The Love that is Abolished
29. Nyidam 2's
After praying usually I immediately take a bath or cook, but I don't know since my pregnancy it feels lazy, the innate want to sleep continuously. Just as my body was lying down, the nausea from my stomach came out. Hoek... Hoek my voice wants to spit out everything in my stomach. Nothing comes out just yellow liquid that comes out.
I'm tired of my legs supporting my body. Surprisingly, Anto did not wake up by my voice earlier. I woke up Anto.
"Please buy me some chicken porridge, I want porridge and chicken." I asked Mas Anto.
Mas Anto immediately woke up, brushed his teeth and washed his face.
"You're not praying dlu mas shajuh?" much
"Ga it's noon" he replied. "Udah I want to buy porridge first do not need to talk" said Mas Anto again.
"Nih people get convulsions from where, waking up remembered for prayer shabuh even counted lectures." I thought in my heart.
Not long ago the voice of Anto was heard. "Nih Deck chicken porridge. cepet eaten. " said mas Anto.
"Where's chicken? I'll ask for chicken porridge." I ask again.
"That's a Diplastic Deck." answered Mas Anto.
"Chicken live mas, I want to eat porridge while looking at the chicken matuk-rice." I explained again with a frown.
"The one who nyidam mah-ada aja. I went to the market first. Want to find a chicken." said Mas Anto while wandering away.
Long wait Mas Anto I finally made boiled noodles, pake mustard, chili. Hmmm it looks so good. My saliva came out. I served my boiled noodles. Didn't wait long, I finally finished my boiled noodles. I took the medicine given by midwife Yuli. And I fell asleep too.
I woke up feeling my face was stroking, "Eh mas Anto is home?" ask me without sin.
"That's the chicken I bought, let's get up first and continue to maem" said Mas Anto again.
"Ga ach, I don't want to eat porridge, I made boiled noodles" I replied casually.
"How is the chicken?" ask Anto.
"Later do not need to be holy, let me be the holy one, you just rest. You just rest. Later if you want anything say yes. " said mas Anto gently, while kissing my forehead.
"Yes" I replied again.
Today it was not so good my stomach was nauseous to vomit, finally came out again what I had eaten. I feel really lemes. Try to take the rice dikit, the stomach even kayak stirred again. I can't smell the rice. Dikulkas there's just oranges. I eat it little by little. Finally in too.
I force these eyes to brim, so I can rest and my body does not limp anymore. But it can't. Hungrier. But want to eat what is confused. I tried to call Anto.
"Mas I want a hodgepodge, it's been vomited again, out that has been eaten, my body until lemes, mas." I said complaining.
"Yes, I will take a break, yes, no pa-pa will wait a moment" said Mas Anto
"Ga pa-pa." I replied in tears.
Whether mas Anto think what is wrong with my request, I do not care that I am hungry, want a hodgepodge. I don't know if I'm being selfish.
An hour later Mas Anto came, while carrying a hodgepodge. But his face is bent while maybe rubbing a sprain or angry.
"Tomorrow if you want something, don't be so Deck, I'll be hard permission " said Mas Anto.
I didn't answer, just crying.
"I'm not so maem gado-gadonya balikin aja." I said crying added kenceng.
"Yes sorry in Anto yes, this is a hodgepodge eaten, do not cry anymore" replied the gentle mas. "If for example I go to work again ga pa-pa kan Dek, you at home eat hodgepodge while watching chicken eat alone." asked Mas Anto again
"Yeah ga pa-pa" I answered
"I went to work first Dek." said Mas Anto while kissing my forehead. I just nodded my head.
It turns out this is what it feels like to be pregnant, it turns out this is what it feels like to be sick, tortured to eat anything that is not good. So remember mom in the village. Duh Gusti forgive my sins to my mother, forgive also the sins of my mother my father. O Allah keep my son in my womb.so that my son.make him a good child. Those are the only prayers I offer.
