The Love that is Abolished
28. Nysidams
Let the past pass, may it be just a writing error in the diary. I forget about trying to forget everything and trying to start all over again, even though it hurts so much.
As the country's economy began to stabilize, and the situation has begun to be conducive, but I have not entered work, which has begun to enter the work of Anto. It's normal to work, keep not doing the routine work it feels boring. My job in the rented was just chatting, chatting with rented neighbors.
I like to eat rujak, feel like eating rujak really good. Trus want it assem-asem, it is my favorite.
"You may be nyidam Aliva again," asked Mbak Lia while paying attention to the way I eat rujak.
"Ah cook the mbak? I have always been happy." I replied.
"Have you come the moon yet?" ask me Lia. "Last when did you come to the moon?" ask Lia again.
"It should have been 2 weeks ago" I replied casually.
"Don't you get pregnant with Aliva?" search mbak Lia.
"Not now, not so keen." I replied again.
"Well, why, this man has a husband" said Mbak Lia.
"Still afraid, you can't carry a baby" I replied without sin.
"Later over time, it's also smart to hold your child" explained Lia.
Because the thought of the talk mbak Lia last afternoon I said the same mas Anto. "I think I want to check, I'm late for the month."
"You're being ushered in ?" ask Anto.
"If you don't want to send dong, to the front midwife there." I replied.
"May, but on foot, let's be more romantic" said Mas Anto.
"Yes." I replied.
Arriving in front of Yuli, it turns out that many want to check, I have to take the queue number first. "Well, the message is to go home tonight." I said in my heart. Waiting and waiting until I get sleepy, my queue number is finally called. Why am I so nervous. This is just a regular check.
"Can I help you, ma'am?" said the midwife Yuli was friendly and smiling.
"I want to check mom, I'm 2 weeks late" I replied shyly
"Yuk now urine test first yes, the urine is entered into this small cup a third aj." pinta bu midwife Yuli.
I also obeyed the orders of the midwife, actually my own ticklish pepper, holding my own urine. After the completion of the new midwife enter the pregnancy test pack.
"Wait a minute, be patient" said the midwife.
"This is the result already out, there is a red line 2 which means positive. It's a sign that in your stomach there's a new life that you have to take care of." explained midwife Yuli.
I was dumbstruck, moved so I could not speak, only these eyes why wet.
"Why do you want to be a mom who cries?" said bu midwife ngeledek.
"If you could know how many weeks old my son is a midwife?" ask me to the midwife.
"New 2 weeks. Later given vitamins and drugs usual trisemester early birth of the mother will often relieve nausea. Later if mersa nausea the medicine is taken yes! Don't be tired!" the orders of the midwife Yuli.
After I came out, I saw Anto playing HP. "It's over. Quickly paid for his administration, let's go home, I'm sleepy." I said.
"It's over, yes let's go home" said Mas Anto again.
"Where was the result of the Deck? Are you really pregnant?" mas Anto strapped me with a lot of questions.
"Yes Mas. It's been 2 weeks." I replied.
"Alhamdulillah." shouted Anto excited. "What do you want to eat, Dek, I'll look for it?" ask Anto.
"I don't want to eat anything yet. I'm just sleepy." I replied
"Yes sleep, Dek, I will take care of you" said Mas Anto.
"Your words are poetic, usually rich people like to make promises everywhere." I tried to insinuate him.
"Have gone to sleep." answered Anto while actually blanketing me.
I don't know what I'm feeling there's a new life in my stomach. Sometimes I'm shrouded in fear that Anto's mas is returning to his past. Should I prepare myself for that possibility. One thing is for sure I will always look after and take care of my son, until I die.
