Memories of Dusk
First Day of College

The first day of the lecture began. It turns out that many students here are from Indonesia. I don't talk too much when I'm new to someone. Although many of them are from the same country as me, I do not want to talk too much or too close.

When the lecture was over I hurried out because Liana was already waiting outside. I accidentally hit a man.

“Brakkkkkkk..” instantly all the books I hold fall.

I knew the man I hit was Indonesian and I apologized to him in Indonesian.

“Sorry I was unintentionally, I was in a hurry earlier.” I said slowly.

“Other times if the road be careful. All my files are scattered because of you,” said the man very tightly.

“I did not accidentally, nor is your file just scattered. My files too, I have good intentions to apologize, and your response is like this.” I said in an annoyed tone. I was wondering why I should meet such a shitty person like him.

“Bodo amet!” said the man indifferently and immediately left me.

“Songong amet lu..” my slightly screaming words.

The man left the class and I also walked out of the class. I met Liana with an annoyed face.

“What else is Son? Wonder to see you! Tuhh the face is always bent,” said Liana.

“Ih I know Li, there is a restless guy in class,” I replied with a face that is still tangled.

“Emang what happened to that man? kog until it can make you really upset like this?” asked Liana who was surprised to see me.

“I was not accidentally hit him, I have apologized even he was angry.” said I.

“Udah deh Son, rich people are not important amet. Don't take care of times.” says Liana.

“Kesel tau Liana...” I said with a sullen face.

“No need for you to pikiri. You want your face old because of him.” said Liana.

“Iya no,” I replied.

“Well, come on Son... I'm hungry, please don't debate first. Let's go home I want to eat,” said Liana with a clear face.

“Already let's go home if that's the case,” take me.

Liana and I went home to cook and have lunch at home. We don't like to buy food outside. The message that mom and dad cook themselves is more nutritious than having to buy that food outside.

****

“This is for you. Let's eat,” take me to Liana.

“Wihh tasty nih,” says Liana.

“Iya I'm the cook, must be delicious donk.” I said with the pede.

“Tumben you don't talk Dimas?” ask Liana to me.

“I don't want to think too much about Li. I'm afraid of heartache,” I said.

“Yes that you understand, good if you start to understand and try not to think too much about it.” said Liana.

“Iya Li, because after I thought about what you said it has a point as well.”.

“Finally you realize Sonya. I'm so happy to hear it,” said Liana.

“Eh entar mengopi yuk outside.” take me to Liana.

“Had Sonnya, I have to save money you know I don't want to ask a lot of my father and mother.” said Liana.

“My scholarship money just came out, I am the one who bought.” said.

“Oh can if you make it, hehe..” Liana said with a laugh.

“All of us take a walk yes, I'm here for.” take me.

“Iya Yes Sonya..” says Liana.

After lunch we plan to go out to sit for a while to hang out and all go for a walk to buy the equipment needed at home. At the same time, shop for vegetable stock. So we don't go out of the house often.

We stopped by a supermarket that sold vegetables, meat and fruit. But when I wanted to take the fruit there was another hand that took the fruit as well. Instantly I looked and it turned out to be the man who had been in the trash who was very restless and desperate.

“Ihh lu mode yes!” I said by pulling my hand.

“Ehh what the hell you.. Obviously my hands first are willing to take the fruit. You are the mode, hold my hand.” said the man in a tight tone.

“Idihh sorry so sorry well, you are not my level.” I said with a waste of face and want to walk away from the man.

“Haduhh sorry this yes, my future wife I am more beautiful than you.” said the man.

“Bodo amet! Why I care,” I said with indifference and continued to walk away leaving the man.

“Eeh woy here the fruit!” pinta the man who chased me and forcibly took the fruit from my shopping cart.

“Only, I first took this fruit. So this is mine.” I said that pulled the fruit back from the man's hand.

“I! this pokonya is mine..” said the man who did not want to budge and still forced to pull the fruit from my hands.

“No way! It's got me.” said I'm back to pulling the fruit.

We argued and fought over the fruit. However, as we argued Liana came over.

“Eehh what the hell are you guys!” liana said in a high tone and she seemed to be angry.

“This is this restless guy, he wants to take the fruit that I first took,” I said with a jerk.

“Idihh nice by the way! I took the fruit first, so the fruit belongs to me,” said the man as he pulled the fruit.

“It's got me!” I said firmly and pulled the fruit back by his hand.

“No! This is mine pokonya.” reply the man.

“Eehhh stoppp!!!!” said Liana who was upset to see us.

We both fell silent and looked towards Liana.

“Sonya, please! It's just fruit and you can pick up any other fruit that's still available there. Many fruits like that, do not need to be fussed.” said Liana who was very upset.

“Tuh hear what your sister said!” said the man.

“Eh silent you yes,” said I was upset to see the man's behavior.

“Son don't fuss anymore, just look for another fruit.” said Liana.

“Liana, if diaminnih men increasingly become.” said me.

“Udah Deh Son. If you are sane you give up, just love the fruit for him.” said Liana.

“Okay because I am sane I give up,” I said with the man.

“Abraziness, you think I'm not sane,” said the man.

“Emang.. You are crazy.” I said then left it.

“Eeh look out for you yes, you crazy girl.” said the man.

****

Liana and I went home. However, when on the road Liana again lectured me.

“Son heard this yes, you were not kayaking earlier. Shame to see people, just a matter of your doank fruit until the storm.like children know not!!” liana said with annoyance to me.

“Ihh I'm upset with him Liana.. He was the guy who was angry with me at Campus.” I replied.

“Udah deh Son, you do not fight him continue, men like that is not very important to fight.” said Liana.

“Iya, but he's ngeselin.” I said.

“You want a soul mate with him?” ask Liana.

“Ogah!” I said with a firm tone that rejected Liana's words.

“Well then avoid quarrels with him,” said Liana.

“But what is the relation?” my many.

“Obviously is the relation. This is yes if you hate the same person it can all easily turn into love.” said Liana.

“Idihh 'no amit-amit I like men like that." said me.

“Yaudah avoid commotion with her,” says Liana.

****

We got home and I locked the door. I took a shower and wanted to rest because I was tired. However, I saw some incoming messages..

Dimas :

“Sayang?”

“Sayanggggg??”

“You're busy well?”

(contents message from Dimas)

There are 3 incoming messages from Dimas. Forgive me. Because I'm busy today I forgot to look.

“Iya darling? I just came home and want to rest,” reply me in that message.

“Where is your college? Smoothly?” reply Dimas who asked about my lecture.

“Iya so dear smoothly-surfing aja,” reply.

“Yaudah good then, I rest first baby. You don't sleep too late.” reply Dimas.

“Iya darling, Good Night.” reply.

My message is no longer answered by Dimas. Maybe he's asleep. The change was more visible from the way Dimas just gave me news just like a plain trite base. Maybe he's tired of being away from me. Or maybe there he had found another woman who was much better than me and could make him comfortable.