
Zaina looked at her sleeping husband this morning. It was still unexpected that today she would sleep together with her husband again after these few months of separation.
Zaina leaned on the bed while stroking her stomach. "It seems like I have to sacrifice for my son. Hopefully, this Mas Gevin will really change and will not repeat his mistakes in the past"
At the moment Zaina is only thinking about how she should give the best for her son. Zaina felt that it was impossible if her child was born with such a chaotic parent. So Zaina was just trying to think about her son's situation later. Don't let his son be a victim of the selfishness of his parents.
"Darling.."
Gevin squirmed softly and smiled as he woke up and went back to see his wife who was beside him. Gevin hugged Zaina's legs, which were propped up beside him.
"Mas, can we stay in your house after this?"
Honestly, Zaina is also a woman who certainly would not be too comfortable if she had to live with her in-laws. It's not that his in-laws are not nice to him. Instead they are too kind to Zaina, making Zaina feel bad if she has to stay with her in-laws who will certainly treat her very well.
"Dear, we'll say to Papa and Mom. It was my house that I never lived in. And now I want to take it with you" Gevin said
Zaina nodded, she will try to really start another new thing together with Gevin. Although her heart was not completely sure yet, there was still fear that her husband would treat her the way he used to.
"Mas, this isn't a show anymore, is it?"
Gevin immediately looked up to hear the question from his wife who was full of sadness. Gevin wakes up beside Zaina, looking into his wife's eyes. There was a wound behind those eyes.
"The show's over since I started feeling love for you. Know it? I've loved you for so long. But stupidly I still feel doubtful about my own feelings"
Zaina looked at Gevin, still a look of disbelief from him. Maybe Zaina still doubts the expression of love from her husband. The wound she received was indeed too deep just that she did not have any hatred for her husband. All because of his deep love for Gevin.
"I still can't heal the wounds in my heart, Mas. I'm still afraid that you'll do the same thing again. Because everything left a mark that traumatized me"
Gevin hugs Zaina, he knows how his wife truly loves him. But what he did last night left him deeply hurt. Making Zaina very difficult to return to trust Gevin one hundred percent.
"Sorry Za, I'm sorry that I've been hurting you all this time. Let me heal that wound again yes, let me make up for all my mistakes with you by making you happy from now on" Gevin said in a voice that sounded trembling.
Zaina was just speechless hearing that, she could feel the sincerity of every word Gevin said. But his heart was still very difficult to heal and believed one hundred percent in Gevin.
"Give me time to really believe in you again. I'll try to keep believing in you and start all over again as you say"
Gevin nodded, he certainly would not be able to force his wife to be able to truly trust him again. Zaina who was still willing to accept herself was already very grateful. So there's no way that Gevin will force Zaina to trust him again.
"I'll give you some time until you can really trust me again" Gevin said, peeping over the top of his wife's head.
Finally after a day at his parents' house, made Gevin immediately talk to his parents if he would return to live in his house with his wife.
"But you're really not going to get Zain hurt again, are you? Do not let continue to make Mother and Papa you are ashamed of Om Hildan and Jenny, because of your behavior towards their daughter" said Vania
"Yes Mom, I regret everything I have done. I could never make the same mistake out of you" Gevin said
And finally his parents were willing to let him go to live in his own house. Hoping if Gevin really wasn't going to get his wife hurt again.
When he got there, Gevin immediately took Zaina into his house. Zaina is quite uncomfortable living in her husband's parents' house. Just because he felt awkward living together.
"You take a shower, let me prepare dinner. Today there is no Ma'am, maybe tomorrow I have told Mbak to help you at home" Gevin told his wife
Zaina nodded understandingly, she sat on the sofa. His stomach was growing bigger. "You take a shower first. Let me cook, Mas. At times you make food for me"
Gevin sat next to her, stroking Zaina's head gently. He kissed her forehead. "Because I just want to make you the queen of my life. So let me just give you the best of this once"
Zaina looked at Gevin's eyes fixedly, indeed her husband spoke solemnly. He saw no lies at all. His heart was full of water.
"Mas, if you had been like this a long time ago. Maybe I will never feel alone and lonely in this state of pregnancy"
Tesss..
Her tears just dripped, Zaina really could no longer hold back and made herself a strong and strong woman. Despite the fact that she is a very fragile woman due to circumstances.
"I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry I was so stupid. Assume you never loved me and assume that I never loved you either. I'm the one who's stupid to interpret my own feelings"
It felt like Gevin's heart was completely broken seeing his wife's tears. He immediately rubbed it and gave a kiss on both of Zaina's eyelids.
"I love you, Zaina"
Zaina did not reply, she immediately hugged Gevin tightly. A word of love that he had hoped to hear long ago, but only he could hear at this time. Zaina had hoped long ago that her husband would love her. And now his prayer is being answered.
"I'm ready to start everything from the beginning Mas, as long as you don't repeat the same mistake" Zaina said with a small stuffing at the end of her sentence.
Gevin smiled with his teary eyes. Gevin also does not expect to see his wife again and get her back, although Zaina may not really believe him a hundred percent. But he will keep trying to make his wife trust him again.
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