
Zaina was speechless hearing that, she looked at her husband who had already shed tears. Now Zaina could see for herself how Gevin was devastated by all this. Zaina was really hit hard by this reality. Zaina hugged her husband, leaning her head in Gevin's stomach.
"Okay, don't keep blaming yourself. It's not your fault. All this is just destiny. I was sad, even I was disappointed in myself. But I can what? We will not be able to bring back our dead child. Continuing to be sad will only make him difficult there" said Zaina.
Gevin hugged his wife, his tears still dripping. Can't help but feel guilty about what happened. But still there is Zaina who tries to strengthen herself in everything.
"Darling, I don't know what to do. My heart is very sick and hurt with all this. I feel so guilty about what's going on right now. I'm sorry, because I can't be a good husband to you" Gevin said.
Zaina looked up at Gevin with teary eyes. Didn't expect that her husband would absorb this with the departure of their first child. Even Zaina had never expected that the Gevin she knew would be able to absorb this.
"We must always be together and strengthen each other. If we blame each other like this, then until when will we continue to be shackled in this sadness" said Zaina, smiling at her husband.
Although that smile still seemed to hold a lot of sadness for what happened. But Zaina was just trying to keep her husband from continuing to fall into grief.
Gevin stroked his wife's head gently. He knew how his wife could always keep him calm under all circumstances. Gevin moved up to the bed. Hugged Zaina gently. He pecked at the top of his wife's head several times. At least Gevin was more calm when he was with his wife.
"Thank you dear, because you always give me peace under any circumstances" Gevin said.
Zaina smiled, her husband has finally returned. These few days were avoided by her own husband, completely making Zaina feel sad. Not to mention the loss of his son and now he has to lose Gevin as well. Of course he was very hurt by that.
"Mas, from now on if there is anything, don't go and avoid me. You can talk about everything first. You know that I'm so sad because you're avoiding me. I thought that you were angry and very disappointed with me" Zaina said, staring at her husband's face.
Gevin kissed his forehead, he also did not realize that what he had done had hurt his wife. Even Gevin didn't think that his wife would have been so sick and hurt with his attitude yesterday for what had happened to them.
"I'm sorry, honey, I've become too weak. Until I didn't realize that I had hurt you too. Not only is my heart hurting, but you are too. Sorry" Gevin said with all the regrets.
It was all just because of the guilt that Gevin felt. Of course Gevin felt strongly that everything that happened to his wife and child was his fault as a husband who could not take good care of him. Now Gevin's regretting himself because he's done this. Because in fact, avoiding is not something that can solve any problem.
"From now on, we must better understand the meaning of life in this marriage, Mas. No more things like this happening. If there is a problem, then it must be open to each other and do not hold it yourself" said Zaina
And Gevin nodded, perhaps it was time for him to fix everything in this marriage. "We'll do everything well"
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Vania's meeting Gevin who's sitting on the back porch tonight. Zaina's asleep, so Gevin can be there. A little calmed down her chaotic self.
"Mom knows that you can definitely get through all this, Vin. Do not let you continue to fall in prolonged sadness" said Vania while patting her child's shoulder.
Gevin smiled, grateful to have a mother like Vania. Who can always calm himself and have patience as wide as the ocean. How he had also gone through a very difficult thing to be able to unite with his father.
"Thank you, ma'am, for giving me strength in anything. I am very happy to have a wife who has almost the same nature as Mom. Very patient" said Gevin
Vania smiled hearing that, she put her arms around her son's shoulder. Still do not think that now his son is this big. In fact, Gevin often asked about the whereabouts of his father when he was a child and had not met Gara.
"Until now, you are still a mother's child who still needs the guidance of Mom and Dad. Never feel alone in facing anything. You have us who will always accompany you in any case" said Vania.
Gevin smiled hearing that, leaning his head on his mother's shoulder. Until whenever only a mother who is always the most comfortable support in her life.
"Thank you, ma'am, because Mom has always been the best for me" Gevin said.
Vania just smiled hearing that, she stroked her son's head gently. His little boy who is now big and has a lot of burden is also carried by Gevin.
"Now you must strengthen your wife who always gives the best for you. Right now you just need to strengthen each other. Because all of this can also not be blocked by anyone. No one will ever want to experience this. So now you have to strengthen each other" said Vania.
Gevin nodded, indeed that was what he and Zaina had to do under these circumstances.
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This morning Zaina woke up in a calmer mood. Her husband was no longer angry with her. Even just tonight his sleep feels better because Gevin is hugging him so warmly. At least everything can pass well. Zaina only hopes that her marriage and household will not be destroyed.
"Mas, wake up in the morning" said Zaina quietly, stroking her husband's cheek.
Gevin squirms slowly. He rubbed his eyes softly which felt so sore. Maybe because he's the one who's still sleepy. Smiled when he saw his smiling wife this morning.
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