Winarsih Waiting
Episode 20's

It felt like my body was boneless, limp. Why else would this guy call me after what he's done to me? 

[How are you, Deck? Where do you live now? What about our son? This is Mas Roby, Dek!] the message from him was like nothing had happened. What right does it have to ask my son? 

I just ignored the message from him, why he came back when I no longer needed him. My heart wound is back. It hurts, hurts more than when he just disappeared from my life. 

Ting! 

Return incoming messages. 

[Sir, sorry, yes. I miss you and your son.] What did he say? The kangen? 

After he abandoned me, with an enlarged stomach and now he's back as if nothing happened? Then how dare he say 'kangen'? My chest feels hot, if the dog*n is in front of me I'll slap his face.

Drrv! Drrv! Drrv! 

Now a phone call is heard, many times.

"Hello!" I finally picked up a call from Mas Roby. 

"Hello, Deck! How are you doing? Ka–,"

"How are you, you say? What right do you have to ask me after what you did to me? Huh!? Why else would you show up in my life? Make me you're dead!" I shouted, then I cut off the phone unilaterally. I turned off the phone so Mas Roby couldn't reach me. My chest went up and down because it was full of emotion. I saw Pita glaring at me. Maybe he was surprised because I suddenly shouted. 

"Win?" call Pita slowly. I turned my face away from her.

"You why? Who were you talking to?" ask Pita. I just shook my head, I don't think I'm ready, I just want to be alone now. 

I went into the room, and I put my face on the pillow. I felt like I was playing destiny. I had just been able to forget it, but now he came back to reopen the almost dry wound. He easily came to tear the wound that he inflicted on my heart. 

"Win, take a walk!" bring Pita. Today is our holiday. "I don't know what your problem is, Win, but I know how to get rid of anxiety, even if only for a moment. Instead of you crying here, mending you come with me. Yuk!" Ribbons rocking my body. "chuck!" now he pulled my hand, I had to raise my face and make a paste on Pita's face. 

"I'm here, Pit," I tried to refuse Pita's invitation. But instead of flinching, he pulled my hand even stronger, I finally just complied. When he got to the front, Genta was waiting with his car. 

The car drove, I didn't know where Genta would take us. In the car I just kept quiet, my tears occasionally dripped. Genta and Pita were only occasionally heard engaging in conversation. 

After about thirty minutes of travel, Genta stopped the car at a cafe. Then we went into the cafe, Genta walked first to the cashier table, saw him and a woman sitting in the cashier's chair chatting, what they were obrolin. After that Genta came after us who walked towards the back door. 

After the door opened, it turned out that there was an open room with several tables and chairs. Some customers were chatting while enjoying their orders. There is also a sitting alone and cool with a flat screen in his hand. 

Genta just kept walking through the open space earlier, and now we arrived at this place. A small field surrounded by walls, there were some sticks to hit the ball, and of course there were also balls there, balls or the like, I didn't know the difference. 

"Now, let out your annoyance by hitting the ball I threw. Want while shouting can also," Pita thrusting a stick. Then he took his distance from me, and prepared to throw the ball at me. While Genta, he just stood looking at me. I don't know what he's thinking. 

Ribbon's right, here I can spill my frustration. For a while my heart was relieved, the burden that was on my shoulders seemed to come off. My body is tired, but my heart is relieved. 

"Drink!" Genta gave me a bottle, he looked at me with a difficult look. 

"Thank you," I said, I grabbed the drink and then I opened the lid immediately and immediately I ate it up to the toilet. 

Once again I thank God, I am surrounded by good people. I lost one irresponsible person, but God replaced it with many good people, who cared about me. 

"Thank you, Pit, I've invited you here. If not, maybe I'm still crying right now" I said. 

"Idih, who did you come here for? He who stepped here, if not he who persuaded me anyway, mending sleep earlier at home. Tired of the body."

"Thank you, Genta, you're so good." I told Genta. He was still looking at me, his gaze was strange, other than usual. 

"Other times, if you have any more problems, any more sadness, or anything unpleasant, don't keep it to yourself. If you want to cry, do not cry alone, I will accompany you. I will always be there for you when you are sad and hurt. If you forget me when you're happy, I'm okay, but I'm not gonna let you forget me when you're sad, because I will know when you are sad and when you are happy." I digest every word that comes out of Genta's mouth. My heart felt touched he said that. Something is moving in my heart. Don't know what. 

"Ehem ahem.." - Goda Pita. "I just found out, if I have a cousin of a poet." he continued. 

Bugh! 

Genta throws a ball at Pita and hits her head. 

"Ow! Sick oi! Basic, it's helped even nyakinin! Tomorrow I won't help you anymore" Pita sulks at Genta. Seeing their behavior makes me laugh. 

"Well, that's dong, if you laugh pretty, Win." said Genta. 

"Beautiful, still look for me" Pita praised herself. Genta just sneered. 

"Win, if you may know who was calling you? Your girlfriend, huh?" ask Pita. "if you want a story, Win, if you don't want a story is also okay," continued Pita. 

"He's my husband, Pit. Exactly the ex-husband." I answered, I tried to hold back the tears that tried to break down my defenses. 

"Husband?" genta asked, as if he was surprised to hear that I was married. "are you married?" ask again with a look of disbelief. 

"Already, Gen. Even I have children." I replied, now my tears can no longer stand. 

"Kids?" ask Pita and Genta together. 

Seriate...

Thank you to all of you for waiting faithfully. May God give goodness2 to all brothers.