
The day is beginning to pass...
A sense of loneliness began to come back to me. I miss the figure of Dimas who always makes me comfortable and smile. I miss the twilight that always accompanied my days and Dimas. I miss when we laugh and joke together. Although I tried to forget about it, tried to be indifferent and did not want to think about it! But my heart cannot do all that.
I've been here 6 months..
And Dimas never called me. Every time I call you busy. And he never even picked up a phone from me.
Today I want to let go of this moment of longing. I want to take a walk to get rid of this uncomfortable feeling.
I went alone without Liana. And it's true that my guess is that Liana must have been looking for me and was busy contacting me.
Message : Liana.
"Where is your son?" liana asked in an incoming message.
"I'm looking for Li's wind, just for a moment." I'm back at Liana.
"Don't go home long, yeah," Liana replied again.
"Yes okay." I said briefly to end our conversation.
I sat by myself looking up at the sky.I thought that Dimas was here with me. Maybe I won't feel lonely. Surely I can tell you all the problems that exist in me and my family at this time. However, the Dimas I now know is no longer the old Dimas. He's a lot different than I thought. I think even if we were a distance away if the communication remained smooth everything would be fine. Turns out I was wrong. Even from the beginning I was here Dimas was not at all worried about my situation. He only told me when he wanted to. And if I give you the news first ! I had to wait up to an hour just to get a message back from him.
For a moment all my daydreams ran out when someone was sitting next to me.
"You.. Why are you here?" ask the man. He was Satya, the man who fought with me almost every time we met. I don't know what made it so good today, come and sit next to me. I felt a little strange looking at it. His behavior is unpredictable.
"Can't this be?" ask Satya.
"There are still a lot of places there, you don't have to sit next to me" I said tightly.
"I'm tired of not always arguing with you wherever I meet you" said Satya.
"Indeed you think I'm not tired of apaa, treat you. If you can go there all the way from my life." I said in an annoyed tone.
"Gini yes, I'm here with good intentions" said Satya.
"What good intentions, really cool." I said with a sharp tone.
"You really are a girl that is super ngeselin really well" said Dimas.
"If you don't want to move I'm the one who moved, rather than stressing around you" I said as I walked away from Satya.
I was very upset and wanted to get out of there. However, in a hurry I stumbled and fell. Satya tried to help me even though I refused.
"You're not papa? be careful next time" said Satya
I was silent to see Satya's treatment. I think that a restless guy like him can also be considerate and caring like this. whereas all this time we always fight when I meet. I try to stand up However, but, my legs seemed to be sprained and it was hard to walk.
"I'm not papa kog" I said, trying to get up.
But my leg hurts so much.
"Oh duhhh .." said I who groaned in pain.
"Why? your leg hurts? it looks like your leg is sprained" Satya said.
"No kog, I'm not papa. Mending you back do not take care of me," I said stubbornly and refused Satya's help.
"Thess? I live you alone?" satya.
"I can walk alone" I said.
"You know very well, here let me help you massage your feet" said Satya.
"Not Satya." I said.
"Bodo amet!, said Satya who forced me and immediately carried me to climb into the chair.
"Ihh lu modus amet sih gendong-gendong." I said with annoyance.
"I just want to help you, let's get your feet fast" said Satya who pulled my legs by force.
"Aaaaaaaa hurts! you know KDRT know.." I said.
"You think I'm your husband KDRT" said Satya who was upset by my behavior.
"Now you stand up, you can walk yet" said Satya.
I tried to stand up and my legs got better.
"I think so!, I said.
"It works" said Satya.
"Thank you guys," I said.
"Ehhh has been helped, still tell me guys are restless" said Satya.
"That's a fact, so it's forbidden to be angry" I said.
"It's up to you" said Satya.
"Oh yes, I want to go home first" I said.
"Bodo amet" said Satya.
No matter what Satya said, I walked home. I came home by taxi. Yes enough today to let go of this miss. Although I always met that guy. I can't see him every day he's surprised.
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I'm getting home. However, I also saw Satya around the house.I went to Satya and asked if she wanted to be here.
"Eh you follow me." I said.
"Hadeh you again! I feel dizzy every day." said Satya.
"What are you? want to spy on me here?" I said the one who asked in an annoyed tone.
"Well done," replied Satya.
"Terusss?" my spoken.
"Like me." replied Satya.
"Oh, or I need to call a security guard to ngusir you" said I who was upset.
"Haha are you weird, are you going to kick me out?" satya.
"Laugh at you, I'm serious!" I said firmly.
"Oh, I live here! it was in the front house" Satya said, pointing to his house.
"Whataa? kog can sihh.." I said in amazement.
"Is anyone banned?" satya.
"Some, I'm forbidden. Why don't you like it?" answer me.
"What is your business, now that I'm you, what are you doing here?" satya.
"This? here?" I said with a question.
"Yes, what are you doing here?" satya said with annoyance.
"This is my home.I lived here long before you lived here," I said.
"haduhh died I have," said Satya.
"Why would you die?" my many.
"Yes have your neighbor. I could go crazy if I met you every day." said Satya.
"I should be the one talking about it, not you" I said in annoyance.
"Udah ya, I'm tired of taking care of you the most beautiful girl in the world" said Satya.
"Eh silence you, I am lazy to face men like you" I said while closing the door.
"I feel annoyed every time I meet people! really want to fight, begado all. His work is heartbreaking problems!" I said in my heart.
I went into my room and wanted to rest. Thank goodness Liana was sleeping and did not see my quarrel with Satya again.if she gets to see for sure I will be in the omelin again.