Pura Lupa Temple
Chapter 5

*Alva POV*

It's been 2 weeks since I was caught having sex by Gaby, it feels like my body is still limp and my brain can't work properly. Lucky in 2 weeks there is no job gig because my schedule is set to record a new song, so I drowned myself to record and write a new song.

It's been 2 weeks Alex spupuku is always near me even he's staying in my apartment, maybe he's worried I'm doing stupid things that endanger me myself. He always tried to get me to talk about my problems with Gaby, but I chose to keep it quiet, so I could concentrate on working on my song. At least I can do productive things in my slump.

Even if I didn't dare to text or call Gaby, my heart ached considering Gaby's very calm expression but I knew very well that the expression held a deep wound. And that wound I made.

During the 3 years we dated, every mistake I made, he always forgave me, because he thought it was not a mistake that was principled so based on the principles of love Gaby chose to forgive me. Because my profession as a singer sometimes does make me complacent and unsteady when there are girlfriends or girl fans trying to approach me.

*Flashback On*

Gaby's a bead

What's alv doing? Lunch yuk, have not met you, miss 😂

Alvs are a few

Sorry yank, I'm lunching with the client again. Ntar malem aja we kluar, I'm off. If you take care, I'll just take care of you at the RS.

I lied a little because I didn't actually meet a client, but lunch with Marissa, the model who chased me. I served her invitation without any intention of betraying Gaby, just feeling bad about always rejecting her invitation.

Without me knowing it Gaby also ate at the same place and she did see me but I didn't see her. When Marissa and I were busy eating while chatting and laughing because it turned out Marissa was quite funny.

I don't feel a soft pat on my shoulder, "Hi Alv, you eat here too huh? Hi what's your name, I'm Gaby!" gaby said as she reached out and asked Marissa to get acquainted.

"Marya Budiman!" she smiled back and welcomed Gaby's hand.

I was immediately tense like an elementary school boy who was looking at stealing candy. For a moment I tried to assess Gaby's expression, looking disappointed but as usual covered with calmness.

"Marissa knows this Gaby's my boyfriend!" and Gaby just smiled in response to Alv's declaration of our status.

"Wow, it turns out you already have a pair with ya Va, sorry I do not know so I deketin you because ngarep!" answer it while giggling. I sighed, waiting for Gaby's reaction.

"Owh so, sorry yes brati I disturb you PDKT same Alva yes. Your chance is always there, because for me there will be no actor name if among me ama Alva can take care of themselves!" reply Gaby while laughing which somehow responded ok Marissa while laughing too.

"Gue likes your style Gab, different from other girls. I'm sure if I find a guy I eat with another girl I've flush and maki caci."

"And you really if the guy can take care of himself then there will be no actor, btw you are not angry right me? One thing you can be sure of, I won't take Alva from you because I don't want to jd the actor!"

"Okay, I like you Gab, we're friends from now on. How's it?" marissa reached out her hand.

And miraculously Gaby receives Marissa's hand and they officially make friends. Oh God.

"Yank, I'm sorry, I don't have any intentions, I just don't feel good refusing Marissa's offer, so I just agreed she had lunch." I'm trying to explain the real events after we were alone.

Gaby just kept quiet, putting her head on the table as if she was very tired, in contrast to the spirit seen when Marissa was still here. I shook her hand to get her attention, I was at least calm when Gaby silenced me. My hand moved around stroking her fine hair, until Gaby finally lifted her head and smiled at me.

"You're sorry I'm yank? I promise next time I'll ask you first if I want to make a deal with someone else!"

"you know I don't like to be lied to, whatever form it takes for me and the name lies for good. All lies in the end only leave good wounds to the individual who is lied to even the wound will be much worse for the liar."

"And you want also yes Alv, if on our journey later suddenly your heart has turned away, please do not hesitate to be honest with me. Not that I'm holy-spirited Alv but I want to be in a relationship that means fighting for happiness for both of us, it'll be useless if only one of us is happy."

I could only hug her, I knew Gaby would be disappointed because I admitted lunch with a client but she didn't want to prolong the problem because after all I just ate nothing more. Thank God I've never stopped saying in my heart because I've been introduced to women this good. Beautiful girls are of course a myriad, but whose heart is sincere can be counted fingers and one of them is mine. I've been relentlessly dipping the top of the head of this girl in my arms.

*Flashback Off*

Drt......

I saw the name Aryo my manager called me.

"Haloo Yo.

"As per the schedule aja Yo, skalian who knows I have a chance to meet Gaby and apologize." I replied to Aryo who was then rewarded with a sentence of advice to stay excited. I just agreed and asked Aryo to send the arrangement of the event, as well as my departure schedule.

Chequek.........

After closing the conversation with Aryo, I set my eyes on the door of my room because I heard the sound of the door being opened, before long Alex appeared with a friendly smile to me, I replied with a thin grin.

"Oh my God, Alva lu I love a smile dibales grinning it anyway. ck ck ck.......!" greet Alex as he steps closer to me.

"Va, how is your head still hurting?" he said while examining my forehead.

"Va, do you want to tell me yet about your problem?"

I sighed, alex would be more terrorized by the question if he did not get a satisfactory answer.

"This is Lex, I've made a fatal mistake that Gaby saw with her own eyes. And I'm frustrated because I don't know how to heal his wounds. I can only make money!"

"Have you met Gaby, have you apologized, have you told her all? Who knows Gaby wants to excuse you again Va?"

I just shook my head weakly, not because I didn't want to apologize immediately, but I chose to arrange it myself first, at least so that when I received the final decision from him on our relationship, I could be better prepared.

My chance is below 1% to be accepted by him, who would accept when with his own eyes see a loved man having sex with another woman, even the woman can be said ****** because it has been consumed by many men. Even I myself now feel very dirty because of that fuckab.

True Gaby said it turns out when we hurt others, let alone our loved ones, then the deepest wounds we will feel ourselves. It was evidently a shadow of Gaby's calmness with a very disappointed expression, able to pierce the recesses of my heart.

"Va, are you daydreaming?" ask Alex what I'm packing.

"Lu will go to Bali to sing at Brandon's wedding, well I think it's your chance to solve your problems Va." Alex's advice this time I'm nodding with a smile and a little spirit.

After Alex left my room, I drowned in my sheet again, preparing whatever song I would sing at Brandon's party later.

*********To be continuous*********