The Love that is Abolished
25. life lessons

Adhan shubuh echoed, waking me from my sleep. I woke up hoping that what I was reading was just a dream. I carry out my duty, pray the dawn. After completion of the prayer I woke up Anto mas to perform the prayer.

"Mas let's wake up mas, already adzan shabuh, pray mas! " i said while waking up Mas Anto.

"Later on Deck, I'm still tired" said Mas Antok and went back to sleep again.

O Lord, just as You created him, do not keep Your commandments, and do not fear. Especially just hurting me. Do I always have to respect him?

I let it be Anto. Actually my heart is still crap and upset. But I have to be patient. Hopefully later Anto can change, that's my hope.

I light the stove and the most practical breakfast cubikin indomie fry using egg sliced chili. It's stirring my morning taste. Enjoyed my breakfast, alone. Only warm tea without sugar. Finish breakfast. I woke up again in Anto. "Will you leave for work at what time? " tanyaku to Mas Anto.

"I'm off to shit, Dek. You did not pa-pa today riding an online ojek. I can't do Dek, my eyes are so sleepy?" ask Anto

"Ga pa-pa. Yes, you just rest. O yes mas I do not cook, especially if you are hungry to make your own indomie fry!" I said to Anto. Regardless of Mas Anto's reply, I put on my shoes and uniform.

"I'm leaving mas." I said without kissing her hand I went to work. Instead of making a ride ojeg online, mengingan me walk, in addition to frugal and make healthy.

My puffy eyes are still visible even though I cover up using consular and powder. But I don't care either. I keep my feet relaxed. Arrive at my place of work on time. Uh there's still a 10-minute break.

"Are you having more of Aliva's problems?" ask Elin. Elin always cared about me.

"Your eyes are swollen, you cried last night, right?" ask Elin again.

"Yes, watching the tragic story to the feeling of mbak." I said to mbak Elin. I'm trying to cover up the problems in my new family. I'll solve this problem my way. Without the intervention of others.

"So you didn't get picked up yesterday, right, maybe you're angry with your husband." guess Elin again.

"No mbak, yesterday my husband overtime. PT nya buy a new engine from Germany, coincidentally the engine has come. So the story Unboxing is so loo mbak." I answered accordingly.

"O thank God there's no problem, Aliva. I'm calm." said Elin.

"Thank you for being considerate and caring for me." I said heartily.

"I feel like I have a sister now." I said with pleasure to Elin's mother.

"Household will be a lot of problems Aliva, depending on us to react to it. Whether with patience, or with anger.

If with patience and cool head we are in solving problems in our household, then the decision obtained will usually be good.

But the decisions we take because of emotional and anger basis, will arise regret in the future.

Rest assured all decisions taken because the rush is not good results." advice mbak Elin long.

"You too I've considered my sister, your grief is also my sorrow, if there is any problem do not hesitate to tell me yes. Later we find a solution together. " said Elin again.

Today I got life lessons, a lot of advice I got. I have to be strong. And keep the spirit, facing the trials and trials in my household. I have a lot to learn. Learn to be patient, learn to control yourself, and learn to control your passions. I'll make you forget your girlfriend, Mom. That's tekatku.