Wedding Play
Fear Not to Be a Good Mother

Today all the families deliberately gathered at Papa Gara's house, even the family from Zaina also came. They are very enthusiastic to welcome the birth of baby Zaina who just counted the days from the estimate of the Doctor.

Jenny continues to stroke her daughter's distended stomach. Although Zaina is only a child, she loves him. Because Zaina is considered like her own biological child by Jenny.

"You need to be calm and not mind too much. Just be sure that you can definitely pass this challenge to be a mother. Let's just say it's a challenge" Jenny said. 

Zaina nodded and smiled, she held her Mother's hand which was on top of her stomach. "Bun, actually Zaina is not afraid to give birth. Whether it's normal or ceisar. But what I'm really afraid of is, when I can't be a good mother and can't even fight for my son to be born into this world safely"

Jenny was stunned to hear Zaina's words just now, she only realized that her son was still blaming himself for the departure of his first child at that time. Of course everyone did not know about the huge wound that Zaina had been hiding all along. He always looks fine and seems to have let his son go. It turned out to still hold a great guilt in him over the incident.

"Sister, don't blame yourself for your son's passing. Everything is destiny and not your fault. Never blame yourself for the passing of your child. Because you're not wrong" Jenny said. 

Zaina smiled at the words of her mother. "No papa Bun, I don't feel guilty. I'm just a little worried now. Afraid that I can't be a good mother who gives the best for her child. Afraid that my son won't be able to save me again"

"Darling, it's not all your fault. Whether your child survives or not at that time. Everything is God's destiny for your life and Gevin's. So do not continue to blame yourself" said Jenny while holding her child's hand.

Hearing that made Zaina just smile.  Maybe it was God's destiny for his life. But it feels like Zaina still feels so guilty for not being able to save her son.

"Don't be humble, every pregnancy and birth is different. Don't think what happened will happen again in your current pregnancy. Because the truth is, everything will never be the same" Jenny said.

Zaina nodded, of course she was happy because she was now able to get support and enlightenment from her mother. "Please pray that I am Bun, may I be safe in giving birth to this Mother's grandchild"

"Of course, honey, you are a mother's child and of course Mother will also pray for you always" said Jenny while hugging her son sitting next to her.

Zaina smiled, feeling very lucky because she could get a contact mother like Jenny who was so sincere to her. Although Zaina really misses her biological mother, but still Jenny is the successor to her biological mother who has died.

"Honey, this is drinking milk first"

Zaina let go of her embrace with her mother, then turned to her husband who came to her with a glass of milk. Zaina smiled at her husband, Gevin who always understood about her, until he always gave all his attention to Zaina. Especially since finding out that Zaina is pregnant, Gevin further increases his attention.

"Thank you" said Zaina who immediately grabbed a glass of milk in her husband's hand.

"You sit here Vin, Mommy wants to go there first to meet your mother" said Jenny who immediately stood up from her seat.

"Yes Mother" Gevin turned to sit next to Zaina, he stroked his wife's stomach. "You don't want to rest yet?"

Zaina shook her head slowly, she was still happy to sit casually in front of the television that aired a famous gossip show. "Still not sleepy, soon. Oh yeah, you're sleepy, are you?"

Gevin shook his head, he grabbed his wife's head to lean against his chest. "I still want to accompany you"

Gevin peeped at the top of his wife's head. "I will always pray for you. Sure that you will be able to fight together and survive healthy"

Zaina nodded with a smile, she also wished that way. Very eager to be a mother, feel how difficult it is to be a mother after giving birth to her child and immediately take care of her.

I was so excited at that time.

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Genara smiled as she gathered with her workmates after work today. Always feel happy when she gets together with these friends. There is always something that makes him laugh so it feels like all the burden on his shoulders is immediately gone.

There was a handsome male figure who joined them today. He is their boss in this company. Yes, Genara has indeed moved to work and chose to work with others rather than with his brother. Because he felt there was no challenge when he had to work with his own Brother and Father.

"Seru also turned out to be with you guys" said Edgar.

Genara just smiled, to be honest he felt uncomfortable when Edgar was always watching him. Though there are not only Genara, many other women as well. But somehow felt that the man was always staring at her and looking at her.

"Yes, this is how sir we get rid of fatigue" said one friend Genara there.

"Yes, I'm happy to come with you and now my fatigue is also a little bit lost" said Edgar.

"Of course it's gone, there's Genara here"

Genara immediately lowered his head with a reddened face. Feeling ashamed of one of his friends just now.

Edgar smiled at Genara's reaction, it felt increasingly anxious with Genara's timid attitude. "Know also, if I come here indeed to be closer to Genara"

Degs..

Genara immediately looked up at Edgar with a look of disbelief and question mark. Questioning what Edgar had just said. Though he did not feel special for the handsome and established man.

"Ciee.. Finally it was admitted that Mr. Edgar was indeed fond of Genara"

"Well, looks like we'll get an invitation soon"

The screams from his friends who teased him even made Genara more embarrassed. He simply bowed his head with his hands clinging to each other on his lap under the table.

Seriate