Winarsih Waiting
Family Daddy

Instantly my body was weak, as if without bones. Unknowingly he fell and was unconscious. I don't know how long you've been unconscious. In fact, he said, the father fainted several times and then realized, then fainted and realized again. 

When I really realized, in my grandfather's house there were still many people who mourned. Yes, I was picked up because my grandparents and aunt died at about the same time. When the bodies of the three loved ones were put into a hole, again the body of the father collapsed. Really a very powerful blow.

How not, all the families that my dear father died on the same day. 

Starting from someone who came to the grandfather's house, he said that time there should be an appointment with his friend to meet somewhere. However, when grandfather's friend waited, grandfather did not come. Finally, the grandfather's friend followed him to his house. But when he arrived at the grandfather's house, his friend only found the lifeless stiff body of the grandfather and grandmother, when the aunt was still breathing, but critical and immediately taken to the health center. Unfortunately, my aunt's life was not saved.

When dad told me all that, my face was wet with tears. Sometimes I was silent for a moment, just to breathe the air strongly and then take it out slowly. Maybe I feel tight in my chest because of so much sadness. 

Father said, his life seemed ruined after the incident. I felt God was unfair because all his family was taken at the same time. He lives in kara. Dad was frustrated, dad like lost grip. Dad no longer continues his school, Dad sells all of grandfather's possessions. House and some rice fields. After all the grandfather's property was sold, Dad went to the city.

Even the father did not listen to his uncle's advice, not to sell grandfather's property, for the future of the father. Dad said, if you stay in the village, you can't see every place you've ever been with your grandparents and aunts. Seeing every corner of the house almost drove him crazy. That's why I was sure to leave the village, to wander into the city.

I never told him what I was doing in town, until I met my mom. 

"Win!" Mother Mira's voice broke my daydream. 

I rushed to see Mbak Mira but it turns out Mbak Mira is in front of the room. 

"Out yuk, way to the park, let me take a day off. All sports, let it be born smoothly,"

"Yes, Mother. I'll get ready, ma'am!" my answer. 

God and Mother also came. Mama and I went hand in hand, while Mom and God walked in front of us. 

"What was your plan after the birth, Mir?" ask Mira. 

"Find a job, Ma'am. If I can't work in this area, what?"

"Why not find a job here, Win?" mama Win asked, confusing me to answer. I haven't thought about it. 

"There's a friend offering you a job, Ma'am. But not here," suddenly my lips just let out those words.

"Ohh .. How about the dedek later?"

"Don't you really want to take care of my son, Ma'am?" askaku. "what about Bu Sukma, Ma'am! Does she agree that you're babysitting for someone else?" I'm a little worried. 

"Mama agrees, only I'm afraid that you're the one who cheated. If I think that's a natural thing, right." Mira was silent for a moment, then looked at me. "Mama is afraid you just want to benefit us. Mama ever say what to you?" continued again. 

"Ng– doesn't exist, Ma'am." I replied stammered..

"If you ever say something bad, you know, Win! His name is a parent, must be worried about his son why, right? For example, you pretend to live in a husband when in fact you and your husband cooperate to rob us. We're just getting to know, there's a lot of frauds right now." I nodded in understanding. 

Maybe that's also the reason Ms. Sukma behaved the same way as me. He watches my movements, Bu Sukma becomes his own parno. My inner. 

"If I do, the intention is sincerely to help. I have a principle, Win! When I help others, I actually help myself. I believe, when we do good, it must come as well as good. That's certain. 

Even if you want to cheat us, it's okay for me.  For example, you pretend to be left by your husband, when in fact you and your husband just want to rob us. You take the risk yourself. We are not your opponents, but God. I leave it all to God." Mira said her words were so soft. But being able to make my hair goosebumps. 

It was like hearing Mira say 'if you mess around, then you will receive such a painful torment. God Himself will intervene to punish you'. Although I have absolutely no intention to cheat, but the words of Mbak Mira slightly reached my heart. I don't know why. 

"When you sent a message some time ago, I immediately told Mas Dewa. And strangely Mas Dewa immediately said 'come tomorrow we pick up', he said he felt this child was indeed betrothed to us. Though I once loh, Win, ngajak Mas Dewa to look for foster children in the orphanage, but Mas Dewa does not want. But when he heard about you, he even wanted to hurry. Then we pray together, hopefully given ease. And we're trying to help." 

Hearing all that, I felt lucky to meet this family and on the other hand, there was also a sense of worry for myself. There is fear that one day God will punish me for taking responsibility on my son.

"If later the grandpa was born, then you do not want to find work here, and want to bring your child, no problem, Win! So you don't have to worry, we don't mean your son has to be with us. The child is entirely custody is with you. We only want to take care of the child if you feel unable to take care of him, because you have to work. And you asked us to take care of her yourself." I lost my word hearing Mira's words. 

I know Mama Mira and her husband are good people, but I didn't expect her heart to be the same. 

"Ehh... your father's family with your mother does not exist, huh?" Mira's mother switched the conversation. 

"There it is, Ma'am! But I don't know where, I've never met them. Same father mom used to meet overseas."

"Well..why, your father never took you there? Or those who visit you, then?" I just shook my head. 

Maybe Mira feels weird, how could I not know where my family is. But that's the truth. 

"First dad once told me, when mom died, mom's sister came. But I was a baby then, Mom! So still not familiar. And then my uncle took my brother away." I replied later.

"So you've never met your sister?" I shook my head. "what kind of family's father?" ask again. 

"We're sitting there!" take Mira before I answer her question. 

Then we stepped towards the tree that Ma'am Mira pointed to earlier, to take shelter from the sun, the day began to heat up. While Mas Dewa and Bu Sukma did not know where they went. 

"Dad had a younger sister, but he died when he was still in high school. Even my aunt died the same day as my grandparents." I replied after we sat under a tree, covered in grass. 

"Oh my God, I'm sad. So sorry, Win! No idea your family story is that stragic." Mira rubbed my back. 

"Why did they die together? Died because of what? Sorry, Win, if you ask a lot." asked Mira again. I took a long breath.

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