The Story of the Heart - Ellie's Journey
I will try, to fix you.

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"Ah. sorry to Andri. " Ellie sat up straight and rubbed her eyes.

Aunt Rena ruffled Ellie's hair. "Mama go downstairs first."

I told Ellie, go to bed again. I'll go home so he can rest .

"But ka, if kaka ga busy can Ka Andri ga go home first? I don't want to be alone, actually. I promise I won't fall asleep again."

"I'm not busy, but you're tired. It's good you take medicine and sleep if you don't want to see a doctor.

I took your medicine, right? Where is the medicine you usually take? " tanyaku.

"My room Ka, I'll take it."

Ellie went to the nearest door from the stairs. I followed her afraid that Ellie would suddenly fall again.

Ellie realized, "I'm not gonna faint again." She smiled shyly.

"Hahaha yes I know I know." I laugh.

Ellie opened her room, and entered.

I'm waiting at the door. I looked into his room.

Bed set room shades white. Her wallpaper is pastel green color without pattern. The mattress is not too big . Her bed linen was pastel yellow and there was one doll on her mattress.

There is a fairly large closet and a small dressing table with a bench without a backrest in pastel green. And the floor is the same as the family room.

Ooo so this is the room where Ellie sleeps. I can now clearly imagine how she would fall asleep in her bed, hugging her doll as possible. I want to be the one he hugs someday. I'll be patient.

Ellie Masi was confused to find a cure. "Today I take, where are the drugs and blood-boosting vitamins? Andri came in, I asked Mama."

I shifted my body from the door, and Ellie went straight out to the first floor.

Ellie told me to come in? Does he think I'm close to him?

I'm thrilled.

But two seconds later I was thinking, or just because he didn't think of me as a 'man' ?

I mean, Ellie must know I'm a man. But does Ellie assume I'm not the kind of guy who's gonna fall in love with her?

Or worse I'm not the guy? So he just feels relaxed to me. Won't girls be embarrassed - embarrassed at first on a 'cow'?

You guys know what I mean??

I'm weighing, what exactly am I in Ellie's eyes?

I took 2 steps into Ellie's room. My eyes go around looking more clearly at her knickknacks.

There is a player and cd cd songs.

On top of the drawer was a picture of him with Caca. I know he's very close to Caca, and he feels sorry for Ellie. My poor ellie.

I usually lack empathy for others, but I know Caca committed a betrayal that would have hurt Ellie.

I am truly sad for Ellie.

I know it's hard for Ellie.

Although I may have to admit, because of their betrayal of Ellie, it certainly opened my chances with Ellie even greater.

I'm easier to get close to Ellie.

But if I can choose, I'll choose the hard way, that's fine. That'd be better. Rather than seeing him get hurt like this .

I'm pretty confident I can get Ellie, even without the help of those two traitors.

That br#ngsek thing Lee and his best friend are really outrageous.

It's okay, Ellie, I'll be the one to heal your "wounds. Be whatever you need. My promise.

I turned my body in the other direction, and saw a lot of photos laid out . There's a picture of her family, Ellie with her sister.  There are also photos of Lee laughing happily with Ellie.

Aaah, even after that jerk knocked Ellie out yesterday. Ellie still has photos of the two traitors.

Are you Ellie's angel?

You should throw them away and burn their pictures while cursing them. And beat up that girl named Caca earlier.

NGak! Ellie is different from me. He wouldn't be.

But would I hate Ellie if Ellie betrayed me later?

Or beat up that guy?

Of course I'll make a calculation with that guy. Whoever he is, that's for sure. But am I gonna have a hand with Ellie?? No. no! I quickly erased that no-no shadow.

I heard the sound of steps climbing the stairs.

"There's medicine?" I asked Ellie, trying to divert my wild thoughts earlier.

"Ga there's ka, out of maybe. I'm looking here again, I'm sure I had a drink. " He started looking again.

"I bought it, Li? Write down the name of the medicine. I'll buy it first." I propose.

"Don't, don't do it. It will be later."

He sat in his mattress. Looking at a picture of her and Caca in the drawer next to her bed and then throwing her face away.

Ellie is petting the doll in her bed. He took a long breath. Then stand looking for drugs again I guess.

He looked towards the corner where the photos I had seen were.

Ellie stayed quiet for a long time there. And I saw his shoulders move a little.

Ooooh shit.I realize he's crying.

I approached her. "Ellie?" Call me gently.

"Sorry, I don't want a gini. I know it's so annoying to see people crying all the time. But ka, it hurts so much. I thought, If Andri were here I wouldn't think too much. But I cry again. Sorry ka. sorry."

He slumped down squatting while continuing to face the wall.

I'd love to hug her. My heart goes to see Ellie like this. " What's Ellie, it's natural that everyone would be like this . Sorry I just happened to hear your conversation with you. So a little bit I understand what you're going through. I know what a broken heart is, even if I never really experienced it.

Crying, I hear crying is a healing way too. Making the emotions and burdens in the heart of someone as he channeled. You want to be alone?"

"Sure." I replied. I crouched down with him. Embracing her shoulders is a sign of my support. And speechless listening to her cries, should I kill Caca? So Ellie can be with the creature again? But that thing doesn't deserve Ellie. I'm worthy of Ellie. So I'm not gonna do it.

I glanced at the door, and was shocked to see aunt Rena there. He nodded and stuck his index finger in his lips. Then she moved her lips without a sound and thanked me as it passed.

Shortly after, Ellie turned her body. She's staring. His eyes are thick and his nose is very red. I'm sad to see it. I helped him stand up.

I remember on the family room table there was a tissue. I walked out of the room wanting to pick it up . Ellie followed.

Then I handed her the tissue, Ellie took it and thanked me.

He sat up and sat down while wiping his face.

"Feel better?" I'm ascertaining.

He nodded and smiled.

Then we had a drink, the drink that Aunt Rena brought earlier. Ellie is still quiet.

"Ellie, can you play guitar?"

She shook her head. "Papa and the sisters can play music. There is also a keyboard for those who like to play. I'm the same mom can't. I plek ketiplek like mama usually cook it."

Then he pointed to the table. "Chess too, I lost only against my sisters. Oiya badminton too, I can't mamah masi mending can badminton. Hahaha.." he laughed. "I suck?"

I shook my head. In my heart I don't agree, Ellie you're amazing. It doesn't suck at all.

"Ga, it doesn't suck. There must be some advantage to laen". I'm convincing.

I picked up the guitar and cleared my throat.

"Waaa, I told you I wanted to hear the horror of singing. Is that now?"

She smiles.

"Anything for you". I said.

I started strumming guitars and singing to Ellie, hoping to cheer her up a little.

🎵Fix you-coldplay🎵

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.

(When you've tried your best, it hasn't worked)

When you get what you want, but not what you need.

(When you get what you want, but not what you need)

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

(When you're very tired, but can't sleep)

Stuck in reverse...

(Missed in the past)

And the tears come streaming down your face.

(And there is sadness running down your face)

When you lose something you can't replace.

(When you lose something irreplaceable)

When you love someone, but it goes to waste.

(When you love someone, but in vain)

Could it be worth?

(Is there worse?)

Lights will guide you home.

(Light will lead you home)

Ignite your bones.

(And strengthen yourself)

I will try to fix you.

(I will fix you/improve you)

High up above or down below.

(Hovering above or languishing below)

When you're too in love to let it go.

(When you're too in love to let go)

But if you never try you'll never know.

(But if you never try, you'll never know)

Just what you're worth.

(How valuable you are)

Tears stream down your face.

(Tears running down your face)

And I's…..

(And me.).

I finished my song. Hope Ellie understands my message and my feelings through the song, that there I will entertain and accompany her through the hardest time. She's not alone.

I stared at Ellie, Ellie still looking at me.

He nodded, clapping his hands without a sound. And smile, the sweetest smile I've ever seen. I swear.

- Andri comforting Ellie-