
For the first time Genara saw Gevin so fragile, even the fragility that Gevin experienced when he was abandoned by Lolyta un, not until now. Maybe it was Gevin who had made a lot of mistakes and he who did not know if his wife had loved him all this time.
Genara also spread his body, his head collided with the head of his brother. Putting his phone over his chest. His feet were still hanging on the floor.
"Does Brother love Brother Zaina now?" ask Genara
Gevin sighed softly, knowing that his family was still hesitant about his serious feelings for Zaina. It's all because of what he's done since he was with Zaina.
"Even I loved him before I knew he loved me a long time ago. My feelings for Lolyta were long gone, more precisely when I married Zaina and started living my days with her"
"Then why should you marry Lolyta too?" ask Genara curiously
"Because Zaina asked for it, she said that she wanted me to marry Lolyta because she knew what it was like to be Lolyta" Gevin explained
Genara exhaled a rough breath, now he knew where his sister's fault was at first. "Everything because it is an insensitive Brother. Brother didn't say love to Zaina?"
Gevin shook his head, thinking that Zaina would also understand with all her treatment of him.
"Ck. Gevin, that woman needs a statement, too. Not just by deeds" said Genara annoyed with the stupidity of his brother.
Gevin just stared at his sister who just left from his room. He was still thinking about his sister's words just now. Need statement? It might be true if Zaina also needed a statement from him.
Gevin wakes up and tries to figure out a way to express romantic love from the internet. He has to give his best if he meets Zaina again and will love her very romantically. But is it possible that Zaina will come back and accept her love? All of this he will think about later.
Almost overnight, Gevin scrolls through social media only to find out how to express his love for Zaina. Although actually her heart is also not so sure if Zaina will accept it later. At the moment, he has not yet met Zaina.
While in a different place Zaina was silent while stroking her stomach. He doesn't seem to have any sleepiness for tonight. I even tried to sleep, but I still couldn't.
Finally Zaina instead watched the television show alone in the living room while accompanied by some fresh pieces of fruit on the table.
"If you're born, you'll definitely accompany you to watch like this, baby. So Mama is not lonely like this, Mama will chat with you later"
Zaina smiled as she stroked her stomach. Never regretted that he had been through so many painful things so far. Because now he can have a baby with Gevin. It doesn't matter if he can't have Gevin's whole heart. The most important thing now was that he could have a child of Gevin's blood. The man she loved and was honest, was still the owner of her heart to this day.
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This morning Gevin woke up late, because all night he even opened social media and continued to scroll to find references to express love to Zaina later.
"Vin, you're awake. Tumben wants to stay here? Usually most at home in the apartment" said Vania who was sitting on the sofa and saw her son who went down the stairs
Vania sighed softly, not that she did not feel sorry for the child. But he couldn't possibly tell her where Zaina was. Because it was him who could not break his promise to Zaina if he would keep her secret from Gevin.
"Vin, how long will you last until when to wait for Zaina to come back or to expect you to see her again?" ask Vania
Gevin who was sitting on the dining table chair with a bite of a sandwich that was already available there, immediately turned to his mother who was sitting on the sofa in the living room of this house. The distance is not too far.
"I'll keep waiting for her any day, ma'am. I don't want to lose my woman again, Mom. He's too precious to me"
Venia nodded in understanding hearing Gevin's reply. He believed Gevin's words this time. Because it sounds clearly full of sincerity.
"Then, try to search this city first. If you keep going back and forth out of town, and instead get nothing. Now try to find it in this corner of the city first. Who knows if Zaina is still here" Vania said
Actually, Vania really wants to tell you where Zaina is at the moment. But he won't be able to do it because he promised Zaina. So, Vania tried to hint at her son, but not too clearly.
Gevin nodded, maybe he had been too focused on finding Zaina outside the city, where his family lived. But during that time also Gevin really did not meet the existence of Zaina. Makes her feel confident that she must try to find Zaina's whereabouts in this city.
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Zaina was silent listening to the voicnote sent by her sister-in-law. Actually, it was from last night that the message entered his phone, but because Zaina who did not open his phone made him not know if there was an incoming message from Genara. Zaina immediately pressed the message and started listening to the conversation inside the voicnote.
Does Brother love Brother Zaina now?
I even loved him before I knew he loved me. Even my feelings for Lolyta have started to disappear since marrying Zaina.
Hearing Gevin's voice on her phone made Zaina speechless, the longing in her heart even more unbearable. The conversation of Gevin and Genara that just flowed last night, it turns out that Genara deliberately recorded and wanted to send it to Zaina.
Tesss...
Zaina's tears just trickled down, completely unable to hold her back and control anymore. Zaina wiped those tears with the back of her hand. Gevin's voice that says he loves her before he knows that Zaina has loved him for a long time, makes Zaina speechless with all her thoughts.
"That means he's read my whole book. But is it true that he loves me too?"
Looks like Zaina hasn't been completely sure of what she heard just now. Maybe it was because Gevin who had never spoken the word love to Zaina, making him not so confident with Gevin's words in the voicnote just now.
It's hard for this heart to believe, I'm just afraid of being disappointed again. A heart that had been hurt and disappointed, made him unable to immediately believe Gevin's words.
Seriate