The Love that is Abolished
14. preparation
Time to change. Preparations for the implementation of marriage are almost 80% complete. Mas Anto is very warning, or giving aq warning should not be too tired, should not be too close to the opposite sex, everywhere should be permission, if necessary mas Anto who delivers.
Pleasure and annoyance alternately often appear in my heart. Happy because I feel only aq is noticed mas Anto. "Wiiiiiiih. turned out to believe myself big jga yaa." I said inwardly. Upset because Anto is too possessive of me.
"Sir, later we go home from work take orders for our invitation that has been jdi. The printing press was already ngabarin aq. Don't forget Dek. "the word mas Anto reminds me
"Yes" I answered. "Keep the problem of souvenirs how do mas udh finish jga ?" I asked Mas Anto.
"Inshaalloh, tomorrow will be Deck." replied Anto.
"Alhamduliilah, may all be made easy, mas." I replied.
Aq enter the workplace with a carefree heart, may today always be given blessing and ease in every step of my way. That's my prayer always.
Many of my friends pray for me, may be launched hajatku.But the gaze of Umar mas increasingly cynical to me.
"Ga don't think about Umar, later he will not return as usual, he only needs time, to treat his heart wounds." comforted Elin as if he knew my heart. "Be assured everything will be fine, the bride-to-be should not be much thought, pamali said the parents dlu" said mbak Elin long and wide.
"Yeah mb, aq pray for Umar quickly met jodohny." I replied sincerely.
"Oo it mbak, means aq apply for leave now aj ya mb," asked me to ask for consideration mb Elin.
"Yes now aj Aliva, would you like to deliver ap yourself? do you dare yourself?" fashion mbak Elin
"Dare to be" I replied.
After going through a long and convoluted process, must ask permission of my head of production, the head of production finally cutiku has been processed, two days lgi cutiku will be acc.
In the afternoon according to plan, aq and mas Anto take a ready-made invitation order. It turns out the invitation is more beautiful than my design. Aq was very happy. Don't forget to stop by the souvenir reservation. And it turns out to be true tomorrow souvenir so, according to the schedule of taking goods.
All the preparations that we have completed, we enter the box, so as not to be forgotten, or missed. Everything is checked many times, do not be left behind. We stayed 2 weeks. Thank God everything is as we wish. This preparation is real, taking our time, even though we are not experienced, we do not hesitate to ask more experts, so that we get directions. All for our good.
Preparation in Jakarta has been completed 100%, this is the preparation we asked for. Because, it is not possible that all are handed over by the elderly. Preparation of tents and catering has been taken care of by the family in Solo, because later the reception and marriage contract will be held in Solo, according to Solo custom.
The closer to day H, the more worry, anxiety, fear, gurgling, groggy the more attacked me. Duh, why do I have fear and misgivings like this. I hold my prayer rug and I take my face I pray my prayers, may You always accompany my every step, may You ease my path. My prayer in hope. My love is in silence,. My Passion to the Creator of all things. I recited some holy verses of the Quran to relieve my anxiety and fear. I don't know until what verse, my death is closed. And aqpun asleep.
