
"Thanks for the couple dating and the deal. When is the dunk change in my place." said Sammy when we separated this morning to go home each other.
We promise to repeat a relaxing event like this later in the day. After saying goodbye to each other, we drove to our homes.
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I greeted Mami Papi and rushed to the room to change clothes because I was waiting for breakfast.
I kissed my parents alternately, then helped my mom set the dining table.
"Gab, how was your date? Exciting to be dating at home? You're still intact right Gab ga macem macem right? Watch out!" threat Mami I welcome with a big laugh.
"Ish Mami freak Masa gapa ngapain garink dunk ah, his name is dating ya already clear why do not do. Minimal hands activity here and there, mouth, feet also sports noodles, and it turns out very delicious." I deliberately said the ambiguous thing to seduce Mami.
Mamik stared intently, "What are you really? Are you a Gab? Huh ....... Mami will always teach you to take care of your assets Gab instead .......!" so upset my mom can't continue her words.
Wakakakaka I can't help my laughter exploding. Of course, Mami did not stay silent when she realized that I had lied, the rice barrel landed on my head successfully. Ish the pain of Mana from the wood again the centong digetokin at a distance of only 25cm above the ubun yamun and lightning equivalent speed.
"Mii very sadistic si, Mami already Tau I must be kidding why the Mami sensi really ah ah!" ngambek seruku.
"That Rich Thing is not a joke, Mami always said It was serious Gab, don't let you make your husband disappointed on his first night because your virginity has been taken away!" mami's assertion makes me feel guilty.
I immediately hugged my mom, apologizing because my joke material was very sensitive.
"You don't have to frown, Mami is sorry. If one day you Tau Mami makes a mistake you'll be sorry ga Gab?" I frowned in surprise at Mami's question
"Why be a sensitive mom now?"
Mami just smiled without wanting to continue the discussion was back busy arranging the dining table.
"Why didn't you come down Gab?" my efforts have distracted my attention.
I sighed deeply that making Mami talk seemed so difficult at this moment.
"Stan drowsy noodles later at 9 There are online meetings so take a nap first. I'll take the food to my room."
"Iyaa justin aja sleep first kasian son Mami tired, Mami do not want if Stan until sick."
Hah... son of my inner Mami, since when the name is to Stan, I Tau Mami attention And love the same Stan but never call the child Mami it.
"Tok Mami's son? Who's son am I?" I asked her to make my mom look surprised.
"Eh ...... ehm... Stan wants to marry you brati she's Mami's son right?" mami's nervous explanation made me a little suspicious.
"But Laper already food is ready yet mi?" Ask my papi who arrived there already in the dining room.
"Udah is ready for pi, I just want to call but papi already came first."
My papa smiled, "Let's eat papi and laper really."
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*Alva POV*
tock..... toks....took .....
Who was the morning one to bother huh....my mind, "Come in!"
I saw the pretty face of Nadine appear with a smile coming towards me.
"Alva wake up yuk, it's time for breakfast. You still have headaches, you drank a lot of Alva last night."
"Ehm.." I reluctantly muttered lazily to Nadine.
Nadine was so unyielding she got closer then lowered her face to mine and kissed my lips.
Arrgghhhhh shit.. This hour is my junior sensitive time and easy to get up.
Nadine seemed to have deliberately aroused me this morning, she bit my lip and asked me to open my mouth and demanded our tongues to fight each other.
My passion was so great And for a moment I forgot my dislike for Nadine. I serve the game, our lips are getting intense work suck each other
and *******. Ohhhh Aahhh.
Uuaww.. it feels really good, owhhh my desire is getting higher, and Nadine is getting reckless, she positions the face in the junior part, I just resignedly accept everything Nadine does. Just like what happened Then in the end I just resigned and enjoyed the heaven of the world.
Nadine's like a fidelity, her body moving wildly spurring mine on and on. Various positions he did like No satisfied word, very hot struggle makes our sweat pour. After repeatedly alternating positions, I felt that I was going to release then I turned Nadine's position to be below me.
Ahhh... ahhh.... aaahhhhhh. Immediately I plucked mine and rushed to clean up.
Under the shower I turned back
our struggle earlier, aaarrrggghhhhh .. unfortunately I enjoyed all that Nadine offered but my heart somehow I could not feel the romance of love at all just lust and desire to let go.
What will be the fate of my son if I have no taste for his mother. I don't want my son to suffer the same fate as me, born only as a prerequisite so that my father and mother don't lose the inheritance.
If I had tied Gaby faster I wouldn't have lost her. If I could take good care of myself I wouldn't be stuck in this situation. If only and a thousand and one of a kind would spin in my brain.
Aaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh. My madness presents a little creature that is for others a gift but for me a disaster. It looks like Nadine won't take me off, let alone Gaby making me unable to deny Nadine's whereabouts by my side.
Tok.......
"Vaa.. please Va..... Va....please!"
I turned off the shower so I could clearly hear Nadine's voice, "Va... VA blood...please help me!"
I hurried to finish my bath and get out to get dressed. I saw Nadine crying while trying to reach someone on her phone.
I called the phone in his hand, apparently Doctor Dicta, "Cepet ask for an anther to the nearest IGD Hospital and don't panic!"
I helped Nadine put on a shirt she hadn't had time to wear after we made love.
"Lexc .... Alex... help me please!" I shouted at Alex who was seen passing in front of my room.
" Yo what's the VA?" Ask Alex
" Anter We're going to the ER nearest Lex's hospital, Nadine's bleeding. Please Lex!" my door was taken by Alex.
I carried Nadine along with Alex, my heart was a little warm to see Nadine crying and blood seeping on her thighs. Oh Lord.... I just felt his presence wretched And now there is bleeding, please forgive me Lord, save my baby, I want to make amends. Give me a chance to fix everything God, beg me in my heart.
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"Hello sorry Gab, I'm disturbing. Nadine bleeding Gab. I'm taking you to Zein Hospital, you're in service today?"
I was shocked to hear of Nadine bleeding, "Sorry Alv, I'm scheduled off today. Are you the same Alex Kan? You calm down don't panic so Nadine can calm down too. I can't follow you, if there's anything I can help you call me."
"Nadine Alv's embrace, give her warmth so that she does not stress, hopefully the bleeding is not severe yes Alv. Don't forget to pray that baby is good."
A moment ago I was worried, there was a sense of wanting to follow immediately because I was afraid of Alva being confused but I paled my intention. Not unwilling to help but there are things that I have to start limiting so that Alva's dependence can be reduced.
My guess is Nadine bleeding is likely due to making love, young pregnant women do have to be extra careful in sexual intercourse but on the other hand There are hormones that make the libido of pregnant women increase.
Increased testosterone hormone makes the libido of pregnant women increase and the area of sensitivity is very easily aroused.**** when pregnancy is allowed as long as it is done very carefully, looking at the live scene I've seen it seems that it can't be said that the movement is safe for Nadine's current condition.
In my heart I laughed and watched Alva who always enjoyed Nadine's body but could not cultivate her feelings, very contradictive. So my decision to go back to Stanley was just right.
I looked at his handsome face that looked funny because his eyes tried to open, "Eh........ you know you were from earlier ngliatin I slept?"
With my body to lie down with him, I followed his will. I don't know since my belief in Stanley is back even more, I think there's no harm in lovers making out during the reasonableness. So I try to always respond to touch from him.
"Ready ready Stan, eat trus meeting online right? So it's not the meeting?"
"Ah, I almost forgot, half an hour away. I'm ready to be ready first, thank you for the attention" he said getting out of bed and peeling my forehead before finally getting into the bathroom.
I looked for a letter from Mr. Gun, and determined to ask everything that became my heart today, may not da drama Mami faint again my inner deh.
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"Yank, I'm meeting a 2-hour skitar?"
"What is the reason? Kan meeting at home klo kangen I just stay in see you hehehe." My words that sound dreadful invite laughter Stan.
Trings ....... Trings........ Trings.......
"Stan happy meeting yes I lift the call first down the skalian help Mami ready to lunch." pamitku while giving a kiss bye that was answered nod and a sweet smile Stan.
Deuh life like again sweet sweetness gini kudu ati di diabetic nih hahahahaa my mind is amused.
"Hello... Yes Alv, what is Nadine's condition?"
"Hemorrhage has stopped and fortunately ga da opening so the fetus is safe, only recommended bedrest 3 Days in the Hospital. Can't be outpatient so yank uh..... sorry maxdku Gaby?"
Hehehehehe, "Lookily Alv I'm not angry when you're wrongly called, I'm afraid Nadine is troubled if you're wrong to keep calling you."
"Ehm... Can you give the phone to the doctor who nanganin Alv?"
I heard that Alva asked Dr. Bowo to talk to me.
"What about Hello Gaby?" Greet doctor Bowo friendly.
I expressed Alva's intention to ask for outpatient treatment whatever is possible and the recovery condition will be under the supervision of Dicta.
"Can be Gab, the condition of the uterus is quite prime just bleeding after they have sexual activity, lucky birth canal is not open. Okay later I refer to outpatient course and cubawain catetan later what can and should not be done ya Gab."
As I suspected bleeding due to sexual activity hahahaha to the extent it feels bullshit if Alva says ga da feeling yes. But it's not important now, it's important how to make them want to accept each other to improve things.
"Hello Gab, thank you. Later I will continue to consult with Dicta to help maintain Nadine's condition."
"Together with Alv, my advice is to control your libido, to be in touch with gentle movements so that there is no bleeding."
"Eh.... oh.... um.. sorry Gab, I'm a jerk benefits Nadine's body without feeling."
"Ga da is wrong you are the same as singles so you have the right to relate to who Alv termsuk Nadine is. My advice again you should start thinking about where your relationship now has a baby that you should think about."
Silent... Alv's still there, right?"
"Eh..... I.iii.... Gab, I'm just confused about what I should do. I don't have the same taste as him."
"Please Alv, don't be selfish, you have a minimal sense of desire for Nadine that's also Alv's taste. Your body is always reacting to Nadine. Different from your treatment to me, so that's your name There's a sense. As a son of a bitch, sorry Alv, you may not give up many times to one girl if you don't feel it!" I spoke to the point with a firm tone let Alva start thinking ga egotistical.
It seemed that Alva was provoked by emotion, she replied with a high note of emphasis as well, "You think I used to be uninterested in your body? You're wrong Gab, I'd really like to touch you every single one of us."
"But in my brain, you're a diamond so I control my body to not touch it and even destroy it before the time comes. Half-dead Gab controls himself!"
Degh. Alva judged me too highly to dare not show her love through touch. And I who basically love level is not strong feel good just not touched.
Then the pent-up desire is accidentally satisfied by Nadine, but the problem is Alva's perception of Nadine who sorry only considered "the stuff" of lust. And well can not be blamed also if the assessment so so because of Nadine's own behavior that makes it seen so.
"You're inem Gab, you just realized how much I love you, huh? I'm also aware that your feelings for me are not love even if it's too small a measure of love for you!" alva's tone was very emotional.
"3Year and your feelings are just flat because you're still in love with Stanley, you're a hypocrite gab me for the same relationship but your feelings aren't the same as mine. Do you understand my position now?"
"So don't accuse me of being selfish because in reality it's not me who always starts to provoke desire but Nadine she keeps teasing me, I'm just an ordinary man who can also be mired but you seem to get a gap to get away from me, you don't help me but you just jerumusin me deeper again."
"I know you're happy right now because you're free of me, you have a reason to throw me out and go back to Stanley. Who's this selfish Gab???"
"You are selfish, cruel because you spent 3 years without trying to love me! Sorry to interrupt your time and thank you for your advice!"
After blowing off all the bumps in her heart Alva immediately hung up the phone unilaterally. I really did not think it turned out that I was very selfish, without realizing I had sobbed sobs.
Good thing I picked up the phone in the coworking room so ga da who was horrified if I cry. My heart hurts so much to know someone loves me so much but selfishly I think he's a jerk. .
Aaarrrggghhhh.........
I put my face on my desk, I roared out all the claustrophobic in my heart. I unknowingly destroyed Alva, oh my God.
It may be true that I was unconsciously happy that Nadine was after Alva for making myself free from debt to Alva. And Stanley coming back at the right time added to my desire to escape the Alva getting bigger.
Really I just found out this is what Alva feels for me a very big love but I treat her the same as a regular friend. It turned out that for 3 years the relationship we built was not based on proper communication. I have to apologize to Alva for all the heartache she's feeling and I don't know, my resolve.
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Toks...... Toks..... Gts ......
Knock on Mami's room door, "Yeah just come in!"
My mommy papa was relaxing in bed, "Why Gab, lonely Stan still meeting?"
I shook my head, approached them and sat on the edge of the bed. I handed Mr. Gun's letter to my papa, "Gaby just wants to talk about this pi."
It seemed uncomfortable when they began to read the letter. Many times papi took a deep breath as if his chest was short of oxygen. Immediately I looked for inhalers afraid that papi really tight.
My mother's face was covered in tears, "Sorry because mommy, you're suffering from Gab."
"I don't think Mami is guilty because we're all here victims of mi, victims of hate. And sometimes There are things that cannot be sought for reasons of forgetting a human destiny, but There are also Things that do happen for a reason." I said trying to calm down.
I deliberately did not hug or pacify Mami, I chose to confront for a truth Today. I chose an open line of communication to clearly sit down.
"Pi, I'm an adult and I can definitely accept all the explanations for why grandma hates me so much? Okay maybe grandma hates Mami because of the kid who grew up in the orphanage, but why did she have to destroy me wasn't I also her granddaughter just like Dicta Dan Brandon?"
"I don't hold grudges anymore, she's gone, but there are things I want to get straight so that my life is calm. Please pi, tell Gaby why grandma hates me!" I begged Papi not to be quiet.
My father did not answer immediately, he clasped Mami's hand as if asking for approval, I saw Mami shaking her head strongly forbidding sign. I was a little upset at Mami's reaction to why she still insisted on not telling a story.
My papa looked me in the eye, "Promise after knowing you'll forgive us all and live life as usual?"
I thought for a moment, a little worried whether the story behind this was all so heavy that papi was afraid I would not forgive them. Am I ready?
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Kudu is ready or Gaby, as complex as any secret is better revealed. There will definitely be a wounded heart but it will still be better than continuing to tormented keeping secrets.
Author nyesekkkk really time to reveal the feelings of Alva, hopefully from a little story they can be taken hikmahya yes, prioritize communication in living a relationship so that all things are brightly lit.
We are not experts read the mind so if there is uneg uneg immediately expressed. Just look at what will be revealed with Papi Gaby.
Author says Thank You Immeasurable for readers who have been faithful to appreciate my work, hopefully with criticism And Suggestions and support readers then I can make a more delicious work to enjoy.
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