My Bow to the Destiny of Love
Own responsibility for the consequences

Chayra Pov's...

I followed Mas Ardian into the room. I'm afraid he's angry because of Alesha's joke. I took a deep breath before opening the door. Ah.. Kok I became stubborn because of that. I was also shocked by the arrival of Ghibran. I actually don't have any feelings for him anymore. But, just like Alesha said earlier. Maybe because we once loved each other that made me feel like being dethroned when interacting with him earlier.

Until the room I was stunned because there was no one. Where's Mas Ardian? He said he wasn't well, but why didn't he rest. As I walked in, I heard Mas Ardian's voice coming from the Balcony. Oh, it turns out he's calling someone. I'm whining, why go to the Balcony. Who will disturb.

I sat on the side of the bed adjacent to the door leading to the Balcony. I deliberately took that position to breastfeed Adzra. Because in this position, I can hear Mas Ardian's voice.

"Yes, Sir. Again sorry. Don't talk about Anita anymore, sir. I would still reject him if Papi proposed him again as Assistant. If you'd traded him for Dodit I would've gladly accepted it."

Oh, it turns out the Assistant problem. I'm waiting for what else he'll say.

"I'm not feeling well, sir. At first I was okay. But, for some reason since Papi mentioned Anita who would be my Assistant, my head suddenly dizzy. I really don't like the way she dresses, sir. I have crossed the line of tolerance. The body is good as Father said. Dutch guitar is what it's called. But...."

I went back down, he insulted but praised. Basic men, he said that will not see women from his physical. But what was discussed even led to it all. Who is this woman named Anita? How I became curious to hear his name called my husband. I slide my body into the middle of the bed. Pegel also breastfed Adzra's back in this position. But, I went back to the edge of the bed. Move to the sofa near the door. This is where my position seems safe. Mas Ardian wouldn't have suspected that I eavesdropped on the conversation earlier. I immediately took the position of money and returned to give ASI to my son. Before long, my eyes fell sleepy to see my son slowly closing his eyes.

I don't know when Mas Ardian came back into the room. Because when I woke up, Adzra was put to bed. And I found my body on the bed with a full blanket.

Pov Author...

That night Chayra prepared dinner as usual. Ardian looks more quiet even though there is Alesha there. Usually he is always chatty and likes to tease Alesha.

"Adzra here, dear. Play with Papa first yes.. Mama wants dinner. Later if Mama Adzra does not eat well, Adzra does not get a good nutritional intake." Ardian tries to take over his son from his wife's arms.

"You eat first, Mom. I'll eat when you're done."

"You eat first. Poor Alesha she must be hungry if she has to wait again." Ardian grabbed Adzra's body from his wife's lap. Leaving the dining table took Adzra to another room.

"Are you guys always like this every night, having dinner alternately and not being able to eat together?" Alesha asked after Ardian passed.

Chayra nodded. "We don't dispute that. The point is we can take care of the kids." Chayra grabbed the plate and put a little rice in it.

"Are you deliberately not asking the maid to look after Adzra while you're eating?"

"Mas Ardian is not. He just didn't want our son to be closer to the maid than the parents. That's why I'm going to maximize the time for Adzra. Mas Ardian will also spend time at night for Adzra. After work, he'll take a shower and we'll pray alternately."

Alesha is just a mangosteen hearing Chayra's story. Whether he can be like that later if his child is born, considering him who does not like small children. The plan to delay to have a baby, he had to cancel because Zidane did not want to.

"Why bengong, Lesha?"

"Eh, no. I was just thinking about what I would be like if my son was born. You know, I don't really like kids. I've been imagining babysitting will definitely make me dizzy."

"If it is lived sincerely it must be fun, Lesha. I also never imagined I would be able to take care of my own child without Mom's help. In the past, I always imagined that Mother would be busy taking care of Adzra because I am not a becus. Turns out it feels different when the one we're caring for is our own child."

Alesha gave a heavy sigh. "Hopefully I can be like you."

"God willing. We eat first yuk, pity Mas Ardian must be he was hungry too."

Alesha simply nodded as she began to enjoy her dinner.

Ardian walks into his study after dinner. There is a little work that he must finish so that when Mr. Randi asks tomorrow morning he is ready.

Meanwhile, Chayra went straight into the room. There was still awkwardness due to the matter earlier this afternoon. Fearing to cause new problems, she finally chose to avoid her husband.

Eleven o'clock in the night, Ardian went into the room. Room lights have not been turned off even though the occupants are asleep. Ardian walked over to the bed. There was a guilt that permeated his heart upon seeing the helplessness of his wife. Chayra did not protest at all when she was angry last afternoon. He could not control his emotions when he heard the words of Alesha who was teasing his wife. Especially when he saw the cheeks of his wife who blushed red when Alesha called the name Ghibran.

Pov Ardian....

I decided to go into the room after my work was done. I let out a long sigh when I saw that my wife was asleep hugging Adzra. I was just surprised, he always forgot to turn off the lights before going to bed. Would not his eyes hurt later if he slept with the lights on like this. I turned off the light and laid my body next to it. I leaned my body against him and hugged his body from behind. Hah, being in an intimate position like this with her always gives a different feeling to me. I inhaled his scent deeply. He squirmed and his foot kicked my sister slowly. Ah, well. This sister immediately stood up as it responded to the touch. How is this. I'm ashamed to have Chay serve me. I scolded him this afternoon for a mistake he didn't make. I took a deep breath. Hopefully this sister can sleep and not demand more.

Chay turned towards me. Huh, her regular roar of breath instantly swept into my face. I bit my lips because suddenly I wanted to kiss the tightly clenched ranum lips in front of me. I looked at her long, wiry eyelashes. Oh Allah, my wife is beautiful.

Oh no, I can't help but kiss her. I kept my mouth shut and kept a little bit away when I saw him gnaw.

"Mas.." he said softly.

Hadeh. said 'Mas' aja sensual voice and like teasing that anyway. It's not like that, rather I'm being too tempted by it. "Darling.." I hugged his body tightly.

"What's up, Mom..I'm so sleepy. You turned the lights off? I'm sorry I fell asleep because Adzra's fussy."

I smiled with my face bent. "I'm sorry about that one afternoon."

She knitted her brows, uh it looked even more beautiful. These eyes really have been blinded lust or something. Whatever Chay did she looked very seductive. Huh, patience..embarrassed dong same wife. Last afternoon angry unclear, now want to ask for rations.

"It's okay." He smiled gently at me. His hand even touched my cheek gently. Sshhhtttt. I smiled stiffly at him

"Why is his face bent, Mas?"

"Darling.. can yes..."

"Well..?!" He looked at me instead. I wanted to touch her open lips. "What do you mean, Mom? I'm sorry for you."

I breathe heavily. He was always insensitive when I said no clearly. "I mean I. I want that." I'm looking down embarrassed. How it feels like I want to ask for candy but fear not being loved.

"That's what, Mas? You're hungry again, would you like me to have dinner?"

Hah, I immediately took a deep breath. This woman of mine is really, really testing patience. "It's not my stomach that's hungry, honey." I put more emphasis on the word dear.

"Keep...."

"In me the lapaaar...."

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Hahahaha.pity Mas Ardian.so do not like to be angry is not clear so do not be ashamed yourself.

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