The Love that is Abolished
6. taste it
Days changed days, months changed tk felt udh 3 months aq was in Jakarta.my parents were very happy the first time aq tellin my work. "Is my money enough, kl sent this mother, does Aliva not lack later." my mother in a raucous voice asked all that. "But mother, aq still pya handle. please it make pay debts² part Inshaalloh next month aq send lgi bu" jawqbku. In the heart ad happy, proud bsa helped lighten my mother's burden.
3 Months to stay contracted this attitude ms Anto unchanged still attention tp aq fear salh understand his attitude and kindness. I don't want to be too confident thinking that Anto loves me. He never revealed it. aq afraid only salh interpret it. Many cwek who like sma ms Anto, Ms Anto jga good their high school, mkny aq tk can be ge er.
Evening sunday aq tk mana² cmn at home read Agatha Cristhie novels about detective Paiot who always succeed in solving his case. Aq lgi seriously door knocked from the outside, aq see through the window, sp who knocked on the door. "oh ms Anto, briefly ms aq pk hijab dlu. I'll open the door, "What's wrong??" tanyaku.
"Ayoo we jln² mlm weekly." invite ms Anto. "laa ms Anto ga ngapelin girlfriend anyway?" my many. "This is my girlfriend's gape" replied Ms. Anto. "I can" I replied. "Aq flattered loo mas" my god.
Sunday night alone at home, tonight I was invited around Jakarta. Aq feel really small, byk gedung² high skyscraper, apartment and byk bungu² other heightny. Kl squirming kayak gini want ap we are arrogant, above the sky is still ad the sky.
"Kok kmu ga ad romantik²ny is applying aq, in fried rice stalls, knp ga kaya in novel² it loo mas, booking restaurant ad surprise apiny flower" rajukku. "Laa this is romantic, aq also booking a fried rice restaurant, here's the proof" said Anto. "It is important the sincerity of my love dek to propose to you, to sail the household ark with me" continued Mas Anto.
Tonight aq happy once aq feel that taste, flowering taste², feeling tk want away from you, feeling do not want you to leave. Aq laksakan prayer 2 reka salat mlm, to express gratitude to You, Robb. I give thanks for wishing that my choice was not wrong.
I read Arrahman's letter I live to the meaning of Your Favour which is the one, which must be denied... Yes Alloh. allow this happiness is timeless. May this choice be the best for me in your opinion, Robb. Aq hope You always give the best of the best you think, O Allah. And thou hast united us in a glorious holy bond. Doaku tk stop² thanks to the almighty All²ny. Robbana atinna fii dun yaa hazanah, wa fii endoti hazanah, wakinah adza bannar.
