Pura Lupa Temple
Chapter 54

*Alva POV*

After Nadine fell asleep in her room, Alex asked me to speak in the living room.

"Alv from earlier I saw you moody, thinking about the condition of Nadine and your baby or think of another?" alex's gaze investigated me.

I thought back to my quarrel with Gaby, I was finally upset with myself for spilling my anger on her.

"Gue had a fight with Gaby Lex, I was so angry because Gaby said I couldn't feel it, and my body always reacted when teased by Nadine."

"Gue honestly did the same Nadine even before she was bleeding all without feeling just desire as a man, even sometimes my abis achieve my pleasure so disgusted myself with me because that is next to me Nadine who has been used to make me know who ever."

"I'm wrong Lex if I think it still belongs to Gaby, during the relationship with her I always take good care of her, unfortunately I forgot to take care of myself. What makes me even more angry is when Stanley turns back and Gaby accepts him"

"Gue ga trima diamond that I've been keeping taken by Lex, I feel that I was betrayed because of my mistakes made by Alesan Gaby ninggalin me And behind the Stan."

"But I can what is Lex? Everything is already a mess but I also do not want to be tied to the same people I do not love. On the other hand there is a child who is most likely my son. Aaaarrrrrrggghhhhh!" yells annoyed.

Alex hugged me rubbed my back like a father who calmed his son. Well... I live more with Alex and his parents because my parents live alone. They're just two people stuck in a business marriage and made me a tool to reap the legacy my grandfather promised my father.

"We better focus on your problems and Nadine first Alv, I'm sure Gaby will always Sorry and dampingin you until whenever the event was already Stanley beside him."

"Lu can see for himself how much he cares about you how much he always apologizes all your mistakes and your mischief before the events of Nadine Kan?"

"Lu's lucky because even though he doesn't get Gaby's love but you're loved by him. One thing you should know that Gaby also has a life of her own now then you should focus more on resolving the same problems Nadine as Gaby requested."

"Gue Tau you love to die with Gaby because of all the advantages and disadvantages she made you always feel happy and comfortable beside her. But you also have to wonder if Gaby feels love that one frequency equals yours?"

"There is a saying that true love does not have to have, but is able to let loved ones go after their happiness. As your psychologist Retna said, let Gaby relax because her happiness is also your happiness. By taking off Gaby simultaneously you also prove your true love equal to her."

"Honestly Alv, I saw Gaby same Stanley was very happy smile he was really from the heart loose, um. sorry different as he was with you. I'm not saying he's not happy with you but different from how he looks."

Well... that's what Alex said he was as sharp as a knife without the shade aling aling if said the Javanese, but that's exactly what I need not puraan.

I took a deep breath, "Gue from the beginning knew he didn't love me Lex but I was blind so I was determined. At that time I said accept to be my girlfriend or do not need to know at all And well."

Hahahaha, I laughed wryly, "Even have a boyfriend I made Lex, but I don't care because I love him and I think gradually he can also love me. I should have been more aware and immediately took a step when Tau that Gaby could not love just as much as I love her. But back to Lex I loved him so I ignored everything."

"It's a good thing Gaby can volunteer and she gave me an ultimatum if it ever happened again she'd stay with me. Since then I actually hold myself better not to start making out than I can't stand, and well I end up playing outside until the moment of the meeting with Nadine was."

It looks like Alex is very angry to hear my confession, yes I am a jerk my association is arguably very close to drug alcohol and women, but really the one I never touch is drugs.

"Lu is a jerk, Alv, I don't think you play girls are also out even before Nadine's business. Your mouth is very duata ya Alv, I want you to say frantic Nadine And Gaby said it's not possible to me but in front of you he still nintukkin if believe you're stuck!"

"Now what's the difference try you keep Gaby Rich in diamonds but you close yourself, try to think that Gaby same you should meet that same girl your chat girl how are you feeling she's Alv!"

Alex is really angry, yes, I haven't thought about taking care of myself. O God the rice has become a living porridge plus chicken krupuk cakwe And sambel complete already suffer my life like that porridge.

Hahahaha. If the story of life is rich highway where there is a reverse sign, surely I would be willing to turn back to the right way so as not to lose my love.

"I'm sorry Lex, I was wrong. Lex please help me to be responsible for Nadine and the boy without marriage, I don't want the boy to be living in hell because his father doesn't love his mother."

"Lu sure don't want to marry Nadine every time she teases you've been ripped off like that. You better get married so you don't feel rich collecting kebo gini."

I thought for a moment, what kind of married life would I live without feeling like this. But if not married when the child was born mother child status outside marriage, pity also yes. Besides not wanting him to be present as a result of our forbidden relationship.

"I had a discussion with Gaby, she can always give me a good solution."

"Basic BuCin you!" alex yelled at me.

I just laughed at Alex's teasing, well.I have to talk to Gaby, I don't want my relationship to be so ugly with her. After speaking honestly with Alex it felt like a little weight was lifted making my heart relieved.

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