Pura Lupa Temple
Chapter 12

I really didn't expect Nadine to have any hatred for me, until she was willing to give her body to Alva just to hurt me. Oh God, the pressure really makes people go crazy and short-sighted. For the sake of satisfying the desire for luxury he is willing to give his body to anyone.

Actually I'm not disgusted or can't accept Alva's mistakes, but seeing the incident where Alva enjoyed the relationship with Nadine made me feel that her feelings for me were not strong enough.

Some times a girl friend or fan who is crazy about her can not be rejected firmly. Several times the invitation to eat or just walk with them received Alva under the pretext of not tasty refuse continue, let alone live in the world of entertainment.

Let's say I'm jealous or something, and it might be considered a colot, but it's all because I principally give the most beautiful only to my official partner, and at the same time a symbol of my loyalty to my partner later.

I think Alva's attitude that is less assertive can backfire on himself, yes the case example is like this case with Nadine. That attitude made me reluctant to go back to him. Especially for now it seems better alone.

"So how's your relationship with Nadine now?" I said repeat the question because Alva hasn't answered.

"Since the incident, Nadine several times sent threatening messages if I was not responsible, then my photo will be spread" replied Alva while rubbing her face rough sign she was very upset.

"Alv, I'm sorry, considering that you were probably in contact without safety there could have been little creatures growing, what would you do?" I was honest but also careful.

"If the problem of photos and videos maybe Nadine is only threatening because if she really was as clear, wouldn't her reputation be even more ruined? Unless Nadine doesn't care about her modeling career." I'm obviously a little calming.

"Alv, I think it's better if I take Nadine to meet, because I haven't really known her personally, and if it's true that she wants to take you to make me hurt, then I have to straighten this out." I explained while asking for Nadine's number.

"Yank, then we......?" he didn't finish the question and I know where the question is going.

"Ehm, sorry Alv, I still don't want to discuss personal relationships, it's better for me alone. And I believe that a soul mate must be God will love a way to unite." I can finally give a subtly rejection, I can, although there is also pain that I feel but I am sure someday God will love happiness more intact.

"But...why yank, kenaoa don't want to give me a chance this time? Is...... because of Stanley? Didn't he hurt you too? Why can't you excuse her but don't you want to forgive me?" it seems that Alva is a bit out of control so she throws a lot of questions at once.

" I just met Stanley here, and he doesn't talk about personal matters. I'm sorry you're Alv, I just don't think your heart is that strong to keep me. Evidently you've lulled Nadine's appeal, that's what makes me hard to accept. I'm sorry you're Alv, I just don't want to discuss personal relationships." I explained.

"Thank you for our 3 years together, Alv, I'm sorry if you've finally disappointed you" I said as I walked away.

*****To Be Continue*****