The Story of the Heart - Ellie's Journey
Two Men

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I desperately suppressed all thoughts of killing that bastard #Lee. I kept walking to get Ellie out of that hospital.

We got to the parking lot, I opened the door for Ellie. Make sure Ellie's safe, away from the guy.

Then drive my car fast.

"Ka, slow down danger ka".

Ellie's voice resuscitated me. I reduced the speed of my car.

I saw Ellie stroking and stomping her wrists. My emotions are up again. That Lee should be dead! Not just injuries.

I wanted to make a sound to tell Ellie, but I was afraid that the emotion in my voice would scare Ellie.

"Ka, let's eat? I'm laper".

I'm a little relieved Ellie ain't crying again. And now it seems he's better.

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We arrived at a Thai restaurant.

Ellie was excited to order food for us.

The waiter asked us to wait a little while.

Ellie held her wrist again. I took Ellie's hand and saw some red marks that I was sure would be bruised tomorrow and scuffed from the pull incident earlier.

Next time, I won't be so kind to that #fuck that's my promise.

"I went to the car and brought ointment for your wounds". I said.

But Ellie's got me. And say it later. That's not a serious injury.

He looked at me, like he was researching.

Is there something wrong with my face? Or is there something dirty on my face?

I rubbed my face. And asked without a sound to Ellie. "Why?"

She shook her head, while still looking at me. I was misbehaving.

I distract Ellie, "your hand hurts huh? Why would he pull you up like Li?Is he crazy? "

"Yes it seems like she's crazy Ka". Ellie answered while rolling her eyes.

"Then, what's the matter?"

I'm really confused. No ideas, to guess . It was at the cake and pastry place that I wanted to ask Caca, but she was very curious about my relationship with Ellie. I was lazy to respond, feeling no need to explain to the woman. And focus on watching Ellie and Mama Lee alone.

Ellie told me what really happened . About what he heard in that cake place.

Ellie explains, she said she didn't want to be a shitty ex . Angry because his ex chose to marry his best friend. But he really needs time to accept all of that.

Then he told me the beginning of Ellie and the Lee broke up first. About their promises that will go through the path that must be taken, to return to their respective clumsiness . 

Very romantic . I really - really hate to hear it, it's worth it since the incident at the hotel. I never once saw myself or heard from the man I ordered to follow Ellie, that Ellie met the Lee again. I thought it was because of "that incident". But they have an appointment with each other. So even though they don't see each other and relate, Ellie always loves and expects the man. My inner.

And Caca knows it. Even so Ellie's ears and eyes all this time in watching Lee. That's why he's so disappointed.

I felt from the beginning I didn't like Caca. The woman was like the kind of person who pretended to be weak when she was cunning. But of course it's only in my mind.

Then I asked about what happened in Lee's treatment room to Ellie.

"I'm surprised you, I don't know Lee anymore. Everything Aunt Anna said was true. But Lee continued to defend himself. Then he said he'd marry Caca for baby and he asked me to wait for him. He'll come to me again. How dare he! Who does he think he is?"

Good Ellie, you realize now how horrible and unworthy you are to love. I smiled in my heart.

"I love him, very much. And I'm always waiting for him. Honest in my heart I was expecting him and one day he came and we will be happy forever. Like in a Disney princess fairy tale.

But if waiting for him to marry someone and get divorced . Is he not outrageous? What is Caca's fault and what is my fault for being treated so equally Lee? "

I want to understand Ellie.

I'm glad Ellie would tell me, which means she trusts me.

Although I must admit I became jealous, because Ellie felt very sincere and loved the Lee at first. And there's still love that Ellie feels for the creature.

But now it is good because as much as he loves the man, so much as he is disappointed. And I feel now that Ellie's emotions are more like an angry person. Not sad like yesterday.

Of course this is good, I know a person's process of dealing with something disappointing in his life is ruined or sad, angry but finally accepting so that he can recover.

Some cases might leave marks like me because of my childhood...

But inevitably this is a process that Ellie has to go through. I will be by his side, always. Whatever the outcome was for Ellie.

And one thing for sure he'll be mine.

Must.

My patience for years is running out.

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At the hospital :

Point of view Lee

Who was that guy with Ells? Why does his face seem foreign to me?

But I don't remember where I've seen it.

I remember going on about how that guy told me to let Ellie go and take Ellie away. "Sial ... shit... shit!!!!"

Mami Alfons was aghast at her son's sudden scream. "Lee Alfons! Mami please calm yourself, you're sick Fons, please."

"Mih, how can I calm down? The one I love goes to someone else. And I can't do anything. In fact I have to live with people I don't love at all."

"Fons, be a grown man. Mami never taught you to be a man who bre#gsek like that. You do, you have to take responsibility. If you hadn't impregnated Caca, would Mami have told you to marry Caca?? Think about the baby, did you have him grow up without a father? Think about Caca. He's young, has a very long and bright future. Do you want to think about yourself? Do you feel the most suffering? Don't do it for that innocent baby and for Fons' mom".

"But mih.. Ellie's? How's Ellie feeling?"

"Ellie is certainly Fons's innocent, so please live your life. And let Ellie go. Ellie's a good, beautiful woman, she'll lead a happy and wonderful life, even without you".

I just remember our day together. And my night with Ellie. In the end Ellie was the most disadvantaged. Although I can't accept all of Mami's words, but I also know Mami's words have a point.

What am I supposed to do??

illustration of Ellie