Memories of Dusk
Trying to Rise

When I remember all those memories my heart hurts more and more. I tried to get up even though I had to fall again. I tried to stand up even though I couldn't do it anymore. I still remember all this pain. The first destruction I felt after I tried to leave my heart to someone.

Liana who sees me like this is trying to cheer me up. He came to my house to make sure that all this would pass quickly.

“Son? I've been wanting a week. Will you continue like this?” ask Liana.

“I have not been able to stand as before.” I told Liana.

“You want your life to be ruined. I know yesterday you tried hard in front of Satya, but behind it all I believe you are fragile.” said Liana.

“Then what should I do from this all Li? Forgetting it is not as easy as loving her first." I said in a sad tone.

“Terden! You want to say what's up. If you want this to continue it is also up to you. One thing you need to remember is that you struggle to get a job. Then what now just because Dimas you have to lose this job. You have to remember your parents still need you.” said Liana who was angry and immediately left me alone.

After hearing Liana's words I kept thinking all night. I had to get up for both my parents. If my work is disrupted because of my personal problems it is very unfair and professional. I try to live my days as usual and condense all my work schedule to be able to forget Dimas and get back up again to Sonya who used to be, Sonya who always smiled and happy.

This morning I tried to open up something new in my life. I started working again after one week I didn't go to work because of that problem.

“You're healthy?” ask Mr. Satrio my boss.

“Alhamdulillah already sir. Previously I thank you sir has been given lightness.” said me.

“Yes you are sick where you may be forced to work. Anyway I am happy with all your work.” said Mr. Satrio.

“Thank you sir for the compliment this is all also thanks to dad,” I said with a smile.

“I've entered the room first yes.” said Mr Satrio.

“Iya sir please,” I replied.

I started doing all the work that was piling up because I didn't come to work for a week. Even today I have to go home until 6 pm so that my work is a little light. Little by little I forgot everything about Dimas in my heart because I was always busy taking care of my work.

Message : Liana.

“You work? Entar dinner together yukk same Aldi also.” Liana said in the message.

“Eem how ya.. I'm lazy to come out,” reply.

“Ayoo donkk.. I haven't been out with you for a long time,” Liana replied again.

“Yaudah okay,” reply.

At 6 pm I left the office and headed straight to the restaurant where Liana and I had promised to meet. I called Dad first! To ask for permission to go home a little night.

“Sonya..” call Liana by waving my hand to me.

I walked towards Liana and Aldi.

“Heyy old sorry. The streets are a little jammed,” I told Liana and Aldi.

“No papa Son, we are also new until this.” said Aldi.

“Eh you want to order,” said Liana.

“Emm is up,”.

“This is what you want to order. Aldi who treat hehe..” said Liana.

“Iya Son choose only I pay deh,” continued Aldi.

“Yaudah I order this aja,” I said while pointing to the food menu.

“OK a minute yes,” says Liana.

“Eh yes Son, the man who was on the beach yesterday?” ask Aldi.

“You mean Satya?” I went back to Aldi.

“Haa yes, Satya.” says Aldi.

“Oh he was his friend Sonya one campus,” continued Liana.

“Emm Yes Al she was my first classmate on campus at that time,” I told Aldi.

“Oh deserve you guys kayak so close,” said Aldi.

“Haha we are not very close anyway,” said.

“Husss don't do that. He's a strong male kog,” I said.

“Kuat kog want to get drunk at that time because he could not hear from his girlfriend.” said Liana.

“Hehe aja yesterday he again frustrated.” said Aldi.

“You can't do that, by the way,” I said.

“Yes yes sorry Son. But I'm happy to see you like gini, already able to return a smile again like before.” said Liana.

“Haha because you are all.” I said with a small laugh.

“Haa? Seriously!” ask Aldi.

“Iya because of Liana who has advised me.” said.

“You can aja Son,” says Liana.

“Udah ah hungry nihh. Eat first yukk,” I said.

“That's my laper Son. Kayak out of heavy work aja,” said Aldi.

“Emang heavy Al, my work was stacked because this week I did not enter the office.” said me.

“Eatya Son, Think long before doing something.” said Liana who looked annoyed.

“How the hell is Li, his name is also he just broke up yesterday. Where can I think," said Aldi.

“Eh tumben you're right Al.” connect me.

“Haha again watered Son's brain,” Aldi said.

***

After dinner I was taken home by Aldi and Liana. When I got home I wanted to rest because I was so tired.

“Bye Son..” said Liana from the car.

“Bye, be careful yah.”.

They drove the car out of my house. I went straight into the house and saw mom and dad who were so bothered to make a lot of cookies.

“Dad, Mother. It's late why still make cookies?” ask them.

“Iya no order Son,” said Father.

“How much is the order?” my many.

“1000 Son. This is the messan emang subscription, every month he always order cakes this much.” said mother.

“Emang do what once a month he ordered so many cakes bu?” ask me again about mom.

“Yesterday mother asked him he said he always loves this for orphans and children jalanann.” replied the mother.

“Oh so good that person,” I said with admiration for the person. He still wants to share with others.

“You changed your clothes first there.” said father.

“Iya Father.” replied.

I went to my room to change my clothes and take a shower. But then I went out to help my mom and dad. Because no matter how small I am, if I see this serepot father and mother I cannot bear.

“This is where I help dad,” said I was sitting next to dad.

“You're tired Sonya. You rest there,” said father.

“No dad. I'm not tired,” I replied.

“You are indeed bandal well if you say,” continued mother.

“I just want to help you dad, Mom. You guys just calm down if this is done I go straight to sleep.” I said.

“Yaudah yes.” replied mom.

I helped my father and mother until 12:00 pm after that I went to bed immediately because tomorrow I work and still have to be overtime to finish all my pending work.