Wedding Play
Can't Be A Good Husband!

Vania knew that Gara would feel the same pain. It's just that he's trying to cover it all up. Especially when Gara saw his fragile child like this. Must have been very sick and hurt to see that.

Because he nodded his head, as if saying follow his wish for now. Let him calm himself first, to be able to meet again with his wife in a better condition. That's what Gara's gaze meant to his wife.

"Yaudah, if indeed you are not ready to meet with Zaina. No papa. You can calm yourself and prepare yourself to meet your wife later. It looks like Zaina needs time for all this too" Vania said.

Gevin just nodded, again he looked around. How this room that has been prepared with a design in such a way just to welcome the birth of his daughter. But it turns out, everything must be destroyed when God instead takes back what he has entrusted to Gevin and Zaina.

Inside this nursery, Zaina simply stayed on top of the patient bed by staring at the ceiling of the room. Her hands were on her stomach, as if she was still imagining how it felt when she was still pregnant. The kick from the child in the womb was no longer felt, because now his son was in heaven.

Now Mama understands, son, why did you come into Mama's dream and say that you will wait for Mama in a very beautiful place.

That place is heaven. Yes, now Zaina understood why she suddenly had such a dream just before coming to her senses. Because maybe his son just wants to make Zaina sincere about his departure and sure if he is already in a beautiful place there.

Several times Zaina glanced at the door, hoping her husband would show up there. But it didn't. Even since he came to his senses, he had not seen Gevin at all. Makes Zaina think where her husband is going and why he won't see her.

He must be very disappointed with all this. Maybe he's angry and doesn't want to meet me who can't look after his son. Yeah, I understand enough that he doesn't want to see me. Zaina with her own thoughts, how her husband who might not be able to accept the reality if the child who had been longed for instead had to die.

Remembering that made Zaina again shed tears from the corner of her eyes. Zaina was completely confused now. How she would deal with her husband under these circumstances.

"Surely he was very disappointed in me" he softly explained.

The open door of the room made Zaina turn her head immediately. I wish it was her husband. But the mother came in. Jenny had permission to go to the hospital cafeteria to fill her stomach. Jenny should not ignore eating and make herself sick in this situation.

"Son, you haven't slept? Rest, let it recover quickly and can go home soon" said Jenny while approaching her son on the patient's bed.

Zaina smiled softly, she looked at her mother with a sad look. Of course the sadness she felt so much right now, even though Zaina was trying to be sincere. Remembering the dream he had before he came to his senses. Make Zaina try to stay sincere with all this.

"Mother, is Brother not a good mother yet? Until the older brother does not want to last longer and the older brother is caring" said Zaina with a trembling voice.

Jenny stroked her son's head, peeling his forehead gently. "Dear, it's not like that. You are a good Mother, do not make yourself tormented by regretting what you do not deserve to regret. Because none of this is your fault. Remember brother, no one can fight the destiny of God, everything has been determined by him"

Jenny stroked her son's head gently. "Cry, if it's going to calm you down a little bit, son"

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Gevin only dared to meet Zaina when his wife was asleep. These few days he really only met his wife when she was asleep. Actually, Jenny also knows how Gevin is really hurt by all this. Gevin is very hooked.

Tonight is even the third Gevin to meet Zaina when she was asleep. Gevin looked at his sleeping wife's face. Gently stroking his head, his eyes were always glazed over with all of this. Slowly he kissed his wife's forehead gently. Her tears just dripped down Zaina's forehead.

I'm sorry I couldn't be a good husband. Can't take good care of you and our child.

Jenny's back tonight to look after Zaina. He walked up to Gevin, patting him on the shoulder slowly. "Just blame yourself for all this. Zaina also needs you, you should be there to keep her strong"

Gevin wiped the rest of his tears, he looked at Jenny with a soft sigh. "I still can't Mother, I still need the right time to be able to talk to Zaina. I knew that my wife would be very disappointed in me"

Jenny sighed softly, maybe it was Gevin who was really fragile. "Jude, but don't take too long like this. Because Zaina will also definitely think of you and she also needs support from you as well"

Jenny returned to the sofa and allowed Gevin to look more satisfied with Zaina's face. Gevin sat on the chair beside the patient bed, he continued to gently stroke his wife's head. Honestly, Gevin was not ready to see Zaina's disappointment when she met him.

It's all my fault, because I'm not the one who can't take care of my wife while she's pregnant with my child.

Now Gevin is even more confused and does not know what to do. He looked at Zaina's state alone, already making the guilt even greater in him. Gevin is in the position of a husband, where he feels he can not take care of his wife and future children. Gevin is really fragile right now.

Every night Gevin spends his time in Zaina's nursery. Sleeping in a sitting position next to the bed of the patient occupied by Zaina. With his head resting on the edge of the patient's bed.

As the day approaches morning, Gevin will go straight home. Surely before Zaina woke up. He didn't know he was coming to the hospital every night. Because somehow Gevin hasn't been able to talk to Zaina for now.

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