Wedding Play
This Is My Choice?!

Zaina came out of her room in a beautiful dress. She already looked beautiful with a simple makeup of her own hands. The middle room of this apartment was already decorated potluck by him yesterday. Zaina's body was sculpted when she saw her husband and Lolyta who were ready with matching clothes. I never thought this day would come too. She now has to watch her husband remarry the woman who became her ex-lover.

Zaina tried to smile and was ordinary with all this. He had already chosen, now only needed to try to be sincere with everything.

Zaina closed her eyes when the word legitimate was said from the person who was the witness. There was only Gevin's assistant in the office who knew about this, and Lolyra's uncle who had come from out of town. Zaina's tears just shed, her heart torn and broken at this moment. How she witnessed her husband remarry.

Gevin looked at Zaina who wiped her tears violently. Gevin really doesn't know for sure his wife's heart is hurt by this marriage. Zaina tries to stay ordinary and tries to cover up her grief. But in fact Gevin still see how hurt Zaina is at this time.

"Honey.." said Gevin, he approached Zaina and held her hand. Gently pecked the back of Zaina's hand. "...Sorry I can't make you happy"

Zaina smiled, her face slightly looking up to hold back the tears that were coming back to drip. "I'm not papa, hopefully with this you can be happy together with Lolyta"

"I will also be happy with you"

Lolyta looked at how Gevin looked at Zaina. He seemed to have just realized that Gevin's feelings for him had changed, because his gaze on Lolyta was very different from his gaze on Zaina.

God, I've been wrong all this time. Her.... I no longer love me.

Lolyta looked at Zaina who was staring at her with a smile. Zaina stood up and walked over to Loliyta. Sit beside him. "Hopefully we can be a happy family huh"

"I-iya Za, thank you for everything"

Zaina interrupted, again she rubbed the end of her watery eyes. "I go into the room first"

Gevin looked at Zaina who passed by and passed into their room. Gevin's chest also felt very claustrophobic, he saw clearly from Zaina's gaze if his wife must have been very hurt by this incident.

Get into the room. Zaina leaned against the closed door with tears just dripping down. Her hand hit her chest which felt very tight.

Was destiny? No, this is my choice. I'm too self-informed, to want to just marry Gevin just because I love him. In reality, what Gevin loved was not, and now I am a hindrance in their relationship.

Invisible wounds, yet so wide gaping. Zaina who feels herself has become a barrier for two people who love each other to unite. While he who only feels love himself, really want to feel able to be with the man he loves. Moreover, Lolyta, she also definitely wanted to be with the man she loved and also loved him.

I just don't want to be selfish for now.

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"Sleep, you should take plenty of rest after taking the medicine. Tomorrow you control the schedule again to the doctor"

Lolyta cuddled, she looked at Gevin who was sitting on the edge of the bed he was in. Slowly Lolyta's hand reached for Gevin's hand and grabbed him, looking at the man who had become her husband in an indomitable manner.

"Gevin, may I ask you a question? But I'm asking you to answer honestly"

Gevin nodded in response.

Gevin was speechless hearing Lolyta's question. Sighing softly, it might be time for him to be honest with his own feelings. Although in fact he himself was not really sure of what he was feeling right now.

"I don't know either, but your departure has left me completely devastated. And Zaina's presence slowly started to make me comfortable and I don't know.. I am also confused as to whether my love for you has changed or not. I'm confused too"

Lolyta smiled hearing that, she carried Gevin's hand that was within her grasp to hug him over the chest. "No papa, I'm aware of my mistake of leaving without saying goodbye to you. Gevin, I know you married me too out of compulsion and feel sorry for me, don't you?"

Gevin shook his head slowly, though perhaps what Lolyta said was true. But he couldn't possibly admit it, because surely it would make the woman that Gevin had loved for almost 5 years was hurt.

"I sincerely married you because Zaina asked me to. She said that she didn't want her husband to be slandered for bringing a woman to live under one roof with us. So, I'd better marry you and make you second"

Lolyta smiled hearing that, now that she understood how she behaved. "I'll be second to what I should be. I won't take your time with Zaina, you guys need to be happy too"

Somehow, Gevin was wrong, because he was between two women who were so kind and sincere to share with each other.

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Zaina who was removing the rest of the makeup in front of the dressing table, immediately turned her head when she heard the sound of the door opening. Then again focus on cleaning the makeup on her face after she knew if the one who entered was her husband.

Gevin walked over to Zaina, hugging her from behind. Gave a kiss so deep at the top of his wife's head.

"Where's Lolyta? How did you leave him"

"I'm asleep, I miss you" whispered Gevin in his wife's ear, he kissed behind Zaina's ear.

Zaina squirmed softly, she did not know why Gevin was suddenly like this. "Maas, what the fuck, ticklish"

Zaina looked at Gevin from behind the reflection of the mirror in front of her. Gevin's gaze that looked so cute, as if he was holding something back.

"Darling, can I do it to you now? I really can't help it anymore"

Degs..

Zaina was speechless, she didn't know why Gevin said that. Whereas during their marriage, Zaina sees how the Gevin who looks does not intend to touch Zaina.

"Don't joke Gevin, you just got married to Lolyta. Why ask for my rights"

Gevin held onto Zaina's shoulder, turning her body to face her. Stare at him with clinging. "Zaina, can't I ask you for my rights? I've been trying to hold it back from a few days ago, but now I really can't help it. Please Honey.."

I don't know, but Zaina wants it too. He just wants to belong to Gevin completely. Let's say he's stupid, but his feelings of love are too deep to resist. Zaina nodded making Gevin smile seeing that. Gevin deliberately did it now, because his heart was really agitated and afraid that Zaina would leave him.

Seriate