Wedding Play
Takes Time!

Just as this morning Zaina woke up, she clearly sensed the whereabouts of her husband. But when he wakes up, Gevin is still not there. Zaina is very sad and thinks that Gevin does not want to see himself again.

"Mother, did my husband not come until now?" ask Zaina to Jenny.

Jenny stroked Zaina's head, she was also confused as to how to explain to Zaina. The relationship between her son and daughter-in-law is currently not okay. Surely because both of them feel guilty together for the death of their first child. But in reality, it's not like that. Everything is destiny.

"You just rest and don't mind much. Maybe your husband can't come yet, because he also has business" said Jenny.

Zaina just took a slow breath hearing that, of course she was very sad because it had been three days, her husband had not met her at all in the hospital. "Is it possible that he was disappointed in me for not being able to take care of our first child?"

Jenny shook her head quickly, she was also at a loss to explain all this. Because it was actually Gevin who felt so guilty about this incident. But Jenny was really confused as to how she explained everything to Zaina.

"Actually your husband likes to come to midnight. He meets you and sleeps in this chair, always accompanying you. It seems that Gevin is not ready to talk directly with you" explained Jenny who finally told me about everything.

Zaina lowered her head, she stroked her now flat belly. Maybe it's true that Mas Gevin wouldn't talk to me because he hated me. He was angry and disappointed at me for not being able to look after our son. Nausea.

Jenny grabbed Zaina's head and hugged her gently. Of course she would never be able to see her fragile child like this. Actually, this son and daughter-in-law are in a very fragile state.

"Please son, everything will be fine again after you both can accept the reality and do not continue to blame each other yourself" said Jenny.

Zaina did not answer, she just nodded. Hugging her Mother very gently, Zaina who currently only needs someone who can hug her and convince herself that everything will be fine. But why didn't her husband even see her at all.

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And tonight was the last night Zaina was in the hospital. After checking the surgical sutures and others, the doctor has allowed himself to go home tomorrow morning.

Like the night before, Gevin came back to this room in the middle of the night. Meeting his wife just to treat his longing for Zaina. But unlike the previous days, tonight Zaina deliberately pretends to sleep and she wants to see her husband. Is it true what the mother said if Gevin often comes in the middle of the night to meet Zaina.

"Hi my dear, sorry for being late. You come home tomorrow, you can finally go home. I'm glad to hear it" said Gevin.

Zaina was still pretending to be asleep, but she actually heard Gevin's words just now. Zaina missed her husband's voice so much. Gevin always said softly to her. Zaina really misses that.

"Bag.."

Gevin was speechless when he heard his wife's soft voice calling out to him, especially when Zaina's eyes were open and fixedly staring at him. Gevin really doesn't know what to do at the moment, actually he still can't look directly at Zaina like this. Gevin still feels very guilty about what happened.

"Why Mas? Why won't you come see me? And right now I just need someone who can hold me and give me some encouragement and say that everything will be fine after this. But Mas, why don't you even want to see me at all. Why?" zaina asked with a trembling voice.

Gevin was speechless at hearing that, nor did he know what to do at the moment. Wanting to answer and apologizing immediately, but all the words he wanted to get out were stuck in his throat. Especially when he saw his wife's sad eyes. The more broken his heart and the greater the guilt.

"Are you disappointed with me not being able to look after our child?" zaina asked in an increasingly trembling voice.

Gevin immediately shook his head slowly, he also did not want his wife to think like that. "I'm sorry, I just feel guilty about all this"

"Mas, there's nothing to blame for this. Because no one can stand against God's destiny. Yes, maybe we are not allowed to have a child for now" Zaina told her husband, who continues to avoid her because she feels guilty.

Gevin looked down silently, he was also confused as to why he could be like this. But looking at Zaina as if she got a big wound for him.

"Sorry Za, but I really need some time to calm down at the moment. I can't talk about this for now" said Gevin, who passed by.

"Bag.." Zaina wanted to shout calling her husband, but the stitches in her stomach hurt until she couldn't do that.

Zaina cupped her face with both hands. Crying softly because they do not want to wake Mother who is sleeping on the sofa. Pity her for being so exhausted from keeping Zaina this whole time. Although assisted by Mother and Genara as well, Mother still keeps Zaina longer.

Why did Mas Gevin become like that, was he really mad at me because I couldn't give him a descendant. I was wrong because I couldn't take care of my son all this time.

Zaina was really hurt by her husband's attitude. She was also confused as to why her husband could arrive like that. Gevin who even went straight away left Zaina just for the reason that she was not ready to discuss about this. Is it true just because of that, or maybe there is something else? Zaina became afraid for herself how she would experience the same thing again with her husband. An unhealthy marriage.

Zaina couldn't sleep this night. Keep thinking about her husband who suddenly turned so cold. If only she could take care of the baby, it probably wouldn't be like this.

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