You're Changing, Mas
Wanna Come with Me?

No human being is perfect, no relationship is perfect. There are couples who can't stay together because there are things that happen out of their control. Farewells are sometimes taken because they do not want to hurt or be hurt. Of course it is not easy, but separation sometimes needs to be chosen so that it can equally open a better path forward.

Now it's been a week since my last meeting with Gibran. The lawsuit just got me. I just need to sign the lawsuit. But it was hard for this hand to move around putting the signature on that paper. I'd love to tear that paper. But I don't want to embarrass myself, either.

I stared at the bedroom that was a silent witness to the romance of Me and Mas Gibran when we were still happy first. I really didn't expect it to end up painful like this. Turns out I'm still not willing to part with Gibran.

Tok tok tok tokkk

"Mom Amanda," call the waiter from outside the room.

"Yes Bi, just go in!" my mouth leads to the door of the room.

The waiter came in and approached me slowly.

"Mrs Amanda, Mr. Gibran called Bibi .. and he kept saying that .. yesterday's letter that you love must be signed immediately" said the waiter with a little hesitation, saying, he also spoke very carefully.

I know that this servant was so sorry that my relationship with Mas Gibran ended in divorce. Actually he didn't want me and Gibran to split up.

"Yes, tell her that I will do as she pleases" I said in a trembling voice and teary eyes.

Honestly, I can't endure my heartache until it feels like my tears can't be contained anymore. Moreover, Gibran who looks like he wants a separation between us quickly ended.

"Patience, Miss Amanda. Aunt just pray, may there be new happiness and kindness that you two can get after this. It is not easy to decide to separate, but if it is a choice to make then do it for your common good" the wise servant-aunt said. Only he is in this house that always comforts me when I am sad.

I nodded looking at his eyes. How sad I am right now. I hugged the servant aunt with tears.

"Thank you, Aunt has been with me until now. Honestly this is not my wish to part with mas Gibran, hiks," I cried sobbing.

I hugged the servant aunt tightly, there was no longer any place to lean that could share the sadness with me now. Only she, the servant aunt cares about me right now.

*******

In the afternoon, I didn't stop staring at the lawsuit I was signing right now. It's hard to accept all Gibran's treatment of me. I'd love to beg Gibran to annul this divorce, but what can I do? I couldn't have done it either.

The problem is that the truth is that Gibran doesn't love me anymore. And I can't keep someone by my side if he doesn't want to. I don't want to be selfish either. Anyway I don't want to beg for love from her. I'm not the kind of woman who would love to be pitied if I'm innocent.

Bipp beep beep bippp

There's a message coming in and I'm opening it. "You want to find the wind so as not to stress at home? Go meet me at the usual place. There's something I want to tell you, important."

Apparently a message from someone who has been making my mood better. My luck to meet him. A very fitting time for I can release the fatigue in my heart.

I rushed to see him where we used to meet. I try to smile even though my heart is not okay. Namu I don't want to spread the destruction of my household. However, I am still the wife of Gibran Radhika.

From far away I've seen her sweet face smiling towards me. It was that face that instantly turned my heart into happiness, even for a moment.

"What important things are you going to tell me?" I asked her to return a smile from her.

"Look down, you just arrived, you know. Now drink first, your favorite capuccino latte," he said thrusting the drink he had ordered before I ordered it. Apparently he still remembers my favorite drink.

We started chatting for an hour. I admit that talking to him is always cheerful. I feel my heart at peace. To the point that I forgot about my current problem.

"Oh yeah, how's Gibran doing?" suddenly tanyanya.

I fell silent, and at once I remembered the face of Gibran with my sorrow. Since then, I have not mentioned my relationship that will run aground.

"Are you ok, Manda? Why is it that every time I ask Gibran, your face is not cheerful? You two are fine, right?" ask again with curiosity.

Actually I'm ashamed to reveal the truth about my household to her. But what can I do.

"Emm .. actually me and Gibran are getting a divorce" I said with doubt.

"Oh yeah, didn't you guys love each other first?Are you sure you can live without Gibran?"

I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. Then I nodded slowly.

"Surely," I said rigidly.

I smiled at him even though my heart was not in line with the current situation.

"By the way, what important thing are you going to tell me, huh? Let's answer, don't make me curious, "I changed another topic that happened to be remembered about the message sent by him.

Silent moment. He hesitated to say something. I'm getting curious about it.

"Tomorrow, I'll go back abroad" he said.

"So fast?" I'm shocked.

He nodded his head slowly.

"Yes, because my work here is done, so I have to go home."

I don't know why I feel so lonely when he leaves this time. Plus my separation and Gibran's soon to make my life empty, there's no place for me to complain and lean back when I'm tired or sad. Like a pair of shoes, both but still one. Because one thing will be useless.

"Can't you postpone your return?" I looked down and might look sad.

He shook his head indicating that he must leave Indonesia tomorrow.

"When I was about to divorce Gibran, you left. I'm completely alone now, "I just cried in front of him.

She wiped my tears and hugged me to calm me down.

"You won't be alone. Smile and stop crying, because the tears you shed will only make you sicker and your feet will be difficult to step on," He patted me gently on the shoulder.

"By the way ... do you want to come with me abroad?" tanyanya.