Memories of Dusk
The Jealousy that Began to Present

On a clear morning, I woke up and opened my eyes as the rays of the sun began to shine on my face. My condition has improved, just a little dizzy. Thank goodness I added time off so 3 days so I can still rest today.

“Sonya..” Call mom from outside the room and knock on the door.

“iya bu?” ask me from the room.

“if you want breakfast in the kitchen there is fried rice. Dad and mom will take the order a little far away so it's likely a new afternoon home. Oh yes one more make Inah has started working again with us yes, because of our financial situation that has begun to stabilize.” said mother from outside my room.

“Haa mother I understand..” I shouted from inside the room.

I deliberately did not want to go out of the room so that mom and dad did not know my condition. I have no fever but I am still dizzy and unable to walk. Then the bik Inah has started working again, so if I need anything can ask for help to make Inah. yes first when the father and mother are bankrupt they can no longer afford to pay the bik Inah. However, now our finances have begun to stabilize with the cake business of father and mother who run smoothly and also I who have worked at this time.

“Son, Sonya...” call Satya from my room window.

“Hey you did that..” I shouted.

“I want to enter this,” said Satya.

“Yaudah spout up,” says.

“Where are you doing now?” ask Satya.

“I've improved. Just a little dizziness,” I said.

“You haven't had breakfast, have you? Here I bring you porridge, eaten yes.” Satya said to me.

“I don't want to eat Satya,” I said by turning my face.

“Ayolah Son, let you recover quickly.” persuade Satya.

“But I don't taste,” I said.

“Little bit. So you can take medicine, will ya? I bribe deh..” said Satya gently.

“Eumm yes, but a little yes?” my spoken.

“Iya just a little. the important thing you eat.” said Satya.

I nodded my head and Satya immediately fed me the porridge. After that Satya told me to take her medicine so that I quickly improve. I also obeyed Satya's will. After taking the medicine, Satya and I talked to each other for a while. After that Satya left for her office.

“Oh yes, when do you start working?” ask Satya.

“Lusa Sat,” I answered briefly.

“Any wedding of Liana and Aldi is done?” ask Satya again.

“Already, just stay waiting for Liana to come to share the invitation.” I replied.

“Not really expect them to reach this level.” said Satya.

“Iya Sat, they are strongly living the commitment they have made. Lagian Aldi is also loyal to Liana,”.

“Iya if they both do not trust each other and are loyal to each other yes surely they will not reach this level.” said Satya.

“Yes you are absolutely right,” I said.

“Yaudah I leave first yes to the office..” said Satya.

“Iya be careful ya Satya,” said me with a smile.

Satya rushed out of my room and headed straight to her car. Satya drove the car very fast. Different from usual, it seemed like he was in a hurry. I feel very troubled about it.

At about 12pm Satya called and I picked her up.

“Hallo Satya,” I said in that incoming call.

“Hallo Sonya how are you still dizzy?” ask Satya with attention.

“No, I've greatly improved Sat.” I said.

“Good if that is so. Have you eaten yet?” ask Satya again.

“Not yet,” answer me briefly.

“Eat donk... Let you not get sick again.” said Satya gently.

“Ho oh I ate deh,” I replied.

“That donk.. I am happy to hear it,” said Satya.

“You've eaten?” ask Satya.

“Not much work yet,” replied Satya.

“Entar aja work, you have lunch first there.” my pinta.

“Songful Son,” replied Satya.

“Son, I want to finish my job quickly. So that you can invite you to go on Saturday,” said Satya.

“I don't want to go with you,” said I refused.

“Loh why?” satya asked confusedly.

“Remember yes, I do not like you to think more about other things than your diet.” I said firmly.

“OK okay I eat,” Satya said with annoyance.

“You sure you want to eat? Let you lie to me.” said me in a slow tone.

“No.. I won't lie to you,” Satya replied.

“Bener well?” ask Satya again.

“Iya. But Saturday we go well..” said Satya.

“OK,” answer me briefly.

“Be careful if you lie,” Satya said threateningly.

“Ih yes, where are we going?” I asked Satya.

“There is a fireworks party so I want to invite you to see it.” Satya replied.

“Oh yes? Asik donkk...” said to me.

“Iya yes that's why I want to take you there.” said Satya.

“But Sat...” my words were cut off.

“But why?” satya asked confusedly.

“We've been out too often lately how can I get permission to father and mother.” said I am confused.

“You just calm down. About your parents' permission leave it to me,” replied Satya.

“OK alright,” my word.

“I hung up on him already. Assalamualaikum,” says Satya.

“Waalaikumsalam..” I said while turning off the call.

It didn't feel like it was almost half an hour talking to Satya. I'm bored at home alone. Because my situation has begun to improve I plan to come to Satya's office to just tell stories and eliminate this boredom. Indeed we just finished the call but how well. I'm very difficult a day without him.

I drove my car, and after 20 minutes I reached Satya's office. I parked my car and headed straight for Satya's room. However, when I entered Satya's room I saw Satya holding her secretary's waist and they looked at each other like Satya was helping her secretary when her secretary was about to fall. But my heart still hurts to see it.

“Eehhem Satya sorry to interrupt,”.

“Sonya..” Sontak Satya instantly release her handrails.

“Please yes sir already nolongin me,” said secretary Satya while walking away to the outdoors.

“Since when did you start teasing your secretary?” ask me with a small smile.

“Opaan the hell Son, I just nolongin him. He wanted to fall earlier,” Satya said by trying to explain to me.

“Haha joked times,” said I who tried to resist this jealousy.

“Son, are you angry?” ask Satya seriously.

“Anged? Why should I be angry Sat,” I said in a jutek tone.

“Ih you are jealous yes..” said Satya who tried to tease me.

“Ya is not it, for what jealousy.” I replied in an annoyed tone.

“Honest course Son,” said Satya.

“ihh enggak Satya.” I said with a face that began to tighten.

“OK okay I'm sorry yes. I was just saying he was going to fall. You don't get angry yeah,” said Satya.

“Whatever the hell, we're just friends for what I'm jealous of.” said I defend myself.

“Haha yes yes I joked with my words earlier Sonya.” Satya said with a laugh.

“That's your base,” my word by pinching Satya's body.

“Duh duhhhh pain forgive me..” said Satya who begged.

I stopped pinching Satya, what happened to this feeling. I was so very angry to see Satya who was kindly helping the woman earlier. My heart is like a great fire. I tried to cover up this jealousy with my laughter and jokes. Although I know my heart is currently feeling very hot.