My Bow to the Destiny of Love
The old disease is coming back

"Don't pick me up later. You go anywhere your event. I'll go home by myself." Chayra closed the car door slowly. Rushed to leave Ardian who just silently did not respond to his words.

After Chayra's departure, Ardian glanced at the girl. "Is my show just dropping off the girl every morning?" Ask yourself. "Where's your pride, Ardian..?" Ardian sat leaning back while contemplating his fate.

"Why now do I always die a flea in front of that girl? I'd go crazy if I kept rooming with him." Ardian grunting. It turned out that all this time he was trying to hold back. Fortunately, Chayra always wears closed clothes while sleeping. If not, maybe the man had already eaten her for not being able to bear it.

Ardian breathed heavily. "I think I should go out tonight." Rethink, "but, if I go out, I have to say what to say to Papi."

"Gue needs an impingement. The girl tortured me and wanted to kill me slowly. For almost two months I never enjoyed women. It's all because of him."

Ardian grunting. Put both hands behind your head. "Ok.. We're putting together plans from now on."

That afternoon when I go home. Chayra was surprised when she found Ardian's car was already on the road. He repeatedly warned the man not to pick him up. He was uncomfortable if he continued to trouble the man constantly.

Chayra grew even more shocked as Ardian waved at her.

"Lho wait there. Let me cross that." Ardian shouted so that Chayra could hear his voice.

That afternoon, the vehicle was very crowded. To just cross the road Chayra will take a long time. Finally, Chayra nodded in agreement. Waiting for the man, sitting on the sidewalk while reading the thick book in his hand.

"Lake in!"

That one word made Chayra's concentration instantly crumble. He raised his head and found that Ardian's car was in front of him. "Eh, I'm here. Yes, I'm going up now." Putting back his thick book into the backpack perched on his back.

"I have plans to transfer to the University where you finished your studies yesterday." Chayra opened the conversation after a long period of silence along the way.

"So far, I won't support it, but I won't ban it either. If you want to move, please."

"I just want to ask your permission. Because whatever our situation is now. I am your legal wife. Everything I do must be with my husband's permission."

"That's what his name is. I've said the same. The problem is up to you. If you want to go to college again, please."

"Thank you.." Chayra looked out the window. Silence was created between them.

Adzan Zuhur. Ardian immediately stopped his vehicle without being asked by Chayra. It seems he has understood the habits of Chayra who always pray on time.

"Please if you want to pray first. I'm waiting here." Ardian said without looking at Chayra.

"Thank you.." Chayra stepped out. Just a few steps away, he turned around and stared at the car in surprise. Tumben the man instantly understood without him asking to stop first.

"Gue just wants to drive home. I have an event after this. If Mami or Papi asks, just tell me I'm going to my friend's house who's sick." Ardian said the word after Chayra re-entered the car after setting up prayers.

"Where's the house?"

"Lho don't know. Don't fuss. Just say it like I said."

"But I don't know what to say if Mami or Papi asks. Especially if Papi asks. I must be able to explain in detail so that he can believe."

Ardian exhaled violently. In his heart he confirmed the words of Chayra. The paper is very difficult to lie and will find out until the roots of the problem.

"Just tell me I'm on street xxx housing xxx."

"Thank you.."

"How many times have you said thank you to me." Ardian glanced at Chayra.

"Is the word a problem in your hearing? I think the word is able to make the feelings of people who have been good to us become happy. Because after all, the word is used when someone helps us. Isn't that right?" Chayra looked at Ardian sharply. Completely confused by this man next to him.

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That night..

Chayra paced back and forth in her room. It's eleven o'clock at night. However, Ardian has no signs of going home. This afternoon the man said he was going to visit his friend's house.

With a feeling of anxiety, Chayra wrote a short message on her phone. Looking for her husband's contacts she kept under the name 'Abu Jahal.'

You where? Papi has asked you twice where you are.

Chayra smiled seeing the name. She could have kept her husband's contact with that name. But, she is determined not to change that name on her phone, before Ardian turns into a better human being.

Long wait no reply. Chayra was confused to say what else if her in-laws asked again.

The knock on the door made him take a deep breath. He could have guessed that it must be Renata.

Sure enough, when the door had just opened, Renata's face was plastered in front of the door. Chayra was surprised to see Sucipto there too.

"Is Ardian home yet?"

"Mm. not yet, Pi. Ayra's been sending him a message."

"Then what did he say?"

"Mm. has not been answered, Pi."

"You rest first. Ardian's business let Papi take care of it."

"I. yeah, Pi."

"Sleep in bed. Don't sleep on the couch." Sucipto passed after finishing his sentence.

Chayra gulped at her saliva hearing her in-laws orders. Ms. Renata smiled looking at her daughter-in-law's expression.

"If you always sleep apart, when can you hold a grandchild." Renata patted Chayra's shoulder gently.

"Ehheheh, yes.. Mi." Chayra smiled wrongly. Scratching his head to reduce the clumsy feeling in-laws.

"Here you rest.."

"Yes, Mi."

Chayra closed the room door after Renata left. Sit on the side of the bed. Her mind was filled with bad things about her husband. Distinguish a few times to get rid of those feelings.

Slowly lay his body on the bed. He must sleep now, in order to wake up at the time of tahajud.

At four o'clock in the morning, the door opened slowly. Chayra saw her husband come in.

Ardian locked the door from the inside. It was heard to breathe a sigh of relief when it managed to enter the room without the knowledge of its parents.

He only glanced at Chayra who was sitting on the prayer mat without any intention to greet him. His body felt aching after successfully venting his passion on two women tonight. His body needs rest to be a normal man again. Throwing his body hard on the bed. Look at the ceiling of his room while smiling to himself.

"Where are you going? Papi's been asking you several times all night. I am tired of making excuses. Say this, say that. My sins are so many today because of you." Chayra asked while folding her alphabet.

"Wherever I go, it's none of my business. Stupid terribly.."

"I'm your wife. I deserve to know where you are."

"God..." Ardian smiled cynically. "When did you feel like my wife? If you want to control me, prove that you're a good wife."

The deg..!

Chayra was shocked to hear Ardian. "M.. What do you mean by saying that?"

"Not to be discussed. I'm sleepy, need a break. Don't bother me. If Papi asks, say I'm not feeling well. I slept at a friend's house last night because I couldn't drive. My head is dizzy."

"You explained it to your parents. It's enough you tell me to lie. I don't want my sins to pile up because of your sins."

Ardian rose to hear Chayra's words. "Lho long ago increasingly sprawled yes. I should be grateful, I have treated you well all this time. Remember no, how much I hate the same. Do you think my feelings are okay now? NAH..! It has taken away all the happiness I have."

Ardian approached and gripped Chayra's shoulder hard. "Lho wants to know.. Right now, I hate the same. I'm sick of seeing your face constantly."

Ardian releases his grip and throws down Chayra's body. "Gue tonight went to my usual place before. I need a beautiful woman who can satisfy me." Pass out after finishing the sentence.

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