The Angel of Time
chapter 15

The afternoon had become night, the splashing of rainwater accompanied my slightly darkened heart. I kept waiting for my phone to go off hoping Astrid would send a message through BBM.

Suddenly Rahmad and Pak Agus were excited by the video they saw on his phone. When I saw the video, it turned out they were not swimming in the rain. They go to karaoke together.

I imagined how Astrid was laughing and happy. I'm getting less confident. I should've made Astrid laugh. I felt my closeness to him did not want to be replaced.

My phone rang, when I saw the screen it turned out Astrid was sending a message through BBM,

"Why you?"

I put my phone back. I didn't reply to that message. I still feel bad about the fact that it happened.

"Gio, what's wrong with you?"

I looked in front of the cashier, looking for where the sound came from. A voice I know very well. My heart was beating fast, when I saw a sweet smiling face. Astrid stood in front of the cashier with a gentle greeting. I approached him, and at that time the turmoil of my jealousy subsided a little. Astrid ordered two meals.

"Who are you?" much

"Sama Nita, up ahead" he explained

"Would you like to eat?" much

"Yeah, I've been nahan laperrr from earlier." in a powerful tone.

After he finished ordering, he sat down at the table outside. After the food and drinks were ready, I purposely drove her, hoping to see her for longer. By the time I got to her desk, she was already waiting for me both with Nita sitting opposite each other. Astrid greeted me with that smile.

"Gio, are you upset? Rahmad said that."

"No, just haven't eaten yet I'm lemes." I replied with reason.

I couldn't look him in the eye, but my eyes didn't want to turn away from his smile. My eyes turned to Nita who was listening to music from her phone. I stood up long enough, I had to go back in. Suddenly Mas Matin rebuked me with his smile, "Gio gio gio gio gio, again work you know."

"Gorio!!" he called me with his will, he,

"Piye piye?" ask me when I stop in front of him while I hold the tray,

"Ngapuro yo, Ojo jealous yo?" he said,

"Ora, really" I answered briefly,

"Nek no saranke mending koe ojo wishes ro Astrid." he calmly warned me,

"Emang nopo?" I was a little surprised by his words.

"Astrid uwis due boyfriend, want me to have a chat ro Astrid."

"Let me know." I replied.

"I want to sing together, take pictures together, look at the eyes."

I just smiled and left Vidi. I don't want to get jealous of the story. Vidi's words disturbed my mind.

All right, if he's got a girlfriend. I know this is wrong, but this is what happened. I fell in love with her, have her? I'm not confident. I looked at myself, very incomparable to Astrid. He's a student, studying at the Islamic University of Indonesia, an elite campus for people who have a lot of money. His parents were certainly rich.

But, even though she has a boyfriend, as long as I don't snatch it is okay. Yes, I do love him. Well even if I can't have it at least I can express it, the important thing is that he knows I love him.

Whatever he wants to answer, I don't care about the answer, the important thing is that he knows I love him, that's all. I'm not asking for answers. Enough of me to say, later on in time.