The Love that is Abolished
5. slander
After the prayer, aq to cook to bring bekel to work. Finish smany aq off to work. Pass out the door meet with Anto. "Aliva mo leaving for work?" ask Anto. "yes mas" I replied. "Do you want to be together???" mas antok offered aq to be together, "rather than jln loo" added mas Antok. "Later ngrepotin kl aq with mas Anto, right mas Anto should nganter aq dlu. Mas Anto replied "Ga jga, come on with aj! let aq easily ngawasin you" exclaimed ms Anto. yaelah blm jga jdi girlfriend udh possessive very mas, nagelku in heart. Finally aq was with mas Anto, whether starting from when my chest feels deg²an, my heart dag dig. Aq often misbehavior in front of Anto.
Not felt already in front of my workplace. "later home wait for mas, Inshaalloh later aq pick up, yes" peritah mas Anto. Aq was silent and involuntarily nodded my head. Aq is still regulating my erratic heartbeat.
I also entered my workplace. Many employees look at me cynically, I don't care. Elin the old employee, who was always nice to me asked "katany you ngejar² Umar, and Umar sdh refused me tp you did not accept, you asked for 300k compensation, right so Aliva?" Mb Elin kept scolding me.
Astagfirullah, this apalgi ordeal, aq replied "mb aq new employee here ga mgkn aq find trouble with old karywan where dare aq mb, it is up to kl to believe aq yaa monggo, don't believe in monggo." Aq answered firmly. Mb Elin replied "you are like my sister, I know you so well, so I ask you, but after knowing your answer like that. Patience, God does not sleep "advice mb Elin. "Yeah mb" I replied.
I don't need to straighten out the news because the one who doesn't like me doesn't need it if that person likes me, of course, he trusts me more. Kutiban advice from the Prophet Muhammad SAW's friend, Ali Bin Abi Tholib. simply smile and keep walking upright, do not need to find justification. It will be proved right and wrong.
In the factory aq ga alone anyway, byk org tp on find own comfort². Not how much lma aq saw Ms. Umar enter while holding a cwek employee, walking in front of me very friendly. Aq still wants to say hello to him. "Would you eat a mas??" sapaku.Then I think aq here wander, must byk friends, brother do not look for enemies. Ms. umar ga replied, look no. "oh mgkn ga denger kali" I thought to myself.
Aq nungguin mas Anto, ga wait long mas Anto come, "For long wait?" ask Anto. "Ga kok mas" I replied with a smile. "The deck of my smile shakes my faith" said Mas Anto. "Let's go the way don't keep fighting.
"About buying maem dlu ga?" ask ms. Anto. "Ga ach mas is afraid later you ask for a change like the one that has²" my god. "Later aq ask for a more expensive replacement of chicken noodles and sweet orange ice.
Aq went back to the contract with a smile that never came off my lips. My heart rasany berbung². Oh my God, is this what you call falling in love???
