The Love that is Abolished
35. jealousy

AC patas bus for Semarang-Solo drove fast, with the heart save upset, hurt I went home to Solo. Until the Tirton terminal, I went down. Although heavy and innate, but thank God many people who help me. From picking up a suitcase and finding a taxi for me.

Before arriving at my residence, I tidied up my appearance, lest my parents know my wounds. Get off the cab, get the mother out of the house.

"Loooh nduk, kowe dewekan [looh boy, are you alone]?" I asked her while looking in the car.

"Ga ma'am, it was the same as Anto, but Anto mas in Semarang again has business." I replied smiling.

"Oo yo wes, I think you guys are fighting again" said mom again. While replacing me carrying Syifa.

"Mother take Syifa for a while, I want to pray maghrib first." I said to mother.

"Iyo nduk." answered the mother while talking to Syifa. Syifa had started to take out her babbles.

Immediately I take the water of the wudhlu, give prayers to carry out my duties, I leave all my problems to You, Robb. Finish my maghrib prayer directly to the kitchen, to take a meal, from this morning work at home in-laws have not entered rice at all.

Mother cook vegetable lodeh, fried salted fish and terasi nyambel in accordance with my taste. Not finished I finished my meal, there was a voice mas Anto in front.

"Assallamualaykum." hail mas Anto.

"Waalaykumsalam." answered mom and I together.

"Loo said Aliva, in Semarang there is still business. Is the business done, Anto?" ask mom to Anto.

"Yes ma'am is done, the business is for a while" replied mas Anto.

"Oo yoo wes kono ndang maem with Aliva. [yes already there, immediately eat with Aliva]." said the mother to Mas Anto.

"Yes ma'am." replied Mas Anto.

I heard Anto's steps, entered the kitchen, I pretended not to know.

"Your grandfather to Solo how not to wait for me anyway, no pamit anyway, no polite know?" anto mas gumam.

"Oh I was waiting for you, but remember you again walk with your wife, I was afraid later even a long time. Then I'm not saying goodbye to people at home, because there's no one at home." I replied as I continued eating.

"Sorry Dek" said Mas Anto.

"What's it for?" I am the same with Anto.

"He was my ex, we met by accident. I want to introduce you as my wife you're gone." replied Mas Anto.

"Oh." I replied.

"So I have to say what mas, I might not have to say, if you happen to meet, right, from yesterday you were eager to go home, right?" ask me with a high note.

"Patience deck, do not be emotional, I'm the same Dance is no longer related, she also has her own small family. He even said hello to you." explained Mas Anto.

"Greetings back." ketusku.

Immediately I spent my meal, I left my own Anto mas, I gave milk to Syifa, so that later if I stay praying is not fussy.

"This mother is Shifa's milk, I want to do Isya prayer first." I said to mother.

"Come on." answered mom.

I performed Isya's prayer after I read al Mulk's letter. Kulipat sejadah and my face I approached Syifa, it was already carried by Anto mas.

"Eh there's mama, have you finished praying mah?" ask Anto to me.

"It is." I replied briefly. "Come Syifa powder first." I directly took Syifa from Anto's sling.

"Sir, are you still angry with me? I really have nothing to do with Dance." asked Mas Anto.

"Mas now to be honest, in your heart there is actually still love for Dance, I have felt the mas of your busy looking for tickets, trus fitting sleep you delirious." I explained began to emotion.

"The Deck Oath, no." replied Mas Anto.

I breathed deeply as I said Istiqfar. After my heart is cold, I just talked about Anto.

"Mas, I'm going to sleep." I said to Anto.

"You were cheated on ga? cook me no one's cheating?" tanya Anto teased me.

"Sana asked Tari to tell me to fuck you up." I answered keselonin.

The crowing sound of my father's pet chicken woke me up, I was shocked that there was a hand of Anto mas on my stomach, "so last night you called me mas?" my question is in my heart. Immediately I marginalized the hand of mas Anto, because I was performing the prayer. After the morning prayers I went to the kitchen to help mom make breakfast.

"Mas wake up let's have breakfast, wait for mom and dad." I said while waking up Mas Anto. It is hard to wake him when he sleeps. Finally Anto woke up.

"I take a shower first Dek." said Mas Anto.

I kissed my son who was puffed up, the feeling of anxiety until unconscious made my son cry woke up. I am happy today.