
I went back to Stanley's room and saw the clothes I had prepared were out of place, changed into a bathrobe that lay. I returned the bathrobe to the capstok in the bathroom. My eyes were looking for Stanley's whereabouts, I saw the balcony door open, so I set foot there.
I saw Stanley leaning into the balcony railing with a cigarette and one hand holding a wine glass. In a depressed condition and not willing to share the burden he always does that, fortunately he is not the type of man who likes to go to the club so it will be safe because only drink at home.
Stanley does tend to be introverted, often he only shows his hopes and emotions of action, so if people who are new to identifying will be difficult to fit in with him. Doubtful I stepped foot closer to him, "Hey you, handsome Stan put on my clothes of choice, comfortable not in your body?"
I tried to dilute the atmosphere by asking if she was comfortable as an implied message as well as whether I had intended to tell her the problem. He turned to give a little smile then turned back to smoke his cigarette quickly then turned it off in the ashtray.
I leaned next to him, watching and guessing how he would solve our problem. He thrust a glass of wine with the implied question whether I want to try, hehehe well that's Stanley if again bad mood more use sign language.
I received the glass and took a sip, no hypocrite sometimes I also like to drink of course with Dicta in the apartment. As doctors we have to be able to take care of ourselves and our honor, it would be funny if medics like us were to play at the club until last night. Not keep the image but rather to exemplify good things for others.
Drinking wine occasionally with a dose of one scoli will make the body feel relaxed. The thing that should not be done is to divert the pressure or stress that we experience by drinking wine. What is feared is precisely we will dependency and entry into substance abuse because the more days the alcohol content in the wine we consume will increase and it will make dependence.
Imagine if we always divert every pressure of our lives to alcohol then our need for alcohol every day is higher because in human life there must always be different pressures every day. The more mature a person then the challenges of his life more complex, the pressure will increase. So keep ourselves must be good at limiting and sorting out what is good and bad, what is needed and not, and what to do and not.
"Hey you, don't you want to tell me the same story?" ask me while putting a glass on the table on the balcony.
Stanley was still silently facing me stretching out his arms as a signal could embrace me. I nodded and welcomed her embrace. My heart beats faster, it feels warm and comfortable even more comfortable than 4 years ago.
I understand that part of my heart has never changed to love her. Even when he first met her at Brandon's wedding yesterday, my race for her didn't change. Could it be that when I was with Alva 3 years ago I just pretended to forget him, I asked in my heart.
"Ehm... Stan you don't want to come in? The air is getting cold."
"In a moment, yes, I want to hug you rich gini continue, same you I always warm Gab." he asked softly which of course made me melt hahahaha.
My legs are really pegel, but Stan seems to still enjoy our standing position. Suddenly he laughed to himself, "You're pegel, Gab's feet, sorry, yes we've just collapsed, chatted while resting."
I also laughed back, I threw myself in a kingsize bed, praying that I could safely control my lust ga khilaf hahahaha.
My position and Stan awkward really because it feels rich husband and wife again do pillow talk when we are HTS (relationship without status). But skali again I want to be selfish ajalah enjoy the flow anyway same singles also be safe.
I sleep in a sitting position, I lay my back on the head of the bed, I close my eyes, contemplate the events of the day. From going on the road with doctor Indra to being stranded in Bandung hahaha.
Very fun, I don't know when else can fret about the feeling of gini rich. At the same time Alva aja apparently no funny incident gini, romantic ngeselin at the same time nyenengin. If kidnapped as fun as this must be a girl on nawarin herself without hesitating to be kidnapped.
Well.. although there is an incident of nyebelin in the middle of all the fun, just as a spice. How can we feel like we have never felt before, really??? hehehehe...........
Still with my eyes closed, I felt Stanley resting his head on my thigh. Without a sound she led my hand stroking her head, I gently rubbed her head with my right hand and my left hand gently massaged her shoulder. The whole day of driving must be our neck and shoulders feel stiff tense. My head actually has also floated drowsiness because it is almost morning and the effect of keeping a malem while paying off sleep debt.
"I know that you saw Gab in FO" he said slowly but ngagetin, yes how not surprised I think it was not da who saw when I was struggling. So this is what disturbed Stan's mind, he must be ashamed of me.
"Are you still the same bike as me Gab, until you were so shocked earlier?"
Suddenly I didn't understand which way Stan was talking, the feeling I cared about him, my inner self. I choose silence while still stroking it channeling kehangata, because I do not understand what to answer.
"Gab, it's diem. I was wrong, are you angry? Um.... I mean, um.... have I managed to take your heart again Gab?" stanley looked very nervous.
"Stan, you need to sleep, mending us to sleep first is almost in the morning. I also don't think my head is floating. And I'm not because I'm angry, but because I don't want to answer what hehehehe."
Stanley was silent then clasped my left hand and put it on his chest, before how long I heard his regular breathing a sign that he was sleeping soundly.
My head is still floating and my body is demanding to rest but my brain is not willing to think, guess what really happened the same Stan, because of the problem of the marriage cancellation he has not told, plus his papa business, and lastly my own problem with the terror I'm sure of Nadine.
Trings.......
My right hand felt the feel of the mattress looking for my phone that sounded WA notifications. Who is dawn dawn gini send message.
082299xxxxx
Good girl, look at the video footage, you have ruined Alva, the guy who 3th nemenin you are sick of being left behind by a guy. hahahaha the snatch!!!
I was curious what video was sent, I pressed play then saw the atmosphere in the Club. There's Alex and Alva and his bandmates. It appears that Alex is trying to stop Alva from drinking, but Alva is angry and scatters.
"Fuck lu Va, brenti ga you drink, you want to anchor yourself, your career? Not kasian with your papa mama? Stop it!" alex shouted as he snatched the glass from Alva.
"What do you care if I'm angry? I'm not da lex's spirit, Gaby already farin me he don't want my trust anymore, let alone Stanley fucking it's back, with ease Gaby would choose him over me. I'm Lex's jerk, so let me throw a skalian!"
Seen in the video Alex who can not resist the emotions immediately hit Alva and dragged him out of the Club, and the video recording ended.
Without feeling I've shed tears, am I really the one who destroyed Alva? Isn't he the one who can't take care of himself until he and I are in his current position?
How so I was wrong.
My head drifted so I just closed my eyes to reduce the pain because I also did not want to move because it would disturb Stanley. Unknowingly I finally fell asleep,.............
*sometimes our kindness hurts ourselves, but that doesn't mean we should stop doing good. Being good or being evil is a personal choice. Please choose, live and take the risk.*
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