The Story of the Heart - Ellie's Journey
Not happy (2)

I couldn't have a mind even after I was freed from the hell that "Those people" created for me.

My destiny I must be papa's successor. Can't not not. Point.

I decided to answer Ellie's question. I said I wanted to be a singer because I love singing and playing guitar. That's all I thought in my head.

Ellie didn't think I had an answer. But he was quite satisfied with that answer .He smiled and said, I hope one day he can see me singing.

I returned his smile. While continuing our journey to the club.

We got to the club, and we rushed into the indoor sports area talking and laughing a lot, Ellie kept telling us funny things . He is an angel of happiness.

I was so happy to see my beloved girl in front of me. It was like a beautiful dream I almost never had. Because most of my nights are filled with nightmares.

I got ready and immediately joined the others to exercise. Ellie will be waiting in the audience, he said.

He chose the top bench, a little far from where I was sitting .

I occasionally glanced at him when it was my turn to play badminton.

One round was over, I swapped with my Papa who knew I wasn't here to exercise.

From my seat, I looked at Ellie playing her phone. Ellie wasn't very interested in watching us, probably because she didn't like the sport. I wanted to go to Ellie, but I think I should change my clothes. I don't want the smell of sweat around Ellie .

Finished changing clothes I looked again towards Ellie sitting down. He was pensive and closed his eyes while smiling.

Real pretty. Everyone who sees it will agree with me.

What do you think he's thinking? What makes him so happy?

I'm curious.

I've been watching Ellie from afar, like I used to do a long time ago ,

since dr . Max assures me that I'm fine.

Not a pedophile.

And that's okay - do I like Ellie.

I stepped towards the spot where Ellie was sitting.

And arrived - arrived...

The door opens, and people enter

that jerk, Alfons Lee.

I'm aghast.

Oh now I know why Ellie's smiling so happily.

Ellie my angel is waiting for the coming of this despicable human.

I smiled bitterly.

I'm hurt, thinking Ellie's out of touch with this fucking Alfons. It seems that all this time I was too arrogant to let Ellie get into a relationship with this creature, while I was waiting for her to grow up.

I should have separated them from before.

I should have gotten rid of this thing a long time ago.

You creatures don't know they're lucky!

And I saved her from the thousands of murder plans I made for her by not carrying them out.

I used to hold back when I saw this thing hugging Ellie's waist,

let her rub Ellie's cheeks and hair while they're together ,

kind enough to let her hold Ellie's hand.

In hopes that one day I will be next to Ellie.

And I can't bear to imagine that Ellie is sad if that despicable I like .

She doesn't deserve Ellie's love anymore. The hypocritical man who deliberately trapped the innocent girl to fuck her.

Remembering that again awakened the demon that was inside me. The devil can kill. If it really has to.

I quickly sat behind the big X-banner (standing banner) on the edge of the field, hoping no one would see me or talk to me before I could control myself.

My body vibrates.

I felt the dark aura inside me grow.

The demon urged impatiently wanting to quickly satisfy his desires.

Be quiet!

I screamed at the devil inside me. I succeeded, the devil obeyed.

A minute later I, I'm in control of myself.

Immediately got up to stand up, and looked at Ellie who went along with the vile creature.

I pulled out my phone to call someone, then I gave the order and stopped my phone line by answering the question first:

 "Yes you're right, he's what I mean. Details will be sent by message. No mistakes."

I can feel the devil agreeing to my plan. He kept quiet because he knew what I would do next.

He sat down, I took it.

Of course if at that time HP was sophisticated as it is now, I will immediately pair the tracking application or even a eavesdropper on Ellie's phone.

But at that time things like that were not too well known, mobile phones and technology was not yet supportive.

I followed Ellie to the cafe restaurant with the creature. I just saw it from the outside through the big glass window, it seems that Ellie was talking to the creature about something serious.

Then before long she looked startled at the sculpting, after which the creature left Ellie.

I saw Elli in a stationary position for a full 75 minutes .

I counted it,-

wondering if I should go to him? Make sure he's okay.

Or should I leave him alone for now?

Or pretend to approach Ellie with the excuse of wanting to return her phone?

Haven't decided yet, our family and others came to me . He taught me to eat, and then we went to the restaurant.

I looked at the chair and table where Ellie had been sitting, and realized it was empty.

We eat, but my mind is no longer here.

Worrying about Ellie.

I'd love to go look for him, ask him questions and see for myself what happened. Is Ellie okay?? Ellie wasn't okay.

But I'm not sure if Ellie wants me to know or not. To him I'm just someone he just knew.

I also don't want to be the one who seems to want to meddle in other people's affairs and be a bitch to Ellie

In my heart, I miss being someone Ellie believed to share her joy and hardship with.

Be protector.

And to be the one he loves, not as much as my love for him.

Love me a little.

I'm gonna be so happy.

I'm not sure anyone else can love someone as much as I love Ellie.

Aunt Rena, find Ellie. She tried to call Ellie's phone, but I stopped her. I told you the phone was on me, I found it on the chair.

Aunt Rena thanks me for securing her son's phone. And tell me how sloppy Ellie was while shaking her head.

Om Yana says don't worry because Ellie went with someone they already knew.

Cheek, the creature. Don't trust him. My eyes in my heart.

But suddenly heavy rain fell, making sister Ellie took the initiative to look for him. Especially when booking karaoke.

I volunteered to find Ellie, while going to return the phone to her. I also said I'd drive him safely to the karaoke place. And let them all go first.

Sister Ellie teased me and asked if I liked their sister?

I just smiled, scratching my non-itchy hair. These innocent children are even more sensitive.

Aunt Rena scolded her son, saying don't say anything no and apologizing to me.

I said it's okay. And said, I did want to get to know Ellie more closely and say Ellie's a good girl .

Mama supported me, she said don't make a message with Mama Ellie. Our parents seemed happy to hear it and our other acquaintances supported us by saying we would be a compatible couple if we were together.

I'm glad to hear that.

I'm gonna go find Ellie.

I searched all over the place.

Until I finally saw the beautiful girl sitting in the garden grass .

I opened the umbrella I was carrying, running towards Ellie.

Cuddling the soaking-drenched Ellie.

Making sure of her situation, telling her that our parents were looking for her and now are heading somewhere else.

And I promise to deliver him safely. I panicked to see Ellie's state, but I tried to smile to calm her and comfort myself who was inwardly cursing the vile creature, must be the one who made Ellie this sad.

Ellie stood up, then collapsed.

I was surprised not to expect it, but swiftly caught Ellie.

Seeing Ellie like this I hate those vile creatures even more.

***And I commend myself for doing the right thing.

Illustration-Andri calls 'someone***'.