The Love that is Abolished
30. Syifa Ramadani

For some people nyidam is a pleasure in itself. Similarly, I enjoy my nyidam with joy, as a place to revenge my heartache.

Not tersa my pregnancy has been 7 months, because the state of my economy is again deteriorated I just make rice anointing to be divided into orphan foundations, as a condition of the 7 monthly event. Pray for my son to be healthy, to be born safe.

Thank God my neighbor cares about me. They always gave me what I wanted.They were always good to me. Good people depend on how we value others.

Tonight, my stomach is muling. So ill. I grimaced in pain.

"Why is your grandfather?" ask Anto to worry

"My stomach hurts a lot, it's mules." I replied

"What did you eat this lunch?" ask Anto.

"So eat together with jengkol dicabeein jembak Lia" I replied.

"Want to check now?" ask Anto. I nodded my head.

Sent by Anto I checked into Yuli's midwife.

"Oh it's okay just a false contraction. Later if you want to give birth to mules will be more and more often, there continues to be slimy blood." explained the midwife Yuli.

"Ooh that's ma'am, it's not pa-pa ma'am." asked Anto

"Ga nothing sir." replied the midwife Yuli.

"The position of the baby's grandpa is real, the gestational age is 30 weeks" said the midwife explained again.

"Thank you ma'am" said Mas Anto

"Yes the same." replied the midwife.

After checking the contractions did not happen again, I was able to sleep even though it was uncomfortable. In the morning I pray the prayers, continue to wash and cook.

"Why is my stomach mules again?" my question is in my heart. "Mas wake up mas, you pray first." I said while building Anto mas.

"I do not pray the dawn of Dek, very cold hit the ablution water," replied Mas Anto.

"Today you do not need to work first, my stomach mules again." I asked the same mas Anto.

"What kind of work do you and your child want to be fed?" yell at angry Anto.

"I left first!" said Mas Anto

"Yes." I replied briefly.

My stomach starts getting out of control. I ask for help with Mbak Lia, "Assallamualaykum mbak lia. I want to ask for help dong, anterin to the puskesmas mbak. "

"Yes, Aliva you want to give birth, your husband should not have to work first. Come on I'm gonna ride the bike, ain't pa-pa? " ask me if I panic.

Until at the puskesmas, I immediately handled the same midwife Yuli, it turns out that the midwife yuli also served as a midwife at the puskesmas.

Turns out I have opened 5. mules increased mules, my stomach ache increased pain, plus inget words mas Anto earlier.

Ms. Lia telep mas Anto, told me I want to give birth at the puskesmas, if I can go straight home, said Mbak Lia.

Before long Mas Anto had been in the maternity room accompanying me in my labor, "let's be encouraging" said midwife Yuli.

Adhan Ashar reverberated at that time I fought with death, whether who won. Adhan ashar after reverberating changed with the sound of my son's cry. Cute, beautiful baby girl, may you be a good boy tomorrow, my prayer.

Mas Anto is putting my son on trial. Tired, sick, tired already lost to happy change. I gave birth normally without any stitches.

"Tomorrow I can go home, my mother is just as adeknya, Alhdulillah are both healthy" said the mother of the midwife Yuli.

"Beautiful on Deck" said Mas Anto. I just smiled.

"Who do you think Dek's name is? Dance yes first name." pinta mas Anto

"Ga ad the name of Dance, I hate the name of Dance the most, reminding me of my hatred for someone. Besides the name of Dance is very ugly." I shouted.

Mas Anto Just shut up, maybe he offended the name of his lover I uglyin. I don't want my son to be overshadowed by Mas Anto's past.

"Here I try to carry a mas." I asked Anto.

"If you want to go out to eat or smoke please" I said.

"Yes, Deck my mouth feels cool from earlier ga ngerokok. I ate first ya Dek." pamit mas Anto. I just nodded my head.

I looked at my daughter's beauty, I found it comforting. I'll name you Syifa Ramadani a beautiful name as beautiful as the man. Mother's prayer for you, son...