
"Sorry, if you want to stay here. Then I'll be out of here soon. I still can't stay here with you" said Zaina
Hearing that was really like a lightning strike for Gevin. How did he who took pains to find his wife and is now thirsty let his wife go again? Of course Gevin wouldn't do that.
"Well, if you don't want me to stay here. Then let me go home now, you be careful yes at home"
Gevin stood up and immediately stroked Zaina's head and gave a kiss on her forehead. Zaina just nodded, she also would not be okay if she stayed alone. All this time it's been normal by himself and he's been fine. So for now Zaina really does not want to be together again with Gevin.
Finally tonight Gevin really left the house occupied by Zaina. Because he did not want to make his wife uncomfortable until he had to leave this house. Gevin certainly didn't want that to happen.
After Gevin's departure, Zaina went straight into her room. He fell asleep, but still could not close his eyes His mind still floated thinking about how his life was after this.
I was just afraid of being disappointed again, and I was also afraid that I would make my son hurt later. I don't know what decision I have to make next?
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Vania goes into her son's room, but does not see Gevin's whereabouts. Until he saw the door to the balcony of the room that was open, made Vania immediately walk towards the balcony and meet her son who was sitting in the chair on the balcony.
"Vin, what about Zaina?" vania asked, he stood leaning against the fence facing Gevin.
Gevin sighed softly, he looked at his mother with a smile. "He's still trying to keep his distance from me, Mom. Even he doesn't talk to me much, if I don't start, then he won't talk. Maybe Zaina is still very disappointed in me"
Vania nodded in understanding, she too as a woman would naturally not be that easy to forget everything that had happened. It may be possible to forget it, but for a trauma it is not necessarily able to be quickly eliminated in the near future.
"Mom can understand your feelings that want to immediately fix everything and start all over again. But, you also have to think about Zaina, your wife must be very difficult to keep looking ordinary at the time she met you. He's been so slick, keeping his emotions from bubbling up when he met you"
Gevin fell silent, he nodded. I understand what his mother said. Maybe it was Gevinnya who did not know himself until he immediately approached Zaina just like that, when his wife was holding back so as not to get angry at him for everything he had done.
"Mom, will Zaina forgive me and accept me again as her husband?" gevin asked with all the confusion and despair that could be seen from the look in his eyes. Gevin really doesn't know how to deal with all this.
"Trust me if there is still a female figure who still has an ocean-wide apology. If you really mean it, then Zaina will forgive you"
Gevin smiled at that, he knew that the ocean-wide pardon and patience was like his mother. How can he forgive his father and Grandfather who once destroyed his life in the past.
But Vania can still forgive and accept Gara back. Everything only exists for one reason, if Vania only has a sincere love for Gara. Until she can accept back her husband with all his past and family background.
"Papa is indeed a lucky man, ma'am, can get a woman like Mom who can accept him with all his past and family background" said Gevin
Vania just smiled, her life story was even more difficult than her son felt right now. But I am thankful that he can still get through it all.
"Rest, you have a lot of energy to get your wife's forgiveness" Vania said, patting her on the shoulder before leaving.
I hope Zaina still loves me.
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"Who are you?" zaina asked confusedly, when she saw a woman who was in the kitchen of this house
"I'm the servant that Mr. Gevin told me to accompany Miss here"
Zaina was speechless to hear that, not expecting Gevin to do this just because she didn't want to stay with him last night. And now Gevin instead assigns a servant to accompany him in this house.
"Emmm. Then I will prepare breakfast first for Miss, yes, this morning Miss what breakfast?" ask politely
"Anything Ma'am, as long as there are no nuts. I'm allergic to peanuts"
"None"
Zaina returned to her room, her glass door leading to the balcony to let the morning sunlight into her room. Zaina stayed on the balcony of the room while enjoying the warm morning sunshine. I hope this morning will make me happier.
Her hands stroked her stomach, just like Zaina's daily routine. There were always remittances from her parents and in-laws who often gave the most, making Zaina unnecessary to work.
"Thankful that you're still surrounded by so many good people"
Still with the real feeling is not too sure to return with her husband. His heart was completely wounded, when his last words were before he left. How the Gevin who was so angry and up to call her a hypocritical woman.
"Everything is still ringing, so for me to forget it really won't be able to for now. Everything still remembered and really hurt my heart"
Gevin was speechless to hear it, he stood in the doorway of the room and clearly heard Zaina's words just now. He was looking at how his wife was really hurt by all of his words back then.
"Darling.."
Zaina immediately turned her head and looked at Gevin who was standing in the doorway. He went straight to him, he didn't understand why until there was a Gevin there. Forgetting that he did not open the door at the time. It was not as if he had forgotten to close the door.
"Mas, when did you come?" ask Zaina
"Just now, Za, I have something to talk to you about. Can we talk in the room?"
Seriate