Before we split up
Chapter - 16th
The ocean awoke in a faint purplish glow that washed away the night sky as dawn prepared to dawn.
He slept with his wife.
Sleep on! As if the intimate relationship they had been having was not enough, he pulled Ayunda into his arms. Pulling that body's beautiful curve into his body and letting it.
“Thank you for a very beautiful evening, dear. You are really very extraordinary.”
The ocean saw Ayunda feeling peaceful in her arms, her breathing rhymed calmly in her sleep, and the Ocean was getting tighter and tighter in her arms. He let his mouth stick to the shoulder curve of Ayunda, his nose buried in the fine strands of Ayunda's hair. Her arms wrapped around Ayunda's body while a gentle puff of Ayunda's breath blew on her fingers attached to the pillow.
It's like years ago, years of losing dreams, living apart, in a different city, different women, as if all that never happened.
Andwhy?
Because Samudra makes Ayunda longing... makes Ayunda climax.... because he gave Ayunda something that has been lost, and the look in the eyes of the woman has made the Ocean feel like a god?
Very amusing.
The ocean has to go.
He gently detaches himself from the tight embrace of Ayunda's body, and prepares to shuffle, when the sensual snoring stops him for a moment. That sound. Unfortunately the voice entered his skin, slipped into his veins and flowed along with the traces of heat that entered his heart.
“Where are you going, Samudra?” ask Ayunda in a semi-conscious state.
Time off is over, honey. That's what the ocean has to say. It's just a one-night relationship. Then he will kiss Ayunda long and slow, sweet and tender. Give beautiful farewell greetings to wrap up the remnants of the marriage they have often agreed that should not happen, by giving a clear reason of distance and hope.
But the ocean was speechless. Can't do anything but walk down Ayunda's curves under the covers and think that this is where Ayunda is.
In the bed of the Ocean, with him spent the night at the rest of his age.
That disturbing reality settles around him. Now that he had obtained Ayunda, he would not be able to leave Ayunda alone. As long as he could still reach for the fine black hair, he would roll it in his fist to pull it closer.
That doesn't mean they're suddenly going to cancel the divorce. It won't. This is not a second chance to extinguish the embers that almost destroyed them. Now, this was only a flame that could still be controlled. Their past ashes serve as a barrier to their destructive possibilities. Because fire can't eat what's gone, and all the old hopes, emotions, and fantasies are gone now. For them both.
The ocean leaned against one arm, staring at Ayunda who was half asleep below him. The ocean stroked a strand of hair from that face, then stroked the tip of her finger to Ayunda's cheek, to the smooth contour behind the ear, then moved down to the payud*ra. Tracing the areol* circle plan is pink, and observing the peak of the payud*ra he touched. His breathing stopped and was restrained. The dark fringes of Ayunda's eyelashes move open, eliciting heavy drowsy eyeballs, having been drunk with passion.
Ayunda's lips cracked and the wet end of her tongue slipped out, the groin of the Ocean hardened with pain.
“You want one more time?” muttered Ayunda, her knees shifted over the thighs of the Ocean, invitingly and gently.
One more twirl around the top of the hardened payud*ra, almost tempting, but not yet too. “What is it you want? Once again?”
“What do you mean?”
The head of the Ocean drew near, he kissed Ayunda and felt the sweetness of the twisting tongue. The twang of Ayunda's back and the pressure of her breasts*, plus her gentle screams, was a resigned attitude. Ocean fingers move down the stomach and towards the groin that feels warm and comfortable.
“Until the divorce process is complete, Ayunda.” Samudra gently slipped one finger into Ayunda's body, and saw Ayunda's eyes glazed over as if trying hard to get clarity. The hands of the Ocean move. He groaned in tight grip as Ayunda twitched due to his sudden movements. The ocean pulled his finger and rubbed Ayunda's sensitive spot. “Not more than that.”
“We still have a week.” Ayunda's thighs opened wider and wider, opening himself whole.
“Not enough,” Samudra said as he lowered his head against the pleasure that made them hallucinate, then pulled away as far as possible, then pushed back deeply.
Ayunda screamed, clutching the shoulder of the Ocean as she intricately sought a foothold behind the thigh of the Ocean. “How long?”
The ocean pushes again, and twists its hips before pulling it back and repeating it again.
How long can Ocean have Ayunda, and enjoy this without anyone getting hurt? A week will not be enough. He knows that for sure. With a five-day deadline, he will only let Ayunda get out of bed to make love in the bathroom, or on the table, floor, sea, beach, or, under the cliffs in the tide pool.
If Samudra only had a week, he would not even let Ayunda get close to their divorce headquarters, and Samudra would have to seriously prepare for his future. They need more time to finish this.
“During the time it takes.” The ocean pushed again, then fell silent, buried inside Ayunda's body. Those brown eyes stared at him as he moved his body, touching Ayunda's sensitive spot. Ayunda locked it, and gasped as she lifted her knees higher above the Ocean ribs.
Oh, yeah, Ayunda likes it.
“We will work on it as scheduled.” The ocean is moving again. “Meet on every weekend when we had time.” He lowered his head to kiss, pushing his tongue in rhythm with his hip movements as deeply as possible. Then, “Counting assets one by one.”
“That makes sense,” Ayunda half groaned, lifting the hips under the body of the Ocean to compensate for each thrust. “We don't need to rush.”
“No need to rush,” Samudra agree, then back move. Jemari Ayunda grabbed her hair, grasped it tightly as Ayunda's body stiffened upwards, asking for more. Ayunda's passion almost exploded.
“We still have plenty of time.” Ayunda's breath was weak. The red hue is getting darker on the cheeks and chest.
“For us to more thoroughly calculate our assets, Ayunda.” Once again the Ocean pushed deep. Once again convulsed, he slowly moved in Ayunda's body and Ayunda gave up. Reaching ******, shouting the name of the Ocean when the Ocean dissolves in the outburst of passion.
Moments later, still in Ayunda's body, Samudra rolled to the side, and pulled Ayunda with him. “We both know what can be. Just like we both know what can't.”
“A momentary relationship or infidelity.”
Cheating with his own wife. Crazy, but that's the right term. “And when this is over...”.
Jemari Ayunda rubbed the lips of the Ocean, following its contours in a seductive manner that made her body twitch. How could this happen to him?
Ayunda looked at him, a gentle smile on her lips. “When this is over, we part, leave the past, and bring good memories together.”
The fire between them will go away on its own.
Not more. No one was hurt.
That's all that matters. In life, there is nothing worse than the anger that the Ocean felt when he saw Ayunda suffer. In the end, he found out that he was the cause, but there was nothing he could do to fix it. Samudra made Ayunda pregnant out of wedlock so that Ayunda lost her parents. Then Ayunda loses her baby and all that's left is the Ocean. The idiot who was twenty-three years old three years ago knew how to be a husband, but knew nothing. The fool who is in love with a fellow actress for the sake of his popularity in the middle of his secret wife who is pregnant with her child. Everything the Ocean did was so wrong.
The ocean won't do it again. No matter how much he wanted Ayunda.
But they will not be here forever or try to build something lasting or solid. Ayunda doesn't need that kind of place. Ayunda had recovered from her illness and was stronger than ever. Ayunda knew what they were doing and he wanted it. That's obvious. That's reality. There are no surprises. There is no chance of a broken heart.
When he felt secure in realizing this, Samudra grabbed Ayunda's hip and, groaning with agitated desire, made love to Ayunda again.
