The Love that is Abolished
10. sick

The noise of the roar of the bus engine makes the music itself deliver our sleep. The power and the mind make us sleep. Until it feels like it has reached our destination. Down from Pulo Gadung terminal, we rest while looking for a fried rice worker. Hungry who whack because tdi in the rest area do not have time to eat, because pda sleeps soundly.

My favorite goat Fried rice has been presented with a scent that seduces me. Mas Anto pesen his favorite fried noodles.

"Second, about my mother's attitude, do not think about it, and do not need to be entered into the heart. Later with time, I will welcome you." explained Mas Anto, holding my hand.

"Now we think about us aj" added Anto.

"iyaa mas, Inshaalloh sma baik² aj." I replied. "Aq will always try to make you happy Deck" promised Mas Anto.

"Don't you promise me, I'm afraid you'll deny it. Prove your sincerity. Inshaalloh aq will be a good wife. Frankly seeing the attitude of mother Anto aq so worried, afraid.

By riding the steel, we finally arrived at the rented place. I'll lay down my body to ease my fatigue. I looked at the sky² my room I asked in my heart must be continued, ap not this... Finally I take the water of ablution kucba to perform the prayers of Istikharoh may You give instructions. Give the plan the best trough.

Until the completion of the Aq prayer that is comfortable, close your eyes. Aq sure Alloh always gives the best hambany.

Waking up aq mersa not feeling well. Body tersa meriang, head giddy ga ketulungan. I don't know who's outside ketok² door, aq tasa mas Anto, ask for breakfast. With tekatj² aq open the door, my body feels very weak.

"Yes, why your deck?"ask Anto.

"My body lemes mas, meriang, my head dizzy mas" I replied.

"Ga need to enter work dlu yaa "pinta mas Anto.

Mas Anto looking for a handkerchief, to compress aq.

"Aq out for a while, Dek, buy chicken porridge" said Mas Anto. Aq tk replied it was just ngeliatin aj. Before long Mas Anto came with 2 packs.

"Come dlu dining deck, here aq bribe" forced mas Anto. Only 3 mouthfuls rasany already full. mouth rasany bitter.

"Yes now take the drug dlu" pinta mas Anto. After taking the medicine, my eyes felt really heavy. No waiting minutes to fall asleep. At 11 an aq wake up my body already feel lightened ga rich earlier. Aq thought mas Anto entered work. it turns out that Anto was loyal to take care of aq.

"You don't work?" my many.

"Where aq can enter the work of the Deck, in the workplace mlh can not concentrate. My mind goes on, besides you're not a guard.

"Aq has gone well, "I replied

"Let's eat dlu, you kl ga bribed blm of course this porridge goes into your stomach, Dek!!" Omel mas Anto's.

I don't know why I feel comfortable, happy, for the attention of Anto. Duh Gusti what is the answer to my prayer earlier, Mas Anto patiently ngerawat aq who is sick.

"Tomorrow morning kl ga cured check to the clinic ya Dek" pinta mas Anto.

"Aq don't want you to get sick" he added.

"Aq has been mengingan mas, only lemesny aj.

"Alhamduliilah" said Mas Anto pleased.

"You want maem ap Dek?, later aq masakin." asked Mas Anto.

"Blm kepen maem apa², mas." I replied.

Rasany aq is not healing. Your attention won't make me lose you. Never change, though. Aq was very afraid of your loss.