
"Sleep, you must be tired after what just happened. Your body still feels warm" Gevin said as he pressed the back of his hand against Zaina's forehead
Zaina nodded, she laid her body on the bed. Then Gevin immediately pulled the blanket to cover his body. Gevin gives a kiss on Zaina's forehead, before she lies down next to his wife.
"Mas, how come you sleep here? Shouldn't you be sleeping with Lolyta tonight?" zaina asked in surprise, because it was supposed to be Gevin's time tonight with Lolyta.
Gevin sighed softly, he inched closer to Zaina and hugged her. Pecked Zaina's cheek a few times. "Darling, actually tonight I want to accompany you here. You are sick"
Zaina grabbed Gevin's hand that was coiled over her stomach, grasping her husband's hand gently. "Mas, you were prepared for the consequences when you decided to marry Lolyta as well. You still have to be fair, Mom"
Gevin looked at his wife who was turning her face towards him, until their gazes clashed. "I think I made the wrong decision. I'm not ready for this wedding myself"
Gevin is starting to feel uncomfortable with this marriage. She wants to be with Zaina, while there is Lolyta whom she marries as well. Everything is because of Zaina's request, and it's true what her mother said, if helping Lolyta does not have to be by bringing her to live here. Especially until she married him.
Zaina stared fixedly at Gevin, she did not understand Gevin's words. "What mean? You made the wrong decision, what did you do, Mom?"
Gevin shook his head slowly, he got up and lowered his feet on the floor. "It's nothing, honey, if I go to Lolyta's room first. You rest well"
Zaina looked at Gevin who passed from her room with a confused look. "Aren't you ready for this wedding? Is it possible that Gevin is sorry for accepting my marriage?"
It was Zaina who could not guess at all what Gevin wanted. All Zaina knows is about Gevin who never had any love for her. Until now Zaina never got the words of love from her husband.
"Have it, don't expect too much if you don't want to get hurt"
Zaina pulled out the blanket and started closing her eyes. He tried to calm his heart from all this. Zaina just does not want if she is too much hope, until finally she will get disappointed again.
In different rooms, a couple sleeping on the same bed turned their backs to each other. But both of them were really not asleep, just thinking about what they were going through at the moment. A truly complicated wedding ceremony.
"Gevin, what if your parents and Zaina find out about our marriage?" ask Lolyta slowly
Gevin sighed softly, he didn't know what to do if it was true. "I also don't know what I'd do later if it really happened"
Lolyta turned around, she looked at the back of Gevin who was behind her. But a few moments later, Gevin also turned around and now the two sleep facing each other.
"Gevin, if you want to choose between me and Zaina. Then I will accept your choice" said Lolyta with teary eyes
Gevin sighed softly, he was also eager to choose between the two. But unfortunately he still can not choose, the pity and love that makes Gevin must be trapped between these two women.
"I can't choose anyone between you. For now we just live what we are living" said Gevin who turned his body back to Lolyta. He simply did not want to see Lolyta who was increasingly looking desperate.
Lolyta just sighed softly looking at that, clearly she would never be able to get the love of Gevin that was already lost. Gevin who already had no feelings for her other than pity.
If I could turn back time, I wouldn't want to go missing from the life of Gevin, the man I love who no longer loves me.
#######
Zaina woke up this morning when she felt her body was better. Now Zaina is no longer feeling dizzy, probably because of the effects of rain and soy sauce that made her yesterday had to be sick.
Zaina prepares a change of clothes for her husband, even strangely until now Gevin does not keep clothes in Lolyta's room. Every time he slept with Lolyta, he would wake up early and keep bathing and changing clothes in his room together with Zaina.
"Darling, you're taking time off, aren't you today?" ask Gevin
Zaina turned her head and looked at her husband who had just come out of the bathroom using a towel wrapped around her waist. Until the upper part of his body is completely exposed clearly.
"Yes, but I'm cured now. Did I just go to school huh"
Gevin directly menoyor his wife's head, anxious also with the behavior of Zaina. "You've only recovered, why take time off if you finally go back to school to teach. Rest until you are completely healed"
Zaina throttled her lips at the words of her husband. "Oh my God, I would really take a day off today. But tomorrow go straight to teach again, miss the same kids"
Gevin walked past Zaina and picked up the clothes his wife had prepared. "Same parent of children or with a gym teacher at that time?"
Zaina smiles at that, obviously she knows how her husband who always talks about Aldo is actually a nobody to Zaina. Walk towards her husband and hug him from behind. Gevin who was buttoning the shirt he was wearing, immediately fell silent.
"Mas, I have nothing with Aldo. He also knew I was married"
Gevin stroked Zaina's hand in her stomach. "I trust you, but I'm not sure about that guy. Surely he will hold more feelings for you, otherwise he may want to deliver you and take you to the park"
Zaina leaned her head against her husband's wide back, her hands slowly stroking Gevin's chest gently. Not knowing if what he was doing had awakened the other side of Gevin's body.
"I don't know about it, but he's obviously been nice to me. There's no way I'm rejecting people's kindness"
Gevin holds Zaina's hand as if playing on her chest. "Darling to stop, you're deliberately trying to lure me, aren't you?"
Zaina was speechless as Gevin turned around and looked at her passionately. Gevin restrained Zaina's waist as her wife began to step back to avoid her.
"Don't keep moving away from you, I'm already passionate"
"But Mas, it's not like you're going to work"
"No papa if you just play for a while"
Aaaa...
Seriate