The Story of the Heart - Ellie's Journey
Andri's Happiness

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Still Point Of View Andri,-

I entered dr. Max, CHFJ.

(Psychiatric/psychiatric medicine specialist) doctor who has been treating me since I was a teenager.

The nurse let me sit in the patient's seat comfortably. I saw dr. Max smiled, nodding in welcome . "Hallo Andri", warm sweep. She waited for the nurse to come out and immediately allowed me to start telling her what was bothering me.

I can't wait to tell dr my madness. Maxs.

"Dok seems I found myself a paedophile". I said disgust.

"And why do you think that? " he asked in a voice that remained calm, which I believe was obtained due to his flying hours in psychiatry. He was not at all bothered by the behavior statement.

I told you about the incident at school that I saw Ellie and seemed to fall in love with Ellie, who was still a schoolgirl.

I told dr. Max it was very disturbing to me, because I knew myself very well who had psychopathic tendencies . I'm afraid I'll do things to get Ellie and end up hurting her.

I hear pedophilia is very dangerous. And I hate myself so much like this. I don't want to be that disgusting man. I spilled all my thoughts and worries.

dr. Max nodded his head in a nod listening to every detail of my story to the finish without cutting.

dr : "Okay Andri, let me ask. When you see Ellie, are you sexually attracted? I mean, do you want to do sexual things to her? imagine her naked?

Andri : "No, no, and no doc" .

dr: "Are you eager to have sexual intercourse with her? Or the simplest thing maybe you want to touch his body?"

Andri : "Not at all" . I'm nauseous, what kind of question is that??

dr: "Is this happening recurring? Have you ever been attracted to another little girl?"

Andri: "No doc, this is the first time. Even this is the first woman I think is beautiful and attractive".

dr. Max kept asking me questions, which all the answers were not. The last he asked,

dr: "How old do you think the girl is?"

Andri : "I'm sure she's a 1st or 2nd year High School student, maybe she's about 16/17 years old. For sure he's not a 3rd grader because he didn't attend my seminar. It's beyond the possibility that she's a super genius girl who might be able to get into High School sooner, or maybe she's been in a class so maybe her age is more than the general estimate." I analyze.

dr. Max nodded in understanding.

dr : "Gell.. Andri, you just fell in love . Not a pedophile". Simple pedophilia can be interpreted

a psychiatric disorder characterized by the presence of recurrent and intense sexual fantasies involving children.

The age of these children is usually 13 years or younger.

The term pedophilia actually more describes the desire possessed by the sufferer. This means, not all sufferers must have committed acts of child abuse.

Even so the desire remains and it is not impossible to get out of control. When this happens, the patient may commit a crime.

dr. Max continued to explain in a language that could be understood by ordinary people .

"You sure doc? I'm not a pedophile?" My toot.

"Based on our session earlier, I'll make sure you're not a pedophile. You're just in love. It's normal to happen .

Ahh I was relieved, the burden that had been on my shoulders suddenly came off.

"But, ". dr. continued.

I stiffened, "But what doc?"

dr. Max smiled, though,

"You're a good man Andri. Even with your condition being diagnosed as having a psychic disorder like this. You try not to hurt anyone else.

The steps you take are also right, immediately see a psychiatrist when you think something is wrong.

It is good for you to anticipate the worst. Even so, do not be too hard and look at yourself evil. You also deserve to be happy.

That girl named Ellie was lucky.

But you must promise to maintain your sanity by continuing to draw closer to the Almighty, regularly taking your medicine. Consult a person who is an expert in the field of psychiatry. Think positively about yourself and your surroundings. That's my message as a doctor."

Then he continued,

" But if I may speak as a fellow man and as a father of daughters. Maybe you should be patient waiting a few more years, letting the girl enjoy her school days first.

Maybe his father would have been worried that his little girl was dating a guy who was quite much more mature. It will also be good for you Andri, in a relationship with the girl, when she is more mature age and mentally to understand yourself."

I nodded in agreement. And thank dr. Max.

I smiled in my car, I drove with overflowing happiness. The Horror story that I was worried about would not happen and it looks like it will turn into a romantic story.

I raised the volume of music in my car and sang along.

Angels brought me here - Guy sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey

Picking up the pieces

And walking back into the light

Into the sunset of your glory

Where my heart and future lies

There's nothing like that feeling

When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true

When I found you

I found you

My miracle

If you could see what I see

That you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel the tenderness I feel

You would know

It would be clear

That angels bought me here.....

♡readers can try to listen to this song yes, so that they can better imagine the happiness of Andri.♡

Andri-illustration

flashback end, Andri in room :

A gentle knock rang out and immediately made me realize from my daydream.

"Yes I'm down in a minute". Aq answered my ART knock. I took a shower, got ready and went down to breakfast with my parents.

" Morning pap, mam mam" . My broom.

" Andri" said mama heart - heart.

People who know my mental state are always careful and afraid when talking to me. It makes me a little sad, I'm getting rid of that feeling, because it's natural - I think.

" Yes mam, why?" Aq answer .

"This morning my mom and dad are planning to invite Om Yana and Aunt Rena".

Papa Ellie's mom, I cried out in my heart.

"- and her children". (mama slowed down her speech)

"As well as some of our friends and family to play badminton at the green club.  Do you want to come along? "

I was thinking, considering is this a good time to see Ellie?

Just imagining the moment we met just made my knees go limp, so happy. Of course I know and know a lot about Ellie .

But Ellie doesn't know me.

I've been thinking about meeting Ellie, after almost 3 years of waiting, which is like 300 years for me.

And after knowing that Ellie decided not to go to college, I certainly would not interfere with her school, right?

And 1 important thing, it looks like Ellie has never been in contact with the jerk Lee. I was angry but quickly controlled myself. For that matter I'll figure out how to find out directly from Ellie once we get acquainted.

Okay, this is the right moment, God help me.

I swallowed my saliva while putting on a face as calm as possible.

"Yes, of course, exercise is good for the body" with an exaggerated tone of voice.

Ah silly answer.

Hearing and seeing the way I answered Papa and mama held back a laugh while pretending to be busy chewing their food.

After breakfast, and make sure what time mom and dad are going to the green club. I was straight away .

To my mom papa I said there was something important I had to do first.

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