It is hard to let our loved ones to be with others. But you have to realize, if love doesn't have to have, Bram!" I told Bram, hoping he understood.

HAHAHAHA

Bram laughed loudly as if to mock me. I know that what I said just now makes no sense to Bram. Because now Bram's mind is only open to his ego. He doesn't need input from anyone else, not even me.

"You taught me the meaning of a sneak, huh? You're getting smart now saying pearls since you were with Gibran. But it's useless to me, beautiful!" Bram seemed to not accept, he even approached me closer until there was no longer a distance between Me and Bram.

Bram looked at me with a meaningful look. She stared at my eyes intensely until it fell on my lips that seemed to tempt her lust.

"Stop, Bram!" Shouted as he pushed his body with all his might.