The Angel of Time
chapter 48

I felt something cold on my cheek. When I opened my eyes it turned out that Astrid's hand was already holding my cheek. I think he tried to wake me up with his hand still washed in water when he took a bath.

"Come on." said Astrid who was already sitting on my left,

"Where are we going" I asked as I sat down,

"Wouldn't you take a shower?" astrid asked, I simply replied with body language, nodding my head in response to "yes".

We walked towards the parking lot, I fell silent as I woke up. It still feels heavy to my eyes to see, it feels so futile. Came here with the hope of having fun, enjoying the beautiful scenery, but I slept instead. Sorry, maybe I disappointed you.

At about ten o'clock Astrid and I rushed to leave the place. On the way I chose to sit in the back, it felt so hard to open my eyes. Astrid also understood that, so she asked me to sit in the back. It may not be unusual if the guy sits behind a girl, but if not this will not arrive, even though I have tried to fight my drowsiness.

"Have you been to Kali blue?" ask Astrid, please,

"Not yet." I replied,

"Let's go there!" astrid said,

I just according to what he wants, because his wish is to make me happy.

We rushed straight to the blue time. I lay my head on his shoulder, I hope that when I get to the destination, my eyes are no longer sleepy. Along the way I just fell silent, even though Astrid told me a lot.

"I want to go to Borobudur, watch the release of the lanterns" Astrid said,

"When ?" my tofu, my,

"July tomorrow." she replied,

"Oh, we've been there." I said,

"No way, I promised to go with Jafar. Even if he can't come, I won't go to the show. Because I'm not going somewhere I promised to go with that person" Astrid said,

Once we got far enough through a very large reservoir, we just stopped for a while to take a photo. Because to shorten the time we have to hurry to the destination. We went down the road, but finally we arrived. After we left the bike in the parking lot.

Look at the atmosphere, the scenery, and see a lot of people taking pictures of each other. I don't feel like doing anything. I sat quietly beside Astrid who took several photos with her camera phone. I noticed Astrid's facial features as if they were carrying a load, or was there something she was thinking about? I saw him trying to hide his sadness. But I find it difficult to focus my mind, I just think of a place that might be able for me to fall back and sleep for a while.

"You're bosen?" Astrid suddenly asked like that, I was surprised she would say such a thing, he said,

"No, I'm just sleepy." maybe with an answer like that can make him sure, but in view of the expression on his face, he looks incredulous.

Astrid asked me to find food. There was a small shop selling some cold drinks and food, there was also a salted egg from a duck egg. We sat down and bought some snacks. He advised me to drink tea in a box instead of a bottle, because his mother used to work in a tea factory with box packaging. I just according to what he said.

"You're the same as me?" astrid asked suddenly,

"No, I'm sleepy.. So I just kept quiet, hehe." I replied,

If you know, being with you is not boring, it's just that I can't explain, my mouth is heavy to move. With you is such a happiness, I feel lucky to be close so far. Knowing the leak you said earlier, about what your father likes, it makes me feel more advanced. Although materially I'm not ready when compared to your boyfriend. Here he is closer to reaching you, but I don't know if I'm sure you're giving me a better chance. If he is ranked first to get you completely, I will try at minus one, to be far ahead for your sake. But it's all in your decision.

My love just flows. There is no reason to love you, this heart is so sincere. It can even be sincere when I fail to have you. I don't feel like I'm competing with him to have you. Honestly, I'm not that optimistic to have you. Material, this is what makes me feel insecure about having you. Though you once said, "if I were your match, I would be ready to live that simple life with you." , I remembered it when you came to my house, and blew out the white flowers. You call it the flower of hope.

The flowers you pick among the weeds that disturb the plants, you pick and blow with hope, that we will be together. I remember how happy you were when I was in the area where I lived. Thanks for the trip so far. You will never be bored.

We left the tourist spot after we prayed dzuhur together. Because Astrid has to go to work today, so before three we have to get to Jakal. We went home and I was driving now, even though on a long road, my eyes could not focus. In the end I sat back, "you slept.. You must be tired." Astrid asked me to go to sleep, even though I almost slumped off the bike a few times. And finally I got to mess and slept.